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what a beautiful thing, to be queer. how lovely it is to be strange, to have edges that spill out over the lines, to be undefinable. the oddity of our hearts is something to be treasured. never change for anyone.

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eddie making buck chris’ legal guardian if he dies is still so funny to me years later because like. bro if this was for normal reasons you would have picked someone with less than a 70% chance of being taken the fuck out right there with you

#sometimes i genuinely think that people forget how highly eddie actually thinks of buck #because like #not only do we have the will and eddie directly telling buck that he trusts buck above anyone else with Christopher #and by extension eddie himself #but even eddies most recent 'you didn't turn out like you' quote from season 7 #was wild and completely in character #and he says it so simply #like yes #the sky is blue and he's a firefighter and he trust buck as easy as ge breaths #idk if any of that made sense #im pretty sure i had a point when i started typing

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Still very funny to me that Tommy showed up fully intending to be like “look I’m not trying to take your man” and Buck just blurts out “sorry that I wanna fuck you so bad it makes me look stupid.” And Tommy was just like. “Um. Me? I mean I’m down but are you sure this was about ME?” But still kissed Buck anyway.

#he really said 'MY ATTENTION?!?!????'

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Happy Leland Melvin Day!!!

Happy Leland Melvin Day!!!

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Huge fan of when my speech patterns rub off on people enjoy when thay happens

#wdym thats fantastic

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Still giggling over the danger sign by Eddie’s head

#can't get over their stances #🧍🧍

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lord the peasants are so loud today

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eddie. eddie look at me. look at me eddie. don't worry baby. you're the one for him. you're his baby daddy. he can't live without you and he doesn't want to. stay strong buddy. that man may have him speaking in tongues but you'll be the one he'll be saying his vows to just STAY. STRONG.

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So these pictures are gonna be an end of episode Eddie reassuring Buck that nothing will ever come between them isn’t it - it’s the I love you to the core scene.

This is the shift in things that we’ve been waiting for and need - because Buck getting jealous is gonna push him into looking at why he’s jealous.

Is it next week yet?!

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has there ever been a wetter, more pathetic creature

#he's like a sad cat #a really large sad cat

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and if the kitchen stills from you don't know me are buck coming out to eddie? if eddie comes over to talk to buck about how fucking weird he's been recently, a little angry but a lot concerned? if buck starts getting smaller and smaller in that way only oliver stark can manage? if eddie notices and softens and asks in that gentle, no nonesense voice "buck, what is going on with you"? if buck's voice breaks as he says "eddie, i think i might be bisexual"? if all the wind is knocked out of eddie's sails and he just takes a moment to breathe in this new revelation and everything it could possibly mean? and if buck gets smaller and smaller as the silence goes on? and if eddie pulls him into a tight and tender hug that lasts a few seconds too long? what then?

#then i'll cry

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Me trying not to jump to buddie endgame conclusions with every new piece of s7 information

#im vibrating off the edge if my seat

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Hen: Alright, what happened?

Eddie:

Eddie: Buck told me he broke up with his girlfriend.

Hen: Ok, and?

Eddie: And I accidentally said “thank god” right to his face.

Hen:

Hen: Eddie—

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buck, bothered, bewildered. eddie, exasperated, eye twitching because he’s not sure how to get it through buck’s head that no one means more to him than buck.

#eddie #exasperated #eye twitching #because he's not sure how to get it through bucks head that a man he's hung out with three times #is not going to replace the second father of his child

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so what new, heartfelt and devastatingly romantic line is eddie diaz gonna drop on us this time

#what the fuck is going to top the most recent line of 'you didn't turn out like you' #because that shit was wild

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crying laughing actually why are they like this

#cause they're dumb