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do i come back?

hello!! it's been a very long time since i've been here :,)

i'm not sure if i should come back here or even let myself fall back into ed habits. my mental health has gotten worse so i'm not sure if this is me looking for a way to cope or not...

if anyone would like to talk i'm free, a buddy would be nice!! (p.s. i can't be mean so I wouldn't be good with meanspo, sorry!!)

not sure if i should start fresh and empty my account or not, any advice?

#ana #ed #anareksya #edbuddy #anabuddy #anarecia #anorekcia

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hi hi!!

sorry i've been gone for a while but i'm back :))

i'll try posting more food logs and body checks, lmk what you'd like more !!

(ohhh and i turned 15 while i was inactive ^^)

#anarecia #anorekcia #edbuddy

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thinspo (!not me!)

#thinspo #ana #anareksya #anarexcya #ed #eatingdisorder

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sorry for being inactive. 

been wanting to die lately, i guess i’m unstable

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thinspo 

#ana #anareksya #anarexcya #thinspo

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2/21/21

food log:

morning: green tea w/honey

afternoon: grapes (100kcal), green tea w/honey

dinner: steamed cabbage w/sausage [home cookes = idk kcals :,)]

night: dark chocolate (150kcal), green tea w/honey

ending today at 112.9 lbs

restricting at home is always hard :( i never know when i’ll be able to get out of dinner and having it usually be home cooked makes it hard to calculate calories. i know i could’ve done better today which sucks but ig it’s good for coming out of a binge yesterday. writing this down always makes me realize i’m eating too much still. i need to try harder.

thinspo for motivation (!not me!)

#ana #anareksya #anarexcya #food log #food diary #daily #thinspo #eatingdisorder

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2/20/21

haha sorry for disappearing for 2 days :,) 

had a mental breakdown and binged so i felt kinda pathetic coming back here. 

i’ll be back on my bs though, so here’s some thinspo (!not me!) until i can posts body checks i feel ok about and food logs that don’t show my unstable mental health :)

(ohh and still looking for a buddy, just know that i can’t do mean stuff bc i’m too sensitive and nice :,))

#thinspo #ed #edbuddy #anareksya #anabuddy #ana #anorekcia #eatingdisorder #starving

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hello!

i came back with a new account bc i have relapsed recently and wanted to have something that could help me keep a routine :)

feel free to send a message whenever you’d like as i’m always free to talk! (i might take a while to reply during weekdays bc of school :()

i’ll try my best to post often with daily food logs and body checks when i can ^^

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(and don’t mind the kpop... it’s my only happiness and good thinspo, so a win-win :,) )

#ana #ed #anareksya #edbuddy #anabuddy