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 The Best of The Best part 1
Series:
MCU:Â
You Are The Winter Soldier. (Part 1/?) by @maddydallas1
What We Left Behind In The Past by @chris-evans-imagines (this will pop up as sensitive media, but I donât know why. I recommend ignoring it and reading this anyway itâs really good.)
Chapter 1 - Captive by @buckysglow
Father by @marvelsswansong
Winter Shadow by @marvel-lucy
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Captive
Chapter 14 â âHer Choiceâ
CHAPTERS: 1 ~ 2 ~ 3 ~ 4 ~ 5 ~ 6 ~ 7 ~ 8 ~ 9a ~ 9b ~ 10 ~ 11 ~ 12Â ~ 13
BuckyBarnesxSuperhuman!Fem!Reader
Warnings: Mentions of Abuse, torture implied, violence, angst, smut
SUMMARY: You were held captive by Hydra for years and had only just escaped when the Avengers find you. Youâre beyond terrified of everyone and everything around you, but the thing the terrifies you the most is yourself. The things you can do with your âabilitiesâ are beyond what anyone could possibly imagine.
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Hozier lyrics: *exist*
Fic writers:
fanfic writers really decided they own Hozier's entire discography and i love that for us
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Fan fic authors are not professional writers.
Expecting them to be perfect and never make mistakes is setting yourself up to be an asshole.
Do you know how long it takes to write and publish a 60k novel for most published authors? Years. Plural.
That includes time spent writing multiple drafts and doing research and multiple rounds of edits. Access to a professional editor, and the ability to hire sensitivity readers. The list goes on and on and on.
Fan fic authors owe you nothing. They are churning out multiple novel length fics (or the equivalent in one shots) a year while still holding down school/jobs.
And youâre gonna jump down their throats because they wrote a pairing differently than you prefer??
Shut the fuck up.
Tags exists for a reason. Read them and move on if the fic is not for you.
I mean really. We all just lived through fucking 2020. Let people enjoy their FAKE gay porn in peace.
Jfc.
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Hi brea babe. I have a request. Can I get a Bucky Drabble or headcanon about driving in the car together?
Hello, my darlin! Course, you can!
Bucky Barnes x reader driving together head cannon.
Warnings: 18+, language, innuendos
Bucky likes to drive. He prefers to drive you places, prefers to be the one in the driverâs seat at all times. Heâs traditional like that.
He drives the speed limit most days. Other times, when heâs late or when heâs tired, heâs speeding. Youâre not opposed, everyone speeds in NY.
Always fighting over AUX.
âBucky, you donât even know how to connect to Bluetooth, cmon!â
âYes, I do! Sam showed me how!â
Settling on playing some 40s and 50s music, but you typically win the battle.
He sings Billie Holiday, Bing Crosby, and other 40s songs into your fist like itâs a mic, peppering sweet kisses onto your knuckles.
Bro, you should see his grin when you scream lyrics at the top of your lungs. Heâs absolutely elated that youâre comfortable and goofy with him.
His hands on your thigh or holding your wrist/hand while he drives. His thumb rubbing circles into your skin.
Or when he reverses and his hand rests on your seat as he looks behind him. Your unable to rip your eyes off of him as he backs in out of spots one handed with ease.
Your hand always finds the back of his head to give him scratches or neck rubs. God, he loves that.
âRoad head?â You always tease.
â⊠so dangerous⊠sure.â He smiles with a shrug, eyes finding yours in the dim light of the dashboard.
During the summer, he has all the windows down. Music blasting, hair blowing everywhere, big grins, kisses at red lights.
In the winter, he has the car all cleaned off and warm for you.
Even your seat warmer is on when you get in the car.
Occasional road rage. Not from him, but you.
âSo fuckinâ get over!â You scream.
âBaby⊠relax. We got time.â
âDudeâs gotta be old. Gotta be.â You insist, glaring out the window to see the guy going 12 mph below speed limit.
Heâs old. Bucky rolls his eyes at the little âtold yaâ that leaves your mouth.
One time, a man cut you both off so badly that he nearly ran you off the road. That had Bucky screaming.
A âfuck you!â From you
And a âwhereâd you get your license, asshole?â From him
Both flipping the bird.
On longer car rides, he has you count the number of trucks you pass. He canât handle the amount of times you ask âare we there yet? How much longer?â
âYou missed one.â
âNo, I got that one.â
Another time, late at night in the pours of rain, he was driving you home from a long day with Sam; the car hydroplaned and spun out pretty badly.
You were usually good under pressure, quiet and calm. You squeezed your eyes shut and prepared yourself for impact.
Buckyâs hands tightened on the wheel, foot let off the pedals, and he calmly and swiftly had the car under control.
He was breathing heavily. Your heart was racing. When the car stopped moving, your eyes snapped open.
âYou alright, bubs? Youâre alright. Weâre good.â He murmured, running his hands over your face and arms to calm you and make sure you werenât hurt.
He could only get a nod from you, but after a beat you whispered a âgood job. That was good,â making him laugh breathlessly.
Late night, fast food trips. Youâve made it your mission to have him try all the fast food joints in your area at least once.
ââŠthis is terrible,â he grimaced at the bite of chicken nugget.
âMcDonaldâs may have fake chicken, but their nuggets are better,â you shrug, sipping your soda.
Stolen kisses at red lights, while the sun is rising or falling.
And when they become more heated, Bucky has become an expert at finding dark roads.
Maneuvering so that you both fit into the back seat or so that your splayed out over his lap, back pressed just right against the steering wheel so that the horn isnât going off.
Drawing doodles on the foggy windows when youâre finished, and giggling when Bucky huffs that heâll have to wipe the doodled penis off the window tomorrow.
Your hair ties, Bobby pins, and chapsticks strewn all over the car.
When you first got the car, you had to add things to it before you let him drive it.
The tied dollar on the âoh-shitâ handle, or so you call it.
âWhy the dollar?â He asks.
âI donât know. Something my family does. Itâs good luck and it keeps you safe.â
âA dollar is gonna keep me safe?â
âAnd the coins that I throw all over the floor will help too.â
He just looked at you, but let you do your thing.
Going to car washes together cuz he likes watching your face light up when the soap is rainbow and when they turn the lasers on.
You like going to watch his muscles flex as he dries the car and vacuums the inside.
âWill you stop staringâ at me like that?â
âCanât help it. Guess I must be into grease monkeys.â
He just rolls his eyes at you, but you know he likes the attention.
I couldnât stop. There are so many things I like about driving with men, especially the thought of Bucky drivin
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So Bucky Barnes has nightmares, right? And there are a whole bunch of blurbs about you calming him down after them, but what about when you have a nightmare? How do you think he would react?
He knows what itâs like. He knows what itâs like to wake up absolutely terrified, having no idea where you are, sweating like you were in an oven, muscles clenched so tight they felt as if they would snap. But for him, watching you cling to the sheets like someone was trying to take you from him was the hardest part.
His immediate reaction is to wake you up as quickly as possible, but he knows he canât do that. He has to wait it out, wait until youâre scared enough that you wake yourself up, and it breaks his heart every damn time.Â
But he always seems to know when the night terror is coming to an end, your face relaxes just a little bit and your toes uncurl. When he sees this, he knows itâs okay to touch you, to comfort you, hold you close.
âBaby,â Heâd whisper softly, his hands rubbing over your arms. Thereâs always a chance that youâll jerk awake and become violent, but heâs always there to calm you down, assure you that youâre here and youâre safe.Â
âI got you, youâre okay, youâre okay.â He repeats over and over again when you wake, gasping for air, tears already streaming down your cheeks.Â
Your broken sobs are too much for him and he always seems to be near tears at that point as well, âBaby, Baby, please. Iâm right here, I got you. Youâre safe, I got you.âÂ
And heâll pull you onto his lap, pressing your small hand against his metal arm because you like to follow the grooves and ridges with your fingers. He knows it calms you and he doesnât even care that his arm is one of his biggest insecurities because youâre all he can think about in that moment.Â
Youâre all he ever really thinks about.
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hi lovely! your writing is amazing. too good!!! thank you for sharing it. i was wondering if you could do a bucky fic where he starts getting more comfortable doing pda with his girl in front of the team, and they notice how soft and sappy he is now heâs dating her, and inevitably (but lovingly) tease him for it. only do this if it inspires u though! hope youâre staying safe and healthy x
These Hands Are Meant to Hold
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Please do not repost/translate anywhere. Reblogs & Comments are much welcomed â„
Note: I was super inspired to be fluffy as fuck. This is just a wholesome drabble. Thank you so much for sending this in, lovely! Making a comeback and so, a temporary taglist is open for the next 5 fics. Comment to be added to a bucky, steve, or both taglist!
Warnings: Tooth rotting fluff. Also unbeta'd.
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PDA.
Otherwise known as Public Displays of Affection (1): Acts of intimacy in front of others.
What is considered to be acceptable varies from culture to culture.
Your friends seem to like engaging in such activities, often cuddling or quick kisses.
But Bucky is not an openly affectionate person.
In public, even handholding for no reason doesn't ever occur. In private, he's overly gentle, like he's afraid he might accidentally break you.
Although it's been a couple of months since you've been dating, you can say nothing physically has quite changed between the two of you.
But...those things don't bother you.
Because in private, Bucky can't keep his hands off you. At first, he was cautious, making sure to only touch you with his regular arm. He tried to say that he liked touching you with his regular arm because he could feel you on the pads of his finger.
You didn't care much for that, though. You always made sure to give his metal arm equal amounts of attention. Just as Bucky liked stroking your arms, playing with strands of your hair, and kissing your neckâyou'd be holding his regular hand while your other hand trails up his metal one.
Telling him you liked it when his metal arm held you at night because it kept you cool helped.
Bucky just thinks you're so...strange but so lovely. How could you look at him with such adoration in your eyes? He hopes you can see the same look in his eyes when he stares at you.
It was slow at first, but Bucky's whole body is starting to itch for the need to touch you in any kind of way in public too. It started one day when he watched Steve so openly hug you and pinched your cheeks, and you swatting his hands away with a frown before grinning.
And Bucky realized that he was jealous. Not of the prospect or suspicion of Steveâno, Bucky knows the two of you would never do that to him. But he was jealous of Steve in the way the other man could so easily be affectionate with you.
Bucky spent the rest of his day wondering why he was so...afraid of touching you in public. After that, it started small. Just the caress upon your hand with his picky, metal one or not. You had brushed it off as the two of you standing too close.
Then, it was interlacing his pinky with yours, hiding it behind his back as he sandwiched himself against you. You looked at him curiously, a light blush on your cheeks, but you smiled, and Bucky felt like he was doing something amazingâsomething right for once.
There had always been a certain kind of distance in public, but it seemed Bucky was intent on closing it.
"Hi, doll," Bucky greets you with a chaste kiss to your cheek.
"Hi," you replied shyly with a bright smile.
"Alright, get a room you two!" Clint jokingly moans while rolling his eyes.
Natasha gasps scandalously while she was holding Nathaniel. Steve lifted his hand to cover Nathaniel's eyes.
"Bucky!" Steve mock scolds. "So inappropriate, think of the children!"
Bucky rolls his eyes while he slings his arm around you, pulling you close to slot his lips against yours in rebellion.
"Oh, god, he's out of control," Natasha smirks. "Steve, do something!"
"Sweetheart, think about your propriety!" Steve looks at you, and you burst out laughing.
Bucky throws a crumpled piece of paper at Steve. "Stop calling my girlfriend sweetheart," he drawls.
Steve sighs. "You've turned into a possessive sap. Long gone are the days of Mr. Heartbreaker and now you're doll dizzy."
Bucky tuts while he waggles his fingers. "Incorrect. I am doll dizzy about one girl."
Your face is set aflame as you listened to Bucky speak about you. Ignoring the teasing, you rest your head against Bucky's shoulder, warming because he holds you a little tighter.
When the day is over, and you lie next to Bucky, his metal arm over you, keeping you cool, you turn to face him. He's still awake, sleepily, but awake.
"Hi," he husks.
"Hi," you smile.
"What's on your mind, doll?" Bucky's eyes are closed, but his metal arm is stroking light lines on your bare back, drifting to your spine.
You shiver as you shift closer to him.
"Just thinking how...different you are," you tell him.
Bucky's eyes flutter open as he zeroes in on you. "Different?" He asks.
Your hand moves across the small distance between you two as it lands on his neck. You can feel his pulse in his neck, and you like how steady it is. For all Bucky's insecurities and sadness, his pulse is always steady.
"Well," you start to say, throat raspy as you're suddenly overcome with how in love you are with Bucky. "JustâI never thought you'd be the type of person to do PDA. Not that I mind either way," you say quickly. "I never want to make you uncomfortable."
Bucky just smiles as he rests his hand on the small of your back and pulls you closer to himâuntil he can feel your body line up perfectly against his. He begins to entangle your legs together with his, and there's no escape for you.
You bite your tongue because Bucky smiling. Him grinning so genuinely makes your heart thud painfully in your chest. He deserves so much more of those smiles.
"I admit it wasn't something I was...comfortable with at first," Bucky concedes while you look up at him. "I just...this arm," Bucky emphasizes by moving his metal hand against your back. "It's just a visual reminder of what I'd doneâwhat I'd become. I'm not a regular soldier from the 40s anymore where my only concerns were my job and making sure Steve didn't get into any scraps he couldn't handle."
You listen quietly because Bucky seems to be just talking, not really looking for you to reassure him that you love him and his metal arm doesn't define him.
"And in public, it feels like everyone is watching me. Tony is still glaring at me, glaring at my arm and I don't blame him. Steve sometimes stares because he feels guilty, and Natasha pointedly looks at my faceâwhich is nice of her," Bucky licked his lips. His eyes were open, staring pointedly over your head as he held you. Then, he looked down, eyes half-lidden as he gazed at you.
"So, I...felt bad if I touched you in public, where everyone could see. It was like a giant neon board would appear that said, 'Look! The Winter Soldier is touching and kissing someone! Will he crush her?'" Bucky grimaced, and you frowned, moving your fingers to touch the corner of his lips. Bucky smiles as he moves his head to kiss your fingers.
"Bucky..." you say softly, tightening your legs around his.
Bucky just kisses your forehead to soothe you before he continued on.
"But then I just kept seeing everyone with you. Everyone is so open with you. I'm pretty sure many people actually think Natasha is your lesbian lover," Bucky's smile causes you to laugh. "I mean I wanted to touch you, be near you in any way always, but then after, I couldn't stop thinking about how I wanted to be the one who holds your hand, touches you, and kisses your cheek in public. If only I wasn't so hesitant. I know it probably took a long time to get where we are, but I love you for being so patient."
You wonder if it's possible to burst from happiness. You wonder how it's possible for the colony of butterflies to have lived in your stomach this long.
Bucky lifts his metal hand, opening and closing it, almost marvelling at how he can look at it so easily now.
You grab his hand, feeling the cool metal against your fingertips.
"These hands are meant to hold, Bucky," you smile as you lace your fingers together.
Bucky quirks his brow with a smirk before he rolls over you, nose to nose.
"Incorrect," he licks his lips, the tip of his tongue just barely grazing your lips. "These hands are meant to hold you."
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Hi brea babe. I have a request. Can I get a Bucky Drabble or headcanon about driving in the car together?
Hello, my darlin! Course, you can!
Bucky Barnes x reader driving together head cannon.
Warnings: 18+, language, innuendos
Bucky likes to drive. He prefers to drive you places, prefers to be the one in the driverâs seat at all times. Heâs traditional like that.
He drives the speed limit most days. Other times, when heâs late or when heâs tired, heâs speeding. Youâre not opposed, everyone speeds in NY.
Always fighting over AUX.
âBucky, you donât even know how to connect to Bluetooth, cmon!â
âYes, I do! Sam showed me how!â
Settling on playing some 40s and 50s music, but you typically win the battle.
He sings Billie Holiday, Bing Crosby, and other 40s songs into your fist like itâs a mic, peppering sweet kisses onto your knuckles.
Bro, you should see his grin when you scream lyrics at the top of your lungs. Heâs absolutely elated that youâre comfortable and goofy with him.
His hands on your thigh or holding your wrist/hand while he drives. His thumb rubbing circles into your skin.
Or when he reverses and his hand rests on your seat as he looks behind him. Your unable to rip your eyes off of him as he backs in out of spots one handed with ease.
Your hand always finds the back of his head to give him scratches or neck rubs. God, he loves that.
âRoad head?â You always tease.
â⊠so dangerous⊠sure.â He smiles with a shrug, eyes finding yours in the dim light of the dashboard.
During the summer, he has all the windows down. Music blasting, hair blowing everywhere, big grins, kisses at red lights.
In the winter, he has the car all cleaned off and warm for you.
Even your seat warmer is on when you get in the car.
Occasional road rage. Not from him, but you.
âSo fuckinâ get over!â You scream.
âBaby⊠relax. We got time.â
âDudeâs gotta be old. Gotta be.â You insist, glaring out the window to see the guy going 12 mph below speed limit.
Heâs old. Bucky rolls his eyes at the little âtold yaâ that leaves your mouth.
One time, a man cut you both off so badly that he nearly ran you off the road. That had Bucky screaming.
A âfuck you!â From you
And a âwhereâd you get your license, asshole?â From him
Both flipping the bird.
On longer car rides, he has you count the number of trucks you pass. He canât handle the amount of times you ask âare we there yet? How much longer?â
âYou missed one.â
âNo, I got that one.â
Another time, late at night in the pours of rain, he was driving you home from a long day with Sam; the car hydroplaned and spun out pretty badly.
You were usually good under pressure, quiet and calm. You squeezed your eyes shut and prepared yourself for impact.
Buckyâs hands tightened on the wheel, foot let off the pedals, and he calmly and swiftly had the car under control.
He was breathing heavily. Your heart was racing. When the car stopped moving, your eyes snapped open.
âYou alright, bubs? Youâre alright. Weâre good.â He murmured, running his hands over your face and arms to calm you and make sure you werenât hurt.
He could only get a nod from you, but after a beat you whispered a âgood job. That was good,â making him laugh breathlessly.
Late night, fast food trips. Youâve made it your mission to have him try all the fast food joints in your area at least once.
ââŠthis is terrible,â he grimaced at the bite of chicken nugget.
âMcDonaldâs may have fake chicken, but their nuggets are better,â you shrug, sipping your soda.
Stolen kisses at red lights, while the sun is rising or falling.
And when they become more heated, Bucky has become an expert at finding dark roads.
Maneuvering so that you both fit into the back seat or so that your splayed out over his lap, back pressed just right against the steering wheel so that the horn isnât going off.
Drawing doodles on the foggy windows when youâre finished, and giggling when Bucky huffs that heâll have to wipe the doodled penis off the window tomorrow.
Your hair ties, Bobby pins, and chapsticks strewn all over the car.
When you first got the car, you had to add things to it before you let him drive it.
The tied dollar on the âoh-shitâ handle, or so you call it.
âWhy the dollar?â He asks.
âI donât know. Something my family does. Itâs good luck and it keeps you safe.â
âA dollar is gonna keep me safe?â
âAnd the coins that I throw all over the floor will help too.â
He just looked at you, but let you do your thing.
Going to car washes together cuz he likes watching your face light up when the soap is rainbow and when they turn the lasers on.
You like going to watch his muscles flex as he dries the car and vacuums the inside.
âWill you stop staringâ at me like that?â
âCanât help it. Guess I must be into grease monkeys.â
He just rolls his eyes at you, but you know he likes the attention.
I couldnât stop. There are so many things I like about driving with men, especially the thought of Bucky drivin
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yes bestie, steve version of finding the clit!!
buckyâs version!
pre-serum steve: heâs scared. probably genuinely terrified. but heâs going in head first (literally).
he picks fights with anyone bigger than him (everyone) so you know his ego isnât letting him NOT try and find it. slow and steady wins the race and itâs worth it.
the first avenger steve: no fucking idea. probably thinks itâs a myth. but does his best that little sweetheart.
i mean? are we really surprised? poor guy wants to do his best but the clit? now what the fuck is that? he probably asks for a map, or a diagram, just anything to help him. and letâs be honest, that man can follow orders and directions, so heâs got it in no time.
the winter soldier steve: lies about knowing where it is, but miraculously finds it
listenâŠ.heâs not about to lose your interest so heâs faking it until he makes it.
civil war steve: r u kidding me? heâs been taking notes for years â heâs got this.
yeah. just yeah. heâs close to his breaking point so heâs using a good fuck as an outlet.
avengers steve: little bitch but he knows where it is. but not from experience, from porn. eager to put his knowledge to the test.
does he really need an explanation? he doesnât want people to curse but sure as hell wants to eat pussy.
infinity war steve aka nomad!steve: expert level will leave you crying, shaking and begging for more.
heâs also obsessed with giving you beard burn so heâs spending his sweet time down there.
endgame steve (đ): finds it begrudgingly
i mean he knows where it is but he wonât stay the night
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