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bp-in45 · 3 years
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condition news
no good news tho however
i thought i must leave any of news.
body condition is not that good. hand snaps getting sick again, having bellyache for days now i got pills from doc yesterday. hyperthyroidism, lack of vitamin d too eghh.. doc just says i need rest. i wonder da fuq is wrong with my body. such cursed.
a company i joined few monthes ago getting worse time to time. i couldnt even take lunch today and heard boss gonna cut off workers monthly payment because one of our product has gone. wtf and being mf to everyone now. i dunno i long i could take it. im getting depressed qgain and my friends says i do look like need counsle seriously.
seriously im scared that i feel like im getting away from things i love to do either my dream again.
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bp-in45 · 3 years
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warming up hands again
hope I could broom broom doodle broom soon
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testing doodle to preparing my hands to work soon
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bp-in45 · 3 years
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its been awhile fellassss
im getting back to my seat, no more hospital weekend!
my hands shaking is getting better too
i guess i could back to my doodling work soon
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bp-in45 · 3 years
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body condition report eeep
got neck and knee mri today
about the numb and pain on my arms and legs, those all started after car accident but neck nerves are all okay. so I doc recommended me to visit a neurologist instead and take one more mri on my back after few weeks.
other doc who is taking care of my knees told me my knees got bone bruises and distortion but luckily it's not ripped out. so it doesn't need other surgery, all i need to do is using a pain relief medication on my knees.
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I mutstaa mustasleep
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bp-in45 · 3 years
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Hello again! I brought good news and bad news about my job hunting. I got a job on last Jan 11 but it’s 2 month work for now them to judge me that am I good for their company. if I work well, they’ll make new contract for me to become a official member.
the bad news is, I got car accident. my car brake didn’t work in snow and it slipped at back of a small stuck. front of my car completely broken but luckily I didn’t get any huge injury but bad muscle pain. company understand that it’ll take months to be recover but I keep making mistake on my work whenever sudden pain heat my muscles.. I’m not sure will they stay in their group after this month. I should have been in hospital few more weeks but I’m more afraid to being fired. it’s too hard to get a job these days for me and I’m lack of money to take care of myself. also my January payment will be pain at 23th of this month. so far and I have bills to pay anyway. 
so I’ll keep take Commission. it never closed but I didn’t wanna bother your dashboards with such long post like this.
however. due to my muscle pain, I can’t use my hands too long so I’ll only take sketch and lining for now. also my job work and body condition, it will be quit more slow too, *sob.
but if you still have mind to order, please contact me on email and tumblr. I’ll response as soon as possible!
you can pay Paypal and Ko-Fi! [Ko-Fi]
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bp-in45 · 3 years
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hello buddies I came back from hospital :p
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I guess i wass trying to doodle synth or clones
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he’s getting younger through my hand damn
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it’s been awhile I’m still alive
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Commission is open! till I get a job, it’ll be opened. you can pay me through  Paypal or Ko-Fi!
I’m really fncked up right now. couldn’t get a job for two month now and I’m having trouble with my family also mom is about to take my credit card lol. if you’ve knowing me long time, you probably know that my family is quit morphed scumbags and helpless for everything even for other members. so I need money to keep myself alive till I get a job. due to corona situation it’s getting more hard and hard to get a job here and I’m feeling mental sickness and quit suicidal lately cuz of these stresses. I don’t wanna sell my stories but I thought I need to say how much I’m in need.
so, if you order some of those or give me a little.. I hate it but, donation, I’ll try my best to repay you by art or pay back after I get a job.
if you’re going to donate, plz don’t donate more than 9$(3 coffee), I’m already feeling very sorry about it. [Ko-Fi]
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