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to celebrate being alive, you can call this a starter rollcall that you should like for a random starter.

#think im gonna start afresh. delete all threads i have going. im finally going to adapt blaise to be an original character. #because ilove him too much to leave him. #ive put so much effort into him that i cant just leave him alone. #so i'll be around on here!!! #I MISS EVERYOEN SO DAMN MUCH. #tbt.

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I just wanna be back on Blaise. I miss him SO MUCH 😭 if anyone would like to plot to try and help bring him back, I would be forever grateful.

I want to be back on here but I think because so many people have objections about writing with a HP character (which is completely reasonable) I feel a little like deflated when it comes to blaise??

Blaise holds just a big part of my heart and has been in my life for almost 8 years now. I just don’t know why to do. I want to give blaise the attention he deserves and should have but I don’t know how to do that.

#tbt.

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I want to be back on here but I think because so many people have objections about writing with a HP character (which is completely reasonable) I feel a little like deflated when it comes to blaise??

Blaise holds just a big part of my heart and has been in my life for almost 8 years now. I just don’t know why to do. I want to give blaise the attention he deserves and should have but I don’t know how to do that.

#I think I need to figure that out because it’s so GODDAMN disheartening to go to follow someone who will refuse to interact with me because #he’s from HP #I have toyed with the idea of making him my oc since he’s practically that but I feel like his background/being slytherin/his upbringing #plays a big part of who he is as a person so it’s really hard #I might try and adapt a the magicians AU for him or something #I need to have a really big think. i just get so upset when I think about him because I MISS HIM SO MUCH #but yeh I can be found on my multi (linked on my pinned)

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so ya'll know, my time will be split between here and my multi @homiines but i can be found at _blaesus on discord !!!

#both blogs need to be revamped and the aes changed but im gonna be around #love u all

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GUYS GUYS. IM GOING TO SEE TAYLOR SWIFT. WE GOT TICKETS!!! I REPEAT I GOT TICKETS 😭

#I’m so emotional right now and I’m at work and I can’t get over it #I AM CRYING #I can’t believe #Taylor Swift at Wembley here I come!!! 😭

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if anyone is attempting to get taylorswift tickets in the pre-sale today, I’m manifesting it for myself and for all of you!!!

#I can’t take this anxiety 🙃🙃

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If you are a ship whore and you know it click reblog.

#CALLING ME OUT #💀💀💀

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me stares longingly as people make hp characters, using their canon faceclaims from the movies: 

#HA 🙃🙃🙃

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when she says that, his eyes haze over with lust as he cant help himself from picturing exactly what she's threatening to attempting to torture him with if he doesn't comply with exactly what she wants. he shifts in his spot on the bed, watching her every move and he just has to resist to jump off the bed and run straight over to her so he can push her against the wardrobe door . . . but he refrains - somehow.

❛❛ is that a threat or a promise? ❜❜ because he knows he wouldn't be able to contain himself at all but he would fucking love it at the same time. ❛❛ is this really you trying to persuade me to come with you 'cause if you continue, you are going to have a problem you will have to deal with before we even think about going anywhere? ❜❜

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her response has him smirking as he didn’t expect anything else other than her to say that.   it’s almost like he had planned to tease her to say it.   with a feigned yawn,   he rolls onto his back with a hand coming up to run over his face,   peaking at her through the gaps of his fingers.   ❛❛   i don’t believe i ever said i was going in the first place.  ❜❜   his words are dripping with amusement and he cant help his lips from tugging into the signs of a small smile,   but he tries to hide it.   he cant have her seeing him smiling.   ❛❛  besides that,   you’d be torturing if you were to withhold any sort of sexual play from me don't you think?  ❜❜  

❛ no, i don't, ❜ ginny smiles, stands. the deep red matching set she's picked out stands out against her skin, and she does exactly what she needs to when she goes towards the wardrobe and pulls out her dress.

she hangs it up and unzips the plastic covering. ❛ that's alright, darling. you stay here, you relax. and i'll go, come back, and you can watch me get myself off over, and over, and over -- ❜ her voice goes low, and she doesn't look at him. ❛ and you...can watch. ❜

#moltolavoro

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she sits at the vanity, careful fingers working to plait her hair. and when blaise speaks, ginny turns to look over her shoulder, eyebrows raised. ❛ if you decide, now, after all the work i’ve done to ready myself, that we’re not going, i’ll kill you. ❜ she smiles sweetly, and ties off the plait. ❛ or withhold sex. whichever upsets you more. ❜

#moltolavoro

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𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙼𝙸𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙶𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙶𝙴𝚁   /   @bccksmarts

   he’s irritated.  his lips are thinned and his eyes are narrowed slightly as he finds himself looking everywhere except the girl who occupies the room with him.   ❛❛  sooner we get this over and done with,   the sooner we can both be out of here.    ❜❜

#bccksmarts #this can be set either during their school years or post-war or whatever setting you think if best #!!!!!!

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𝙶𝙸𝙽𝙽𝚈 𝚆𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙻𝙴𝚈  /  @moltolavoro

   ❛❛   tell me  . . .  ❜❜   tiredness runs through his body,   or perhaps its contentment,   he’s never really certain what this feeling is but he knows that he doesn't want to move from the plush spot he’s currently residing in on the bed.   he’s relishing in the comfort,   limbs feeling heavy as dark hues look over at her.    ❛❛  do we need to go tonight?   will anyone really ever truly miss us?    ❜❜

#moltolavoro #hope this is okay <3

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TAYLOR SWIFT PROMPTS *  assorted lines from her albums

meet me at midnight.

i'm highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants you.

i snuck in through the garden gate.

they say looks can kill, and i might try.

tell me to run.

sometimes i wonder which one will be your last lie.

i play it cool with the best of them.

love's a game. wanna play?

maybe we got lost in translation.

no one's celebrating.

don't say i didn't warn you.

we're dancing all night.

i didn't choose this town.

i should just tell you to leave.

you can try to change my mind.

we were both young when i first saw you.

let's get out of this town.

i might be okay, but i'm not fine at all.

i'd live and die for moments that we stole.

what would he do if he found us out?

all this shit is new to me.

i could show you incredible things.

i waited ages to see you there.

i miss you.

i should not be left to my own devices.

if i bleed, you'll be the last to know.

please don't go.

get it off your chest.

you look like my next mistake.

you told your family for a reason.

maybe i asked for too much.

can i go where you go?

i know it's long gone.

i think it's time to teach some lessons.

life will lose all meaning.

you're on your own, kid.

what you heard is true.

take me somewhere we can be alone.

everybody wants you.

boys only want love if it's torture.

nice to meet you. where you been?

one day i'll watch as you're leaving.

nothing lasts forever.

you did some bad things, but i'm the worst of them.

i don't remember.

i called a taxi to take me there.

he's gonna burn this house to the ground.

i just sit here and wait.

i can read you like a magazine.

i think i've been too good of a girl.

you might have to wait in line.

close your eyes.

the blame is on me.

save all your dirtiest jokes for me.

get it off my desk.

you started it.

the jokes weren't funny.

i think i've been a little too kind.

you're not sure which is worse.

say you'll remember me.

i'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream.

i'd like to be my old self again.

we're dead if they knew.

you've got no reason to be afraid.

by the way, i'm going out tonight.

i can picture it after all these days.

we never go out of style.

i heard you moved on.

we're young, and we're reckless.

i know you heard about me.

you were everything to me.

i've been dressing for revenge.

can we always be this close forever and ever?

i cried like a baby coming home from the bar.

no one has to know what we do.

what a shame she's fucked in the head.

my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand.

what doesn't kill me makes me want you more.

i don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you.

this is our place. we make the call.

this love is difficult, but it's real.

it must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.

something about it felt like home somehow.

what must it be like to grow up that beautiful?

how's one to know?

i polish up real nice.

you can tell me when it's over.

do you have a man?

the worst is yet to come.

will you please stand?

don't be afraid. we'll make it out of this mess.

i dropped your hand while dancing.

this dorm was once a madhouse.

hey, let's be friends.

don't get sad. get even.

you're talking shit for the hell of it.

you'll never have to be alone.

you love the game.

it's coming back around.

i get drunk on jealousy.

where do you think she got it from?

your opal eyes are all i wish to see.

i remember it all too well.

you wouldn't know what i mean.

don't put me in the basement.

i can make the bad guys good for a weekend.

you'll come back each time you leave.

i love you and that's all i really know.

i don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch.

#YES!!! #give me some tswift

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random starter time !!! if you’d like one, just heart the post.

#will be starting on these today! ❤️ #if you are a multi - please specify!!!

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random starter time !!! if you’d like one, just heart the post.

#because I AM forcing myself to write tonight and tomorrow night !!! #I miss everyone and I really need something to bring my muse back ! #but I will be working on my multi. if anyone is interested in plotting with me. I will gladly add characters just for you

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𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚙𝚛𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝙳𝚁𝚄𝙶.

death   eater   AU   verse   where   blaise   &   ginny   have   been   a   secret   thing   for   a   while   now,   but   then   blaise   comes   back   to   hogwarts   after   christmas   as   someone   different   ;   A   MONSTER.   how   can   someone   that   is   the   only   thing   that   lightens   up   his   life   [   …   ]   love   him   when   darkness   surrounds   him?   ft.   @omenbrought

#who is gonna give me this verse? 🙃🙃 #tbt

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I’m currently thinking about how surely education doesn’t stop at hogwarts? they must have further education or something to the equivalent of university? has this been explored and I’ve missed it?

#I need to explore this at some point if anyone would like to plot??? #tbt.