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[ceruleanskies]

thinking of making a comeback. might be back with a haechan fic AND a johnny fic… 👀🫣

in the meantime follow @ceruleankais ! i am yet to populate it but it’s essentially going to be a shitpost blog lol

#kai talks

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My heart goes out to the members of Astro, Moonbin’s family and every aroha who was devastated by the news. In light of what’s happened, you’re allowed to feel pain. Sadness. Despair. Despite you not knowing Moonbin, you’re allowed to be upset about what has happened. Be patient with and kind to yourself.

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obsidian black [jaemin]

❧ word count: 11.9k

❧ warnings: cursing, mentions of death/dead people in the context of him being hades, probably more legal jargon than there should be but i tried to make it as easy to understand as possible i promise, it gets pretty existential at some points but never overtly angsty

❧ genre: fluff, getting together, greek gods/goddesses au, hades jaemin, human reader, nades au, paralegal reader, bit of a ham-fisted persephone allegory, inspired by the gods/goddesses assigned to the work it unit in 2020 for this video, appearances by bestie jeno and coworker yangyang

❧ author’s note: ahhh my first fic back after over a year hiatus!! not super accurate to the original greek myths, i was just havin fun with hades as a concept rather than a strict characterization. i also watched mike flanagan’s ‘midnight mass’ and read john milton’s ‘paradise lost’ during the time i was writing this so get ready for some slight spiritual/religious iconography and overtones. hope y’all enjoy, i had so much fun playing around with my writing in this one!!

❧ spotify playlist

⤷ sequel

The god’s—Jaemin’s—eyes continued to stare you down. It felt like he was looking into your soul. And you wanted him to.

“I didn’t summon you,” you told him cautiously. “Or at least I didn’t try to.”

Keep reading

#*screams* #this is so GOOOD

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sometimes i think to myself “how can people be so into football” and then i see martin odegaard and im like “makes sense”

#what a fine man. phwoar #king #i would. everywhere #talented. hot. arsenal skipper. ✅✅✅

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toe

beg your pardon?

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link trades on pokemon scarlet and ciolet are insane because what do you mean you’ll trade me a level 85 roaring moon for my level 1 bagon

#that said if anyone plays pkmn scarlet please please let me trade with you. i want to complete the dex

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[ceruleanskies]

pavlov-style conditioning myself by wearing a specific perfume every time i need to study

#kai talks #for those interested it’s silk blossom by jo malone

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“FrOm A ScIeNtIfIc PerSpecTivE ArIeL cAnT bE BlAcK-” from a scientific perspective mermaids don’t fucking exist. shut up

#kai talks #saw a tiktok and got angry lol

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if you’re looking to donate to abortion funds i recommend checking out this comprehensive doc by cottaegecore.

please stay safe and take care of yourselves. you are not alone.

#checking back in to rb this #i still have a sizeable following on here so i thought i’d spread this

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hello yall. i know i’ve not logged on here in a hot minute but i need advice 😭 what colour goes best with like. dark green. for reference, this dark green:

ignore the shoddy cropping but i need to work out a good colour combination 😭

#kai talks #do i just go with a red lip and a simple eye look? #or do i go BOLD with the eyeshadow #im leaning more towards bold shadow just because it’s who i am 🤧 #please help me guys 😭😭

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thank you so much for all you’ve given to the nct fanfic community over the years, I came to check up on your blog and have seen that you are closing. So this is a farewell and a thank you for the great works you published here that really were a form of escapism for me. Wishing nothing but love, health and happiness in the future, good luck <3

i’m not crying you are this is so sweet anon i love you endlessly

#ask #anon #messages like these were why i stayed for so long #you’re a sweetheart i hope you have the best day anon

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update: today’s our 6 month anniversary :))

shot: shooted. pray he messages me yall 😭😭😭😭

#this isnt me coming back btw #im just updating yall because you guys are matchmakers lowkey #i would not have asked him out if you guys hadn’t said #but yeah 😛 #i hope ur all doing well ❤️

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came back to say i miss @hhjs @neo-cult-ure and @lebrookestore . that is all.

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hey! I don’t know if you’re still on this account but is there any other way for your followers/readers to just follow you and keep up with you? you were one of the first blogs i’ve ever followed :,)

i just opened tumblr for the first time in weeks omg baby!!!

i have instagram, message me off anon and i’ll give it to you!!!

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i can't read your story 'the tale of the red dress' :((( what can i do? no link is working

i deleted it

#ask #anon