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My review of TTPD

- everything in my body hurts and nothing is functioning correctly

- I should call my therapist

Overall 13/10 my new favorite album

#the tortured poets department #taylor swift

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Ladies and gentlemen the ache of January is settling into my bones once again

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You promised me you wanted me

Just me

It was the first time someone told me that

I thought it was true

I thought it was true

I wanted it to be true

#words #poetry #love #relationships #hurt

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When I thought he was gonna be my Steve Harrington and I was gonna be his Nancy wheeler but I fell like Steve and he left like Nancy :/

#the way this just hit me #ouchie #steve harrington #nancy wheeler

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Alright fuck real men. We’re writing for JJ Maybank now lads

#obx3 #outer banks #writing #jj obx #jj maybank

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Hope you're well.

Hi, I am very not well! Thanks for asking!

#anonymous #I’m only losing it a lot

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I think the thing about him that will stick with me the most was one of the last things he told me.

He told me I needed to be more tentative with my love.

The words still make my stomach turn.

#life updates #quotes #my writing #on love

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Last update: I was lovebombed and then dumped. Just got out of the psych ward :)

Y’all I matched with a guy on bumble who had his Steve Harrington halloween costume as one of his pics (which is a very big reason who I swiped right on him) and I’m swooning

If he ghosts me I’ll be utterly destroyed

#life updates #i hate men #bad endings

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Heartbreak makes the most beautiful poetry

But I wish I never had to taste these words

#poetry #heartbreak #words words words

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I fell so fast and I didn’t even get to give my love away. My heart is out of my chest but now it’s stuck in my bloody hands and I can’t put it back inside.

I would’ve let you tear through it with your teeth if you asked nicely.

#personal #literature #poetry #writing #heartbreak

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Update: currently pulling him. This is the most I’ve ever flirted in my entire life.

Y’all I matched with a guy on bumble who had his Steve Harrington halloween costume as one of his pics (which is a very big reason who I swiped right on him) and I’m swooning

If he ghosts me I’ll be utterly destroyed

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Send me a number 1-100 for a song from my spotify wrapped playlist and i will write something based on the song!

#please please PLEASE #eddie munson #steve harrington #x reader

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Y’all I matched with a guy on bumble who had his Steve Harrington halloween costume as one of his pics (which is a very big reason who I swiped right on him) and I’m swooning

If he ghosts me I’ll be utterly destroyed

#like #he’s so cute too #and nerdy! #and he’s asking questions about ME #the bar is so low #but I’m crushing so hard #personal #updates

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Crying

Lovesick!Eddie who’s supposed to be doing homework, but you just look so freakin cute when you concentrate so he’s staring at you with the biggest sappiest heart eyes known to mankind

combining with this request because they're so similar!! thank you both for your requests <33

"How about Lovesick! Eddie watching you do homework at your desk while he sits on your bed. You’re so focused on your assignments, quietly mumbling the questions & answers to yourself, that you don’t notice Eddie’s puppy dog eyes on you & his boyish smile on his face. 🥰🫠"

“And that should be…. Fourteen?” at this point you truly weren’t sure of anything, the booklet of seemingly never-ending questions in front of you was driving you half insane as you tried to figure out question after question

Legs crossed on the floor of your bedroom, the furrow between your eyebrows seemed half permanent, you were sure that anyone who looked at you could see the cogs and wheels in your mind ticking and turning frustratingly slow

Pencil rhythmically tapping against your thigh as your eyes scanned across the paper, more mumbled words leaving your lips while you worked

Eddie on the other hand had planted himself on the soft expanse of your bed, his messy head of curls propped up on his hand, his own sheet of math questions from Mr. Bennet’s class laid blank in front of him, his pen still capped and untouched

His eyes could not leave you

Every time he dared look away from your figure he felt the smallest pang of sadness settle in his mind, and it didn’t take long for his eyes to return to you

He didn’t get the same sadness when he looked away from his math booklet

“Eddie- what did you get for question twelve?” you whipped your head up to look at him, only to find him already staring back at you

Whoops

“Eddie?” the corners of your mouth tweaked upwards just a little bit, and Eddie could have sworn his heart skipped a beat in his chest, he knew you were testing him, but he didn’t care, as long as he got to see that smile he didn’t care

“Yes?”

“What did you get for question twelve?” you repeated the question slowly, dragging out the syllables as much as you could without making it comical, your smile still lingering on your lips, you knew the answer but you couldn’t help yourself from having just a little bit of fun with him

“Question twelve?” he asked, and you nodded slowly in response, he could also play your little game “uuhm haven’t gotten to that yet”

“Yeah? How far have you gotten then?”

“Somewhere between the beginning and question one” a smile of his own had formed on his lips, his nose scrunching ever so slightly, his eyes still big and wide the brown catching the light just right

“I thought you wanted to come over to study” you stood up as you spoke, making your way over to the edge of your bed, feeling the immediate embrace of Eddie’s arms around your waist before pulling you down to sit with your legs across his lap

“I did! I promise but you’re just so distracting”

“Distracting am I now?”

“You’re so cute when you focus,” you noticed the slightest change in his voice, it was softer, gentler, warmer “you get this crease right here,” he lifted his fingers and traced between your eyebrows, “and this look in your eye and when you get that look I never want to stop you, or interrupt you mid thought, the look when you loose yourself to your thoughts is fascinating and mesmerizing”

“You really think that much about me?”

“Baby this isn’t even half of it”

send lovesick! eddie requests and thoughts!! feedback, reblogs and comments are very appreciated <3

#fic recs #Eddie Munson fic recs #eddie munson #stranger things

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If there’s wet dreams then there’s probably wet nightmares

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yall are a little too good at replicating the old tumblr fandom posts please stop i feel like a veteran on the fourth of july

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all of us: “this is the worst moment in this fandom.”

taylor nation: