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brehem96 · 25 days
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I would have given anything for you to love me
Love me, like you love them.
You left me waiting by windows.
Waiting for you to show
You never did…
They never had to question if your love was real
But I question it everyday
You never show it, no not to me
You can’t even hold a promise
So how am I to trust you…
What do you do
When the one who was meant to protect you
Ends up being the one to hurt you
Do you just pretend to be fine?
Even if deep down it’s breaking you…
You’d be happier if I didn’t exist
I know it deep in my heart
You probably wish I was never born
I’m just a ghost of your past who haunts you
Sorry I couldn’t be enough for you…
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brehem96 · 3 months
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“There are many days when all the awful things that happen make you sick at heart, when the path before you is so steep you can’t bear to look. Not even love can rescue a person from that.”
— Banana Yoshimoto, Kitchen
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brehem96 · 8 months
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21 and forever 32
I turned 21
I finally became a full adult
I can do all the things now
It doesn’t feel real
But nothing has felt real since you left
Each year I get older while you stay the same
In my head you’re stuck at 32
In 11 years when I’m 32 you’ll still be 32
I’ll grow old and you won’t
When I look in the mirror I’ll see what could have been you
The past few years have been hard
You’ve missed all the important birthdays
All the ones a mother wishes for her child
You gave me a life that died with you
A heart that wished to stopped beating the moment yours did
My heart longs for you
For what my life could have been
If you were here everything would be different
I wouldn’t be falling apart driving down a road
The memories of you flooding me
As tears flood my eyes
Creating pools of sadness everywhere I look
I miss the way you made birthdays feel
Every party had to have a theme
What would be the point without one?
You always went over the top
But that was you
Always over the top in everything you do
I’m sorry I didn’t appreciate it then
I would give anything for one more over the top birthday with you
We had big plans for my 21st
It would have been the most over the top
But now I’m 21 and you’re forever 32
A/N - I started writing this the day I turned 21 back in June. I was a bit drunk by this point and feeling very emotional. My mom was my best friend. Birthdays and holidays were her favorite. She always went all out for them no matter how little we had. My last birthday I had with her we were homeless couch hopping. But she still made sure she got me a cake and gifts. She was an amazing mother who tried her hardest. My last birthday card from her is probably my most treasured possession.
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brehem96 · 1 year
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“She was a storm. Not the kind you run from. The kind you chase.”
— r.h.sin
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brehem96 · 1 year
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brehem96 · 1 year
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✧ TAYLOR SWIFT The 65th Annual GRAMMY Awards (February 05, 2023)
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brehem96 · 1 year
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Is it time that moves in me now? A sense of ache and unraveling,
Ada Limón
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brehem96 · 1 year
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The End
When hands are held When lips connect and gazes blaze A new being originates
And
Love lives When secrets are kept When kids play and heartbeats race
But
When a grudge is held When lies disconnect and revenge melts A teardrop emanates
End
Love dies When hands reject When lips shut and gazes ash
Adreoss
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brehem96 · 1 year
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Regrets
I thought you could be the one
I was so sure of you
More than anything else in my life
I wanted it to be you
I wanted you forever
Until I didn’t
Until I had to step away
I put you before myself
As you had did all along
I question if you ever cared
All you did was complain
While I would have given you the world
I tired so hard
To push myself
To make something work
But it was broken from the start
I was the stupid child
Picking up broken toys at the garage sale
Thinking I could fix it
In the end it broke me
I spent hours worrying about you
While you were off doing god knows what
I expressed my worries
Just to be brushed off like nothing happened
I had to leave to keep from losing myself
I had to put myself first
You did it so why couldn’t I
Maybe you should be an actor
You played your part so well
Always being the victim
While stabbing me in the heart
I cared so much
Just to be given so little
Broken promises and regrets all that’s left
I regret trusting you
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brehem96 · 1 year
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I am going to faint
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brehem96 · 1 year
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“We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us something is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch.”
— Unknown
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brehem96 · 1 year
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“Youth is happy because it has the capacity to see beauty. Anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old.”
— Franz Kafka
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brehem96 · 1 year
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“Sometimes it’s good to just live life silently. Pay attention to your thoughts as they come and go, and reflect upon your feelings. Sometimes being overly social can offset our inner peace.”
— Unknown
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brehem96 · 1 year
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brehem96 · 1 year
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the most important step in the hero’s journey is the gay sex
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brehem96 · 1 year
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Why did you leave me?
You started deep conversations with me but then why have you stopped listening?
You made me feel like I'm important to you but then why have you stopped paying attention?
You made me feel loved and appreciated but then why have you stopped spending time with me?
Every single day you treated me like I'm your queen and yet you left me so easily.
You made the effort to make me fall in love with you, give you my heart, my body and my everything.
And yet, in the end, you left.
You left me with broken promises,
empty hope
and a broken heart.
Why?
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brehem96 · 1 year
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tell me how to love anyone that will come after you. tell me how to look them in the eyes without wishing they were yours.
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