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i wanna push everyone away from me so i can kill myself alone without anyone noticing

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i’m a good person i don’t deserve to be mistaken for a heterosexual

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It's gonna be another year and I'm still fat :(

#tw #vent #ed vent #disordered eating

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I don't even live for myself anymore. I only live for others and still they keep on expecting more and more from me. It's exhausting.

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I just want my arms covered in scars and blood but I don’t want to have to worry about hiding it :(

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I honestly shoulda just killed myself the day I first thought about it. Would have saved me a lot of trouble and mental breakdowns

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me searching up how many kcals r in one blueberry like

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everyone talkin about seasonal depression hitting after halloween, I got nothing to worry about. my seasonal depression is year round baby. three six five

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Vodka should be 0 calories

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" yeah it's zero calories , but look at all the chem-"

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" yeah it's zero calories , but look at all the chem-"

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simultaneously underwhelmed and overwhelmed with life

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Cumplo un año más de ser una gorda e idiota... Lucky me!!

Que algo me mate ya por favor

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POV: me after realizing I can’t be a sкιnny queen if I bιnge everyday