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i honestly don’t know how this happened but somewhere between my childhood and formative years i forgot how to exist like a normal person and started to either overthink everything or make disastrous choices without any proper thinking at all. no middle ground whatsoever

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anyone else just woke up one day and realized that our time on this earth is limited and that they really really really want to live despite every bad thing that happens and proceeded to have a break down or is it just me

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there's just nothing that beats being at home. the world will try to convince me i should be doing more and it's like yeah but im at home

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why does it feel morally wrong to spend all day in bed or at home. like i do it often but the whole time im wracked with guilt. it's literally not hurting anybody

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I'm basically like if a girl had stuff to do and then didn't do it

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the thing about having hope is that it is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so difficult. but you have to do it anyway

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If the USA is so great then why did they make a USB?

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"damn I'm crying over an insect" "why am I having such strong feelings over how the sky looks" "it's weird how happy this small thing made me feel" THAT'S BECAUSE YOU LIVE HERE!!!! you live on this earth. everything all the time is an experience, no matter how common or mundane. this world is unique. so are its small moments. it is good to enjoy a tiny thing. you love the world even at its smallest scale.

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in fleabag episode 4 when the bank manager says “i want to take clean cups out of the dishwasher and put them in the cupboard at home, and the next morning, i want to watch my wife drink from them. and i want to make her feel good.” phoebe waller-bridge why would u write that.

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feeling like that fleabag monologue about just wanting someone to tell me how to live my life

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Komorebi (Japanese) - Meaning: sunlight that filters through the leaves of trees

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i do not ghost purposely i just have no idea what to say ever

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I’d be reading entries from Kafka’s diaries like they are horoscopes.

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in dedication to summer rain and the smell of petrichor

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"Outfit repeater" is such a dumb insult. Yes, I like my clothes and will wear them. You sound like a Tiktoker who does Shein hauls. Ratio.

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the joy of walking quietly through your days, feeling your life wrap gently around you