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blaqvana · 2 years
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war anthem
embrace my scars
love me like art
shadow me, roar with me
remember me as the light
as a star
the sun, my moon
reverse to you from me
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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beauty is mine
you don’t need the mirrors permission
forget about society’s opinions
your mind was falling into mindless submission
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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options
your ok
i mean, well i like you
or maybe not in that way
and i do feel things
but i’m always guessing
im no mind reader,
you say the bare minimum
ignore the rest
do i only glow when your interested
intrigued for a bit, but silence is all i really get
so i don’t know, your ok
even if our eye sockets are the only ones
that met
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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my body aches
i’m full of turmoil
i know, it never shakes
round & round i go
your the star of my show
don’t overload
i need this ease
without it, i’m just full of…
grieve
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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the top
will i reach you
we’re drifting away
i can’t see you anymore
it hurts,
i can’t take this pain
maybe it was never meant to be
i’m lost at sea
waves surrounding me
i can’t breathe
fight the tide, fight for me,
i’m sinking
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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one lonely visitor:
i remember it all
the details never left my mind
i miss the memories, even the despairing ones
the ones where i was in solitude
crying through my forearm
dancing in the night
cheering myself up
i remember it all
and then some
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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dizzy
as if you were any better
looking down on me
judging me,
when i accepted all your flaws,
all your bullsh*t
called it unconditional love
while you ran the streets
looking for everyone but me
see me, see me
never one to beg
silently i let you go
i never wanted to let you go
i never thought i ever had to
and now, but now, why now
you always let me know
i’ll never be enough
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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laugh it up, knowing from above they tease
sending signals having people believe
in the end ending up like the others
what if earth was really hell
and death broke the spell
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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the point is i already know
the thing is i felt this before
maybe not like this you see
when you made up of love
everything seems to blend
all looks the same, feel the same
i just can’t get away
love is everywhere
in my head, trapped inside
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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me
why am i so problematic
i make decisions & regret them after
but those decisions are true to me
i worry to much about the what if
i worry so much about mistakes
especially the ones i can’t fix
i don’t wanna look like a fool
i beat myself up, even when i’m happy
happy about the decisions i’ve made
maybe because
i need…everything to be perfect
perfect to me, if not
i’ll feel sooo..
i don’t even know
i’m just tired of feeling like everything
goes wrong, even when it goes right
i hope this won’t last forever
because i wanna fly
& now it feels like i can’t even move
not a inch, not one bit
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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it played over & over again
this story is old
my feelings for you will unfold
i hate this.
i made it this way
no, i hate it this way
lost
so lost
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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the moon
it won’t set for you
while the sun fades over time
life will follow right behind
leaving your shadow redefined
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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put your burdens down
here right now
let your tears flow
to the ocean they go
as the wind carries the pain
your heartbreak won’t be in vain
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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now they hate me
bitter gentlemen
try to play with my mind
wasting both our time
now they’re fond of me
bitter gentlemen
will they ever make up their mind
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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blaqvana · 3 years
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where do our minds go when they end
when no one wants your attention
we fall in persuasive perfection
i’m no one
no one finally
i didn’t want it to make sense
life doesn’t really make sense
my emotions, my feelings
never seem to make sense
one sided all along
i guess i’m suppose to be
forever alone
— dzy
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blaqvana · 3 years
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why can’t a person just hold you
and not try to shatter every bone
in our bodies like glass
just hold me tightly
this rainy storm will pass
— dzy
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