bigtransmoods

[bigtransmoods]

Recently I started T and even though I've desperately wanted this for years, I'm a little scared. I think it's most likely because it will be a huge change but I need to know I'm not alone in these feelings. Everywhere I look I see other transmen celebrating starting T and it's making me feel like a fake for being scared. Mostly I'm scared about is vaginal atrophy. I know it can cause bladder problems and that scares me the most. I guess I wanted advice from someone who has been on T longer than me.

It’s okay to be scared for any part of your transition, coming out for me was terrifying even hearing my name gave me a panic attack. Celebrate, worry, regret. All normal feelings among any living person whichever decision they make everyday. It’s okay to worry about your body. I personally got vaginal atrophy and it did ruin my bladder, BUT, I can tell you any day of week I’d see my doctor and get help for my bladder than miss out on the happiness I got from being able to finally transition. However, it’s not like that for everyone. Vaginal atrophy is very treatable with topical oestrogen and therefore you don’t have to worry much, just make sure to see your doctor if you notice it becoming an issue I wish I’d of done that!

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T doesn’t “sterilise you” like all the conservatives wanna make people believe. Source: my scan picture I’m 9 weeks pregnant.

#trans #transgender #ftm #lgbt #dysphoria #lmao #personal #pride #transition #t #gender #happy #testosterone #hrt #transsexual #love #me #ffs #mental health #pronouns #seahorse

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literally every community has bitches who say "kys" its not a "lgbt community" problem its a "person whos online" problem. 10 yeare ago people would tell me to kms in fucking art forums. for the love of god

Dude. With peace and love, a community that preaches about love and acceptance should be the least likely to be telling minors to hurt themselves. Go get pressed somewhere else.

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Just a reminder I was on this site at 14 being called a truscum and told to kill myself. Some of you trans people told a literal child to kill themselves because they were an uneducated minor with an opinion on social media. This is why I avoid LGBT places. You guys are the problem. The trans community is the problem for anyone actually in it.

#trans #transgender #ftm #lgbt #dysphoria #lmao #personal #pride #transition #t #gender #happy #testosterone #hrt #transsexual #love #me #ffs #mental health #pronouns #truscum #transmed #transmed mention #tucute

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the transgendered are promoting evil harmful ideas such as LIKING YOUR BODY and NOT WANTING TO KILL YOURSELF

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Im currently going into my first year of college and live with a transphobic parent. She supports my funding and such but I wanted to start HRT (specifically T) in college. I dont think I could hide voice changes from her but I wanted some advice on what you would do for saftey or any tips for a guy like me.

extra; im out to her, she just will never support me and makes fun of how I dress and if my voice is "off" to her (im pre everything).

Personally I’ll be honest I wouldn’t of started T, you’ve put yourself in a lot of danger depending how transphobic she is. You have the right to transition but you are very aware of her stance on this and therefore the only thing I can recommend for your safety is to leave, the first few months on T aren’t that noticeable body wise but there’s going to be a point where she clocks on. If she’s just going to take the piss out of you, let her that’s fine because you know who you are and how you feel. However, if there’s a risk of literal violence or her kicking you out then you need to leave as soon as possible.

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Are you gonna eat that ---> (nothing left on the plate but crums) (you look backl and im ant)

[bigtransmoods]

Impulsively buying things to stop the temptation of self death

#bpd #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #mental health #impulsive

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Me: My boyfriend just talks quietly. Also me: *Gets told I had 50% hearing loss*

#hearing loss #deaf #disability #hearing impairment

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Then you have been eating my gender this whole time.

My gender is that really crispy bit of corner lasagna.

This is a threat.

[bigtransmoods]

My gender is that really crispy bit of corner lasagna.

This is a threat.

#trans #transgender #ftm #lgbt #dysphoria #lmao #personal #pride #transition #t #gender #happy #testosterone #hrt #transsexual #love #me #ffs #pronouns #my gender #my gender is

[bigtransmoods]

Normalise seeing your top surgery results and feeling sick! Feeling regret! I woke up from surgery and I have anxiety, and I’m squeamish. The idea that I’d have to do wound care, and look at wounds makes me want to vomit. My fiancé held my hand as they removed the bandages and I felt like screaming and crying. I thought I did the wrong thing because I was so anxious about taking care of myself and how it looked and I’ve not had a flat chest in 10 years so yeah it wasn’t a normal thing. Then a week after I cried in the car and felt like a real person, all of my social medias is me with my chest out. I’m so happy.

#trans #transgender #ftm #lgbt #dysphoria #transition #pride #t #gender #testosterone #hrt #transsexual #mental health #top surgery #surgeon #gender surgery #gender reassignment surgery

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I JUST HAD TOP SURGERY

#trans #transgender #ftm #lgbt #dysphoria #lmao #personal #pride #transition #t #gender #happy #testosterone #hrt #transsexual #love #mental health #pronouns #transexual #top surgery #top surgeon #no tits

[bigtransmoods]

My gender is an endless vortex of gayness.

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my gender is like the bouncing DVD screen and im only a binary man on the rare occasion it hits the corner

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https://gofund.me/bab99327

Hi, so, I made a gofundme for my transition!

I'm a broke student and my dysphoria is getting worse everyday. I didnt want to have to make a gofundme but I've been debating it long enough

4 wonderful friends of mine have already donated more than I would at all expect from this entire thing, and I cannot thank them enough

Any help is appreciated, please please share around and reblog

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shoutout to people with fucked up top surgery scars. whose scars arent symmetrical or pretty, whose surgery was botched, who are missing a nipple or both or whose skin is mottled. your chest is beautiful and i hope you can get to the point where you’re happy with it, either through further surgical work or through working to love your body as-is. i care for you