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life at uni these days ^^

#study blog #studyblr

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why the FUCK does the whole world decide to text me once i want to get an hour nap

#txt post #txt.mine #random thoughts #because it’s so unfair #STOP TEXTING ME PLEASE #IM TRYING TO SLEEP

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aguletsi house museum - yerevan, armenia

#aesthetic #armenia #armenian history #national costume #history museum #museum #photo dump #why am i doing this #study blog

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upd.: i ended up getting diagnosed with recurring depression. well-

i absolutely hate it when people throw the phrase “oh you just need to manage your time better!” at me as if they’re the first person to tell me that forbidden divine secret to having my shit together. there’s just too much that needs to be done and sometimes my priorities are not the problem, the pressure that society puts me under is. i hate everything about that brushing-it-off advise that i didn’t even ask for like are we seriously going to assume i don’t have every single second of my day planned already???? yet i still barely get 4 hours of sleep and my body and mind can no longer push out any energy

in 2022 people still have this shit to say and it infuriates me lmfao

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i absolutely hate it when people throw the phrase “oh you just need to manage your time better!” at me as if they’re the first person to tell me that forbidden divine secret to having my shit together. there’s just too much that needs to be done and sometimes my priorities are not the problem, the pressure that society puts me under is. i hate everything about that brushing-it-off advise that i didn’t even ask for like are we seriously going to assume i don’t have every single second of my day planned already???? yet i still barely get 4 hours of sleep and my body and mind can no longer push out any energy

in 2022 people still have this shit to say and it infuriates me lmfao

#eri rants kinda #mine.txt #i do not like socialising if u can’t tell #this isn’t addressed at ANYONE in particular rather the general connotation #or maybe i lied a bit and some people rlly gotta watch their mouths #anyways yes it’s a burnout thing u guessed it #but not just mentally i’m getting hospitalised next week LMAO #“love yourself and life will be better what kind of utopia is that. capitalism is capitalism and it’s not leaving any time soon #u gotta work ur ass off for anything significant #rlly big rant i hope no one sees or relates to #love u all stay safe 💗

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"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."

–Edgar Allan Poe

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azerbaijan invaded armenia’s borders last night

stop azerbaijani aggression or we’ll literally be erased from the world map, thanks to the ethnical cleansing and full-on genocide.

#stop azerbaijani aggression #armenian genocide #can't even have our homeland bcs of t***s and az**is #i hate to see people being deliberately ignorant on the topic #news #artsakh #russia vs ukraine

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2022-09-03

on a rainy morning

Canon EOS R3 + RF15-35mm f2.8L IS

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Another day, another korean study session 🌱

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A little peak into my motivation/daily quotes book 📖 🪷🧸

#queue

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the fact that i managed to get straight As for my finals….

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photo dump for may 🐩 (20222605)

#aesthetic #moscow #why am i doing this #time is actually real #photo dump #camera roll #that girl vibes lmao #motivation #balance = happiness

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this was so fun 😋

#aesthetic #moscow #korean #korean cafe #street photo #korean aesthetic #japanese aesthetic #japanese #asian cafe #moodboard

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i can’t really give u guys study content rn, but take a look at my manga shelf!

April 27th - sushi or pizza? 

- sushi!

April 28th - are you sociable or reserved?

- i’m reserved, it takes a lot of time for me to open up. but when i do, i become too chatty, haha

April 29th - almost the end of the month... are you content with your achievements? 

- well, let’s just say it could have gone better. i slacked off a lot and, to be honest, i’’m scolding myself for that

April 30th - it’s the end of April. spend time with your friends or family, tell us how it went!

- yesss today me and my brother went to the park and just chilled. it feels good to connect with family every once in a while!

#aesthetic #moscow #studying #why am i doing this #study blog #study hard #studyblr #dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #study notes #manga #manga collection #carelessproductivity

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this night-long study session i had no idea i had the ability of enduring...

April 25th - what’s your zodiac? do you take it seriously?

- mine is taurus. admittedly, i do take it seriously, as i find astrology to be trustworthy at times

April 26th - spill. booklist for april! what did you read, what are you going to read?

- i read a lot.. started this month with the burning tigris by peter balakian, then a lot of political books and then i winded down with the six of crows by leigh bardugo. honestly, such a wild ride!

#aesthetic #moscow #studying #why am i doing this #study blog #study hard #studyblr #dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #study notes #studyspo #reading #bookblr #study inspiration #carelessproductivity

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2022-04-24

Cafe 白日夢

Canon EOS R3 + RF50mm f1.8 STM

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april 24th, sunday

i had SO many things to do today... and i ended up reading cinematography books i'd bought years ago. i do not know what deadlines mean.

but yeah, overall i'm finally in my feet again! a bit overwhelmed and somehow tired, but it'll get better.

🎼sticker - nct 127, 📖screenplay: the foundations of screenwriting - syd field

i'm gonna keep the challenge answers under the cut, there's a lot =)

April 13th - do you keep track of vitamins in your diet?

- mostly just calories, and i try to get as much protein as i can. although, i do take vitamin pills for other reasons

April 14th - do you work out? spring might be the best season to start.

- i do! it helps to escape a lot of things, and also it just feels so rewarding to actually work on your body.

April 15th - scented candles: yes or no?

- an obvious yes, i'm a full-time scented candles activist. i even have a collection of them.

April 16th - do you use a tote bag or a simple backpack?

- i use both. for college - a backpack, for any other outdoor activities - a tote bag. honestly, as long as a bag can fit in my laptop, it suits me

April 17th - do you celebrate Easter, Ramadan or any religious holiday this month?

- i celebrated Easter! i love this holiday a lot. it's excessively traditional in my family, but in a good way

April 18th - take it easy today. what's your way of connecting with your soul?

- there's a lot, but music, gym and manga are my go-to when it comes to soul.

April 19th - do you feel steady and ready right now? vent, if you'd like.

- more like the opposite. everything's so fast recently, i barely keep track of time. somehow i keep cutting everyone off and it just makes me feel worse. but I'm hopeful that this is just a period of time that'll pass eventually

April 20th - do you do rest days?

- i try to, but it's rare. usually, fridays are ok

April 21st - evening in the garage or morning in the park?

- evening in the garage.. i love garages as you guys can see, haha. they just have that cozy and careless vibe i search for

April 22nd - what's your current/future major?

- well... i tried a lot of things already. languages, cinematography, law, you name it. but recently i've been thinking about picking business management in uni

April 23rd - organise or improvise?

- mostly, improvise, im good at that :) i used to over-plan, but kept ditching everything, so i just don't do that anymore

April 24th - did you know that it’s Armenian Genocide Remembrance Day today?

- of course. the mourning day of the year. i was at the church this morning, and cried a lot.. its a feeling that i can't really convey, as an armenian, i always felt the weigh of this trauma and grief, and there's no way for me to let go.

#carelessproductivity #aesthetic #moscow #studying #why am i doing this #study blog #study hard #studyblr #dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #study notes #studyspo #study motivation