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[blueluneacy]

My big confession is that I love messy love triangles. It’s cliche, but I think they’re so fun in an agonizing way

#mine #not writing #personal

[blueluneacy]

My favs would be in fear of my current state. Unfortunately, I will not be changing

#I eat peanut m&ms for meals now #mine #not writing #personal

[blueluneacy]

I saw it on Twitter the other day but I love cannibalism as a metaphor for love. It’s so putrid and visceral, it drives me insane

#mine #not writing #personal

[blueluneacy]

I stayed up all day to go get snacks and merch from the shops in the city… Ah, I’m so sleepy…

On days like this, I want to lay my head in a terrible man’s lap and sleep the day away…

#mine #not writing #personal

[blueluneacy]

Thinking about dottore with a researcher they like lately

There’s something so interesting about someone who’s supposed to be one of the best and the brightest being lured in, their naivety getting the better of them

And I like to think that there’s… something that Dottore feels. After all, you did the one thing he could not, graduate from the Akademiya. Of course, his rejection launched him forward in a way that him conforming to their antiquated ideals of seeking would not have. But you, something raised so preciously by an institution that rejected him. Certainly something can be said about him corrupting you, luring you in with the knowledge of that which is forbidden, only to find yourself all alone with only him to rely on.

Then, you’ll find the monster that lurks under that mask

#mine #my thoughts #dottore

[blueluneacy]

I got a concussion and now I want Neuvillette to gently tuck me into bed with a glass of nice water at my bedside

#every time I get any sickness or injury I turn into a weak idiot who needs care #minor cold and I die #mine #not writing #personal

[blueluneacy]

My Spotify wrapped told me I’m into unreality and also video game soundtracks

#mine #not writing #personal

[blueluneacy]

i know your not active anymore but i wanna let u kno wrong with the reaper is the best cioccolata fic ive ever read 🗣️‼️

Thank you so much! I’m trying to be more active but in a new way, but I always am lurking here and notice people’s comments ❤️

#not writing #personal #mine #ask

[blueluneacy]

It’s always hard for me to write things involving science and research because I work in it, and I have such a hard time suspending my disbelief with things like that

Although, maybe the real horror is attempting to preserve the sterile field

#not writing #personal #mine

[blueluneacy]

Also I thought Arlecchino was very pretty. Would call her father if she asked

#she’s just so #aha #personal #not writing #mine

[blueluneacy]

Ah, the new genshin chapter was very good. I even shed a few tears. You all should go play it when you have the time

#personal #mine #not writing

[blueluneacy]

Lune rules

its been over three years since i made my last rules post, decided to make a new one because im a new little guy (especially since now i plan to try and use this blog more just for my thots)

im lune, 23, and im a veterinary nurse who in my free time thinks about my little scrimblos

i write whatever i want here, and i love yanderes and horror guys. i dont take requests, but i always take suggestions and ideas from people.

if you are under 18, you should not follow me. if you are easily unnerved by weird shit like horror, unreality, and toxicity, you also probably should not follow me. i hope you like it :)

#personal #not writing

[blueluneacy]

its time for my yearly post, real

ive been thinkin about dottore genshin impact lately. hes so silly :) did more of a horror aspect bc i like horror??? idk if youve been around long enough youll notice my slow descent into more horror based writings. but its ok, i like it!

on one hand you might be able to consider this yandere. on the other i think this is just how il dottore is in my mind. just a little creep. i wonder if hes single

tw: manipulation, blackmail, implied human experimentation

You were nothing to him. 

In some way or another, you knew that. You knew that you were lowly in comparison to him. You were a student, barely half way into a thesis while he was well… It’s hard to define what he was. An outcast, but a genius. Something out of your grasp, intangible and arcane. Maybe that’s what originally got you interested. You’re a student after all, driven by curiosity and a need for knowledge. Perhaps he liked that about you too. 

It was also that which was forbidden that intrigued you. That which you had seen scholars go mad for, he held in the palm of his hand. Things that you knew that were forbidden were always so delicious, weren’t they? You indulged in them, in what he could give you. It’s not as thought you didn’t give what you could in return, but really, what could you give a man whose power rivaled the gods? You should’ve known better. Your tutors, your peers, everyone could’ve warned you, did warn you, but you chose not to listen. 

After all, he did tell you that this version of himself was the most selfish. 

Perhaps then it wasn’t strange that you never saw what happened next coming. When he told you that it was time to leave Sumeru, you were shocked, almost baffled at the proposal. 

“I can’t just leave everything. I’m still working on my thesis, my friends are here, I still have things to do here.” You told him, as if your words would do you any good. He merely smiled at you, shaking his head as if your points were silly, meaningless. 

“I think you’ll find your research coming to a halt very soon regardless of if you leave or not. It seems that some restructuring will begin to take place here very shortly. It would be best if you were to leave, while you still had your dignity intact.” He always made himself sound so… Reasonable. It was something you once admired about him, but now, it was grating on your nerves. How easily he tossed aside your concerns. Had he always done that, trivialized the words you were saying like this?

“I can’t just give it all up. I’d hate myself if I did that. You should already know, that’s not the type of person I am. This is my life’s work.” You told him, immediately turning your back to him. He only gave you a small chuckle, shaking his head. 

“Oh please. It was an average thesis that’s frankly, derivative and uninteresting. Not to mention your advisor is about to lose his job. You don’t really think it’s worth it just to work 10 more years on something new once the dust settles, do you?” He made broad steps to close the distance between the two of you, leaning over your shoulder. You had always known that the man was much larger than you, but it was the first time you noticed that it made you nervous. Perhaps that was the first time you acknowledged him for what he really was. Not as a friend or a lover, but as the Doctor, a powerful, dangerous man. 

“Even so, I’m a student here at the Akademiya. I can’t pick up and leave just because you told me to. The answer is no.” You had to firm with him. If you weren’t, if you just went with him, you had a feeling that you would end up as nothing but a puppet, a pretty doll to look at for the rest of your life. What a shame that you hadn’t realized such a fact before it was too late. 

“Is that so?” He seemed more amused than he was angry. You winced as he leaned against you from behind, draping his arms over your shoulder in a way that he perhaps meant to be affectionate but felt more imprisoning with his inhuman strength. He leaned down to whisper in your ear. You shuddered as you felt his breath against you , a pit of fear forming in your stomach that threatened to come out as a scream. 

“And what are your plans as to what happens next? I’m sure that everyone would love to know how interested you’ve been with the things I’ve taught you these past few months. How interested you’ve been in that which you knew to be forbidden.” You froze at his words. Was… That his plan all along? To lure you in, and then blackmail you into never leaving? “Do you really think you could just get away with a slap on the wrist for this? Something as horrid as this, well, I doubt there would be must hesitation to sign your expulsion papers.”

“You… Why? Why are you doing this? Why me?” You could’ve help but let your questions tumble out of your mouth. You felt betrayed, but why? Shouldn’t you have always known the nature of this man? How he takes and takes, giving nothing in return. How absolutely foolish.

“Ah, look at that expression! How fascinating. I wonder, what else could I do to induce these emotions in you? Such lovely features being distorted with such despair…”  He cooed, running his hand over your cheek to wipe away a tear. When did you start crying? You reached up to feel your own tears, attempting to brush the Doctor’s hand away at the same time. 

“We’ll have plenty of time to look at more of your reactions once we reach home. I look forward to our continued work together once we reach Snezhnaya.” As his words reached your ears, you finally broke out of your fog, pulling away from the Doctor. You backed up a bit, but he so easily seemed to just step forward once more, not giving you any space. 

“I don’t care. Even if I become an outcast, I’ll bare with it. I… I can *redeem* myself, I won’t just let you take me away to some lab in a bunker somewhere to do who knows what to me!” You shuddered as thoughts raced through your mind of what might happen. Of how he might cut you open, the fluids he could pour into your body, the *agony* he could cause for you only to stitch you back together. You knew of the consequences though. Why are you so surprised when the chickens come home to roost?

For his part, the Doctor only laughed, leaning down and grabbing you by the chin. His grip was hard, and in the back of your mind you wondered if bruises would form later. He forced you to look up at him, examining your expression with a sort of cold clinical air that you should’ve been used to with him by now. 

“Oh, my dear… You act as though you ever really had a choice.” 

Despite your best attempts, the dam finally broke, and you let out a scream as the horror of the man in front of you finally set in. You thrashed, squirmed, cried, begged, pleaded, did anything you could think of to try and escape this, this agonizing situation that you only had yourself to blame for. 

And for his part, all the Doctor did was laugh. 

#mine #writing #genshin x reader #dottore x reader #my writing #yandere x reader

[blueluneacy]

I Know im not really active here anymore but I just finished college today and wanted to tell you all

#mine #not writing #personal

[blueluneacy]

@glittergurrrl2002 yeah I’m in my last semester of college, about to get a double bachelors in biology and animal science, finished applying to veterinary school, and I’m moving in January. Still love writing, just lost the time and this blog ended up becoming something that didn’t make me happy, but rather became something expected of me, so I stopped. If I ever write anything else, I’ll post it, I’d love to eventually post some of my novels or other original works online

Still, I get notifications on my phone for this blog, it’s insanity to me how much support people still give me today. Really, it means the world

hear me out

what if this just became a kefka blog

i learned today there is no good kefka x reader….. criminal

i am not a clown fucker i swear

#i got old #it’s insane to think of how much I’ve grown up since I started this #not writing #personal

[blueluneacy]

tumblr bringing porn back is a sign for me personally actually

fr tho its crazy to think i started this blog when i was in one of the lowest points of my life, and now, im in my last semester in college, im working, and i finished applying to vet school. i hope you all have grown and learned to love as well

#not writing #mine #personal #its time to come back and write my magnus opus #yandere sephiroth in 2022

[blueluneacy]

“I can fix him” have you tried making him worse? Have you tried encouraging evil????

#not writing #mine #personal #i want him to be worse #i want problems