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Thinking of the larger context of LOTR and like, the fellowship swapping old war stories and shit and Sam just says “Yeah I killed a huge spider…Shelob, I think?”

And Gandalf just blinks and is like, “You what now?”

“Yeah, killed it. Had to save Frodo”

Gandalf elects not to tell Sam that he killed the spawn of a primordial demon.

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Please remember that almost everyone around you is traumatized. I didn’t understand this when I was younger. I wondered why people acted so strangely and irrationally. Maybe all children wonder this. The author Robert Anton Wilson said (paraphrasing), “We have never seen a completely sane adult human.” No one makes it out of this life alive. It’s not their fault. Mercy, kindness, forgiving — these are what makes one human. They are other names for love. People break in the strangest of ways.

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colored pencil on paper

#hey my art on my dash 🥰

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Castiel in red!

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Can we please make "I'm depressed" a valid reason to out-of-the-blue fall off the face of the earth?

I'm not busy.

I'm not tired.

My plate isn't full.

I'm not swamped with work.

I don't have a cold or flu.

I'm not laying awake at night. (But I am sleepy throughout the day.)

Nothing tragic or traumatic has happened.

I nor anyone I know or work with is going through anything.

You didn't do or say anything wrong.

But I'm not sad, either. I'm not homesick or in mourning. I'm not angry at anyone or anything.

Nothing is wrong...

I just woke up and suddenly being alive sucked, eating became a dumb idea and nothing mattered. I canceled training for the next two weeks, making up a lie, saying I'd be out of town on business.

And I have no other explanation for that, but I don't [can't] say anything because the word "depression" might as well be "itchy" to some people.

"Here, have a mango. You like mangos, right? This should cheer you up!" But I'm not sad.

"Just think happy things!" But I'm not sad.

"Did something happen? You know you can always talk to me!" About what? I'm not sad.

It'll go away just as it came: on its own.

How long it'll stay in my system this time is anyone's guess.

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The Secret Boyfriend | for the @deanandcasbingo​

Rating: G Warnings: None Tags: Marriage, Engaged Castiel/Dean Winchester, Sharing a Bed, Road Trips

“Dean? Why did Sam send us separate invitations for his and Rowena’s wedding?” Dean can hear his boyfriend’s keys clatter as they land on the glass table next to the front door and the rustle of paper which is undoubtedly the sound of Castiel shuffling through the mail.

“I’m not sure,” Dean admits with a frown, pulling his t-shirt down over his torso and meeting Cas in the living room. Cas takes one look at Dean’s old sweatpants and worn t-shirt and grins.

“You got the day off?”

Dean laughs and plucks the stack of mail from Cas’s hands, dropping it unceremoniously on the coffee table as he pulls his boyfriend into a kiss. “Yeah, Benny covered my shift since I covered for him when it was his anniversary. I figured we could spend the day relaxing and then go out to dinner later. Maybe look at rings?” Dean tentatively suggests, his nerves quashed the minute Cas’s arms wind around his neck. 

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somebody got clingy after their angel (the only piece of heaven dean has ever had) came back from the empty

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#both before and after breakfast

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reddit is having a glitch where it puts the wrong captions over photos and it’s the only thing i care about right now

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Claire Novak study

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If I ask nicely will people reblog this and tell me what their most common breakfast is? Not your favorite necessarily, just what you have for breakfast most frequently? 🙏🏽

#either oatmeal or an egg

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I will not go to sleep before 830 i will not go to sleep before 830 i will not go to sleep before 830 i will no

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“Spent a long time waiting to die.”

Started off as a practice, and ended up as a nod towards a sad 91w Dean in the timestamp '4-F'...(I can't help it...I'm obsessed)

To be added or removed from taglist, let me know :)

Just adding, art starting point here.

@naughtystiel

@malicmalic

@fivefeetfangirl

@letmeblued

@castielsprostate

@dean-you-assbutt-cas-loves-you

@casdeans-pie

@pattywinchester

@bogwitchatrois

@bloodydeanwinchester

@beregond35

@horrorcas

@charlottemanchmal

@strawlessandbraless

@blue-eyed-cutiepatootie

@thefailcollection

@disabled-dean

@squirrelsarecool

@hauntedpearl

@markofcastiel

@butch--dean 

@rennerator

@sailorsally

@xofemeraldstars

@forkinthegarbagedisposal

@happilyfeatherafter

@universalcas

@riverwithoutbanks-art

@shutupjaff

@magnificent-winged-beast

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uh oh, messing around with new brushes that are smooth like butter

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is 70 % of the acting on 9-1-1 terrible on purpose? is that part of its campiness or did it used to be better

#i think you just get used to it

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thinking about dreadlock guy being SO excited about a bumblebee this morning

#i chickened out i didnt talk to him but i did see him being adorable