brehem96
brehem96
Feeling like dying
Just a girl who's life is pretty fucked up Twitter ~ @BreHem96
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brehem9611 days ago
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Would you stay
If I told you all my thoughts would you stay
If I told you that I don't want anyone but you
If I told you that when you don't text I get sad
If I told you everytime that song comes on I think of you
If I told you when I see your name on my phone I smile
If I told you I told my mom about you
If I told you that I learned about your favorite thing just to know a bit more about you
If I told you that when you look at me I feel myself catch on fire
If I told you that my friends know all my thoughts about you
If I told you when you I'm in your presence I'm my most relaxed because I'm with you
If I told you I think about what it'd be like to kiss you, feel you on my skin
If I told you I long to just be near you all the time because it's my one true comfort
If I told you that I want to take you to my favorite coffee shop
If I told you that your smile is my favorite
If I told you that you make me happy
If I told you I write all these poems about you
If I told you that I like your abs
If I told you I want to run my fingers through your hair on a long night
If I told you how I've never felt this way
If I told you I think that I love you
If I told you I want to be with you forever
If I told you I do love you
If I told you all this would you stay
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brehem9613 days ago
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When he sends me pictures and I can see his 馃槈 outline.
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brehem9619 days ago
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He hates when he leaves bruises and I love them 馃槄 I always have to remind him that鈥檚 it鈥檚 ok that I like the pain. I love him so much. He鈥檚 such a good guy that the thought of leaving a mark on me makes him upset. Like no please leave more. Choke me, pull my hair, slap me please I want it all.
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brehem9628 days ago
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You All Over Me
i am terrified that not a day will pass that i don鈥檛 think of you. invading my blood stream like poison, you intoxicate me in such a way that i forgot how to breath, you鈥檙e a light in the dark and much like moth to flame i follow you to the end
it takes months before i am able to breathe without you near. reminding myself that i deserve better in the morning like some messed up mantra, repeating the words throughout the day whenever i run into something that nearly crumbles my resolve and makes me go running back to you
time passes slower without you here and i take the time to remember who i once was. go to coffeeshops after school and write poems about the way my heart still aches for you, i delete all the old pictures of us together and spend the next few weeks forgetting the way your voice sounds over the phone
it takes seven months before the marks begin to truly fade from my skin. hidden bruises left by gentle touches in the dark that burn when i think of them, i force myself to scrub my skin raw in the shower and contemplate drinking bleach to cleanse you from my system like some fucked up detox that never really works
i watch parts of myself die in ways i never thought were possible. fall apart at the seams and i sew myself back together as someone new, a mosaic of late nights spent longing for you and days reminding myself that you were never good for me; because you will always be a kaleidoscope of colors i can never truly see, and i a masterpiece you鈥檒l never learn to appreciate
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brehem9628 days ago
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Stay
I feel like I'm losing you
Piece by piece
You're slipping away
Day by day
One day you won't be with me
That's the day I'll be so lost
Without you I'm lost
I can't imagine a world without you
Maybe if I'm the first to walk away I'll be ok
But that's just a lie
I'll never be ok without you
90 days and I've become so attached to you
Somedays you feel so close
Others so far away
It's like a game
Of who can miss who more
I always seem to win
Maybe we aren't playing the same game
Maybe it's all me
Maybe this is all in my head
Maybe I should let go
But without you I'm weak
So just love me
Please don't leave
You're the first good thing in a long time
So please stay
If only for another day
I don't want to lose you
I'd do anything for you to stay
I'd give up every for you
Just say the word
So please just stay and love me
I'm scared of losing you
Of losing my favorite person
The one who haunts my dreams
Before you I felt like a puzzle
I was missing a piece
Then you came along
Finally my missing piece
I feel whole with you
So please don't leave
Don't ruin the puzzle
Nothing works without you in my life.
So stay I beg of you
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brehem9628 days ago
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Fear
I'm scared of the future
I'm scared I'm falling behind
I'm scared of being a failure
I'm scared of being alone
I'm scared of being with someone
I'm scared of so much
All my life I've lived in fear
I want to grow
I want to live for the day
I don't want this fear
Is it too late for a refund?
Because I hate this fear
Always holding me back
Makes me seem so small
I wish I could live fearlessly
No cares
Just me
Living the life I've always wanted
Oh to be fearless
But I live in a fearful world
Scared of the wind
Scared of my own shadow
Why do I scare so much
Why am I so weak?
I want to be fearless
I want to be like the others
All my life I've dreamed of being normal
No longer living for fear
I'm moving forward in life
One step at a time
Sometimes I fall
But I get back up
Because I stop here
No longer living in fear
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brehem96a month ago
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brehem96a month ago
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Sensual
I miss his touch
His soft skin against mine
His slow breaths in my ear
The small moans slipping past his lips
Our lips pressed together in a rush
Him on my lips
His hands in my hair pulling me closer
Hands roaming between us
The rush of it still fresh
His fingertips on my skin
The bruises left so sweet
Losing my breath
Moans falling out
Out of control
Eyes rolling back
The pressure intense
The sounds we make together holy
Pure bliss in his bed
Hearts racing in sync
Holding on for dear life
I don't want to let go
I'll never let go of him now
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brehem96a month ago
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brehem96a month ago
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This is so stupid but I think I鈥檓 going to start being FWB with my crush. We act like a couple a lot already even though he says we鈥檙e just friends. He knows I like him and still wants to do this. He sent me a picture of him naked only a poster on the mirror covering his Jr. and I just gave in. I want him so badly that I鈥檓 willing to except just being fwb with him. I think that he too has feelings for me. Everyone that I know can see it. Maybe he just needs a push. Well more like my mouth to help him out a little bit. He鈥檚 currently taking a very long shower. I can only imagine what he鈥檚 doing right now. He鈥檚 seen me shirtless before because we crossed that line about 2 weeks ago. I want him so bad and I hope that this works in my favor. Or I鈥檓 going to end up having hot girl summer.
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brehem96a month ago
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Sunlight
Looking at him feels like basking in the sun
The warmth he radiates
He makes me feel safe
Without him I would be so cold
His arms wrapped around me holding me close
Our legs interwoven
Hands stuck together
Fingers in his hair
The smell of purfume in the air
His voice so calming
Singing sweet lullaby's
Lulling me to sleep
Begging me to just give in
His arms wrapped around me
I feel myself start to slip
Deeper into warmth I go
He's the sunlight of my life
Without him I feel empty and cold
With him everything is easy
I want to give him all of me
I trust him with me
Why would be break me
If I let him in I can't the shut the door again
But I want him so badly
I don't just want a one time deal
I want him all the time
I want him today
Tomorrow
And forever
I just want him to mine
He can stay the sunlight of my life
I won't have to shut the door ever again with him
I trust him
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brehem962 months ago
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William Travilla鈥檚 original costume design sketches for Marilyn Monroe 鈥 in Gentlemen Prefer Blondes (1953) & The Seven Year Itch (1955)
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brehem962 months ago
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Fire
You came into my life on a cold day
The snow falling
My heart frozen
Hearing the crunch of snow beneath my boot
All it took was 3 days
3 days for me to finally give in
3 days for me to trust
Now the air is warm
It鈥檚 taken 40 days for me to know I love you
43 days of knowing you
The snow melted after the first week
My heart was warming up
Now it鈥檚 on fire
My entire world feels like fire
Every second you鈥檙e in my life the fire grows
If you leave will the cold return
Will the fire go out
Will I fall apart
Will I be ok
43 days of knowing you
You鈥檝e changed me
You aren鈥檛 mine
No matter how much I wish you were
But the fire is still burning
And I know I love you
Only 43 days and I鈥檓 yours
From strangers on a cold day
To whatever this is now
The air around us warm
Everything is on fire
You set the fire
I forgive you
I love you
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brehem962 months ago
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The one time I let my dad see me cry was when I found out my friend from high school had committed suicide. I came home from work and couldn鈥檛 make it through the door without crying. I may not have the best relationship with my dad but he gave me a hug and just let me cry. I miss that moment between us. Because for once if finally felt like he cared even just for a moment.
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brehem962 months ago
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I鈥檓 trying so hard to get better at eating but I cannot physically eat anymore. I ate my fries and then a chicken tender. Now I feel like I鈥檓 sick to my stomach. I can鈥檛 even finish my drink fully. I鈥檝e tried for years to tell myself that I don鈥檛 have an ED that I鈥檓 fine but this isn鈥檛 ok. Not eating until 6pm or starving yourself because well it鈥檚 already too late for breakfast but not early enough for Lunch isn鈥檛 ok. I might lose weight this way but it鈥檚 not healthy for me. I have people in my corner who are trying to get me to eat. Aka my therapist who now knows, the guy that I like who I told because I trust him, and my 2 closest friends on campus. My family doesn鈥檛 know, my best friend doesn鈥檛 know, so many people don鈥檛 know and I really don鈥檛 want them to.
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brehem962 months ago
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The fact that this guy is the first to ever be so respectful of me. It makes me want him so much. We spent time cuddling and now I鈥檓 back in my room dripping thinking of him. I have never been more turned on by someone like I am by this man. I can鈥檛 explain it.
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brehem962 months ago
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I want
Laying in bed
Thinking of you
I always think of you
When I fall asleep I think of you
When I wake up I think it you
It will always be you
I think of a future us
It鈥檚 the one thing I want the most
I鈥檝e never felt this for anyone else
Never have I wanted so badly for us to work
I think of how life might be
But for the first time it鈥檚 hard to see
We have so many unknowns between us
I tell myself that I shouldn鈥檛 think of you
That I should just move on
But it鈥檚 so hard
When all I want is you
I want to be the one you turn to
I want to be in your arms
I want to feel your hand in mine
I want to know your deepest secrets
I want to feel your lips on mine
I want to know how you taste
I want to feel your heart beat
I want to learn every inch of you
I want you
All of you
I want your eyes on me and me only
You鈥檙e the only one I don鈥檛 hide from
You鈥檙e the only one I trust
The only one that I let my walls down for
You鈥檝e tainted me
So have me
All of me
I鈥檒l be yours
If only you鈥檒l be mine
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brehem962 months ago
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#thecutest
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