bokugaos

[bokugaos]

omg holy shii

its been a year and a half? im actually still alive

#genuinely wondering if anyone is still around #I MISS MY FRIENDS #BRUH I MISSED THIS PLACE #I MISSED DC HQ TUMBLR #MY SAFE SPACE #brrrrr hello belle is here #im lured back to tumblr bc im like a month in @ my newest hyperfixation ong #.belle chimes!

[bokugaos]

It could be that mercury has been in retrograde. Today is the last day of it. I hope it is because feeling off is not fun. If you get the idea and write it, I think it'd be great. I would love to think the idea and have it write itself. I have been drinking more water, ever since I got confetti color changing cups from Starbucks. And I've def been sleeping a full 8 hours. I hope you're staying hydrated, getting lots of sleep, and eating your favorite foods! 💕 - cnc stepbrother kuroo anon

YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE SO RIGHT ive been feeling better yesterday and even better today 🦭 wait hole on hole on CONFETTI COLOR CHANGING CUPS FROM STARB?? HOW HAVE I NOT HEARD ABOUT THIS brb copping myself one tbdamnhonest 👺

YOU TOO BB!! i have been eating sweets and treats (mainly bc i gotta try the things i bake lmfao) and i also drink tons (of water im on break from alcohol for a few weeks 💧👄💧

#i never believed in mercury retrograde being an actual thing #until this week lmao I AM TODAY YEARS OLD BRO #.cnc kuroo anon! ♡ #.belle chimes!

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LMAOOOO

#so u won’t even change the title #i mean that’s the least u can do #and it’s the easiest part tbh #like if u copied a classmate’s essay at school u’d still change the title so the teacher wouldn’t be that suspicious right #.belle’s in hell! #not me not mine im asking for a friend

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hello belle! i miss you a lot, so good to see you back! but are you not answering asks anymore 🥺

HIII YETH IM HERE LMAO wait huh i just replied to some inbox recently!! but if u mean requests and thirsts, i just 🥲🤌 haven’t had the brain juice lately IM SO SORRY!

also, some of them were sent so long ago and throughout the past few months that i simply don’t know which to answer or if i should even answer do u get me BUT if there’s a specific one u’d like me to get to, just lmk!!

#ALSO ALSO #THIS WEEK I AM GOING TO BE IN NARUTO MODE #SPECIFICALLY THE LOML #ahem A CERTAIN HYŪGA #BECAUSE ITS HIS BIRTHDAY WEEK #IM FUCKIN SCREAMINH SOON #.belle chimes!

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belle! what are you baking? can we see the finished product if you're okay with it?

OMLLLALA OF COURSE YOU CAN!! I JUST DIDNT THINK ANYONE WOULD WANNA SEE HAHAHAHAHAH

so today i baked some pavlova AND NOW AM IN THE MIDDLE OF BAKING BROOKIES!! 💓 i don’t have pictures of the pavlova and brookies yet bc they’re still underway BUT

i DO have some pics of the chocoflan/flan cake i made yesterday, and french fruit tarts from the day before!! 🦭

#sorry about the inconsistency in lighting and aesthetics of the two pics #i’m usually too impatient to not put them in my mouth immediately #can u tell i have a sweet tooth #but tbh i also really like savory foods #MY UBER FAVORITE IS 🌶 SPICY FOODS 🌶 #.the cutest sun rays! ♡ #.belle of the kitchen!

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You're welcome. I've been feeling off, too, which majorly sucks. If you want to write fluff, then you should! Write what makes you happy! - cnc stepbrother Kuroo anon

OH NOES 😭 WHY ARE WE IN SYNC bc this aint a good thing lmao i want us both to feel good <3

>:) and mayhaps i will! if i could simply think and have the story write itself I’D BE BEYOND HAPPY LMSOAOAOA

#you too!!! TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF #MAKE SURE TO EAT YOUR FAVORITE FOODS #STAY HYDRATED #AND SLEEP ENOUGH #🤛 #.cnc kuroo anon! ♡ #.the cutest sun rays! ♡ #.belle chimes!

[bokugaos]

take all the time you need in the world belle🥰 as long as you’re okay

actually IVE HAD QUITE SOME TIME AND NOW ITS TIME TO HAUL MY ASS TO ME PRODUCTIVE AGAIN 💪🗿 and yeth dhajshahhdsjsajs I AM OKAY I PROMISE

#honestly when am i ever not okay 🦭 #idk i just feel kinda wonky #which i hope will be over soon #all i need are some dino nuggets and eggs benedict and i’ll be all set #cri now im hungry #.the cutest sun rays! ♡ #.belle chimes!

[bokugaos]

ofc ofc belle! take your time!! we missed you ofc, not for your writing but for you! do it when you're more comfy writing! for now watch as many horror movies as you like or yea bake! we're always here for you belle!! mwa💞

AM I CRYING IN THE CLUB my bed RN 🥺😭 I REALLY WILL SOON BC WRITING MAKES ME FEEL BETTER AND ESPECIALLY IF ITS COMFORT PIECES 💓💓 and actually i’ve been baking everyday and watching horror shows in the background U GOT THAT RIGHT OMFG

#I LOAF YOU #YOU’RE SO CUTE HDSHZHSHSHS IM LOSING MY MIND #:scweams: #i missed being here too tbh #i missed me 🥲 #IF I COULD SHIP MY BAKED GOODS TO YOU I WOULD I SWEAR 🤌 #.the cutest sun rays! ♡ #.belle chimes!

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It's okay to not write, especially if you're not motivated or anything. Take care of you. That comes first. - cnc stepbrother Kuroo anon

THANK YOU FOR THE ASSURANCE 😭🤌 i have a lot of ideas TO WRITE but i’ve just been feeling lazy IDONTKNOW WHY🗿 I HOPE YOU’RE DOING GREAT AND BETTER THAN ME THO <33

#and also #all those i wanna write are light and fluffy stuffs #EVEN MORE CONFUSING FOR ME #it would be weird if i start writing sfw again like ;; do i really wanna go back down that path LMFOAODJSJ #THANKS FOR STAYING HERE THIS ENTIRE TIME I APPRECIATE YOU SM!! #.cnc kuroo anon! ♡ #.belle chimes!

[bokugaos]

the way i’ve been so unzen lately is concerning

#but i feel like #what matters most is what i say or do following the moments or things that triggers me to be unzen #so i just stfu and leave the online world #sorry this is not another piece of content or even an update cri #so idk i just NEED TO DISTRACT MYSELF #OR LET MYSELF BE DISTRACTED #idk i promised myself i’d start writing again but i think i’d need to be in a better headspace and heartspace for it to not feel forced #rn im just baking and watching aviation disaster documentaries #as in MAYDAY LMAO #.belle’s in hell!

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with the countless unborn child in bokuto’s sweet love crème in me, happy father’s day baby daddy ♡

#spitters are quitters #if its bokuto i will always swallow 🦭 #he do be my baby daddy #existent or nonexistent #2d or 2.5d #because 2d and 3d makes 2.5d #(´ ω `♡) #.belle’s in hell!

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hi mous’ most recent fic killed me

#i kiterakly have no brain power to type rn #bro im a fukurodani whore always and will always be #.belle's in hell!

[bokugaos]

bokuto spit in my open mouth challenge

#bokuto owns my heart body and mind #im so tired tonight and if he wasNT 2D i would throw myself at him once i got through the door #wouldnt even slam the door shut behind me #im so fuckin deprived yo #mayhaps i should take matter to my own hands again #figuratively and literally speaking #belle loves koutarou ღ #.belle's in hell!

[bokugaos]

bestie how did you like the conjuring 😰

YO I LIKED IT!! the conjuring 1 stay my favorite but this third one is actually good 🤌 also

ED AND LORRAINE?? WAY BETTER COUPLE THAN YALLS FAVE KDRAMAS

#I WOULD RECOMMEND 🥰 #AND WATCH IT WITH ALL THE LIGHTS OFF!! SEE HOW UR FRIENDS JUMP AND FLINCH EVERY NOW AND THEN #dhsjhdjshd am i a bestie girl to u tho #ion call people bestie so noone calls me bestie too fhdhsg #irl i mean #so 🤌 #u cAn call me anything else i swear #.belle chimes!

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WELCOME BACK STINK BUG (affectionate) HOPE YOURE DOING WELL!!!

HDJDISIDOSIDKOWOWOOOO HI HI HIIII (afectuoso x 10) IM DOING SUPER WELL LATELY ACTUALLY 🤌 I HOPE YOU ARE TOO!! WE GOTTA CATCH UP 👺

#i mean yeth im pretty much back being active on disc and tumblr!! #;; although the latter im STILL TRYING TO CHECK BACK MORE OFTEN #wheel of life people; wheeling me back to da blr :’D #.belle chimes!

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this is just a really weird coincidence but i literally watched conjouring 3 with my friends a few days ago AND GOT THE BTS MEAL AFTER so idk

BEOOOOOOO HDJSHDJSHS WE ONE AND THE SAME *chef’s kisses* I LOVE MY CHICKEN NUGGETS FOR LYFE

#AND U WATCHED THE CONJURING TOOOOO WDYT ABOUT IT OMG #i thought its pretty scary #not as terrifying as conjuring 1 #but WAAAY BETTER THAN CONJURING 2 HNG #.belle chimes!

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im watching conjuring 3: the devil made me do it AND I NEVER KNEW THAT THE KID IS LUKE CRAIN

#by the way IM SO SO SCARED RN #my FUCKING FRIENDS MADE ME DO IT: and they INSIST ON WATCHING WITH ALL THE LIGHTS OFF mom im so scared #we got the bts mcd meal solely for the sweet and spicy sauce #but tHEY GAVE US 2 CAJUN ONES #AND ALSO DIDNT GIVE ME MY LARGE FRIES BRO #we couldnt check for each of the orders bc we got a lot of things and the line behind us was so so so long #PROTECT ARNE AT ALL COSTS #PROTECT DAVID AT ALL COSTS #.belle's in hell!