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callingmezenisfine · 2 years
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I only...
I only submit to you.
I only got on my knees for you.
I only sacrificed myself while you played me.
I only barked.
I only dealt with your shit.
You are shit.
I .. only I will pull the trigger.
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callingmezenisfine · 2 years
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You got it, doll. 
just want someone to wrap their belt around my neck and choke me with it while they rail me from behind
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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He said what..?
Long nights of worry, and cry. I’ve dearly waited to hear those words leave your shut mouth. So cold, yet it’s warm inside. Happily twirling to the freezing song created by own mind. Repeat for the last time, repeat it, I cannot get enough. 
He said.. 
- I love you Zen. I love you.
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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"Draw blood out of me. Trigger the trauma that I’ve lived. Deep in the silent forest I sit. Eagerly waiting for your sweet visit. My neck so wide open, tasty, put up for a bite. Go ahead, do not be frightened by the cold eyes of mine. Take the heavy steps, come closer, view the secret yourself."
Zen AKA Sugar
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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Hah.
They are back. The voices are back, louder than ever. Fires are breaking down in my eyes, anger and rage making my muscles clench. 
“You are weak”
“You are weak”
“You are so weak...”
“Do it, do the thing you promised you would do”
“Ruin his whole being, let him beg on his knees for you to stay”
“Make his days a living hell”
Oh my~
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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Mine
I stand on my words, ... He will be mine.
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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Blessing
I am still stuck in your dark aura, lost without a light, trying my hardest to crawl out. But you trully poisoned me with your taste, the saliva all over my body, mind flying so high I might die if I let go. Your skin on mine, tangled so tight. Groping my neck you stare with your snake eyes, piercing my soul, and sending shivers down my spine. It’s a blessing that your hand is next to mine.
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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Thought you were good
Free your mind, I sent bad luck, because you did me so wrong, no right move you took. I thought you were good.
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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Moonlight
I once got so angry, sat under the full moon as the light hovered over my boiling skin. I couldn’t draw my eyes off of it. And with a long and deep breath, I spoke using my poisonous words. Cursing someone, that has done so much but so little. I planted a sickness in his not so innocent body, and old bones. I didn’t realize the power I held, because no sacrifice was done. But just like that, one month later, He fell ill.
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callingmezenisfine · 3 years
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Poisonous
That not beating heart of mine dropped in deep sea which was as cold as ice. His words poisoning my blood, forcefully extending in my veins. The room echoes with silence now, my sweet tongue unable to speak truth, my fractured bones at a loss of sense. I wanna see you bleed just like I did, see you powerless in my palm, and a toy for my cat.
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