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The wolf and the sea

TW: Implications of abusive relationship and mentions of suicide

You sat there haughtily,

on haunches ready to spring,

and teeth destined for skin

And I sat back in my chair

Hand on feverous mind and heart in head

wishing I didn't want to be somewhere underfoot instead

When you're head tilted

and eyes widened

I didn't recognise

I didn't see

And tired limbs sprung up,

tired eyes widened

impossibly

and tired mind became wild mind

My throat still burns from the scream

I

Ran

Away

To

The

Sea

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The Lopsided Garden

TW: Implications of homophobia

There you are, watering the garden

A fly screen away

Aren't we going to talk

About how you feel?

now that I'm out

I'm open?

I wont bring it up

I will simply leave-

Please

Show me that you care about me as much as the leaves

in the lopsided garden

where strange birds wiggle there asses

from rooftops and branches

and bees, the romancers,

dance in the flowers

The ants, they work the hardest

all day and all night

I stepped on their hill in the darkness last night

The spider, he died, but his web still stands

blowing, catching the breeze

You come through the screen

and I leap from my seat

I cant tell if you're happy to see me

And when I step forward-

you leave

And now I'm on the other-side of the screen

listening to the trees,

to the bees,

and the leaves,

that I think you love

more than me.

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February 3, 2022 - Day #3 of LT World Tour

Thoughts – 2/4/22

Just trying to wrap my brain around all of this. I’m spit-balling. If you don’t believe in Larry, this post is not for you.

Thursday, February 3, 2022. Night three of Louis’s World Tour, Houston, where he wore a short-sleeved, blue and green soccer shirt, flashed blue and green lights all over the venue, and offered a specialty drink called Blue Direction, which was decidedly green. Tattoos on full display. The guy right here is Larrying HARD.

Photo credit: @michaelbperea

After the show, we see video of his team leaving the venue and getting on the bus—greeting fans. There’s a figure toward the back of the group dressed all in black, who throws a ball cap on and puts up the hood of his sweatshirt. Covered from head to toe. Is it Harry? About the right height. Covering his face and head. But slouching a bit and body type *could* be him. No one else is covered. Some members of the team are wearing masks, but the bodyguard is identifiable, as is Oli. Louis looks back at the figure in black, nods as if to say ‘okay’ and then continues his strut down the ramp to greet the fans. No proof it’s Harry. For all we know it’s some other celebrity pal, or even just a friend who’s cold. But it's suspicious.

(screenshot from @teaandfrozenpea on Twitter)

Same day. Undated pap shots of Harry and Olivia walking in the UK and visiting an art gallery. H is wearing the iconic long green coat, black mask, and has his longish hair pulled up in a hair clip. Ripped jeans. We see two pictures of his back, and one blurry side picture. No video. Is it him? Could it BE a body double? Maybe. It’s the same outfit I’d wear if I wanted to cosplay stunting Harry—well, maybe I’d add the pink beanie. It’s the outfit I’d pick if I wanted you to think it was Harry.

Screenshot from @CrownBeeOliveUpdates

Of course, it could also have been him in real time, or pictures taken a week ago and posted that day. WE DON'T KNOW.

We hear a receipt about a possible casting call for a HS video. Pleasing brand posts something new. There are a lot of distractions. Twitter is exploding with people being mad at Harry for carrying on the stunt, excited for Louis for smashing another great show, and being generally chaotic.

So. Which is the distraction, and which is the real H? WE DON'T KNOW.

Honestly, does it matter? Obviously, the narrative we are meant to believe is that H is in the UK. That he was there for his birthday and nowhere near Louis in the US. Far far away from Louis in the US, in fact.

So why would someone on Louis’ team cover themselves in black and make it look super suspicious?

Really, the only ones paying attention to *that* video are the die-hard Larries. General public aren’t seeing it. No major publication is picking those up and asking those questions. So. What if the husbands are trying to assure us everything is fine? EVEN if they dressed up a rando in a hoodie and all black to make us question the validity of the UK pap photos.

On the other hand, wouldn't the best place to hide be in plain site? Who is thinking that it would be CRAZY for Harry to actually be out in the open so close to Louis right after the show?

I’ll end this to say that I have no idea what I’m talking about. There’s no “proof” of anything. It’s ALL speculation. These guys are millionaires, and they are closeted. They can make anything look real, hiring someone to walk around and pretend to be Harry wearing the “right” clothes is not all that far-fetched, especially when everyone’s wearing masks.

No matter what—I truly believe they are trying to send the message that they are okay. That the stunt photos aren’t real (even if it really is H in them). They don’t represent a real relationship. The REAL relationship is the husbands.

That’s what matters. Someday, the smoke and mirrors won't be necessary, but until then, you've got to read between the lines and listen to Larry. They MADE it, and they are alright.

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So we all remember Harry dressing as Pierrot the Clown for Harryween night 2:

This in itself was loud. I’m not going to get into this but you can check this link for more information. This is just a plus but David Bowie also dressed as this fictional character.

Now we have Louis dressing like this for his tour in Austin:

Which is very interesting. Because not only did Harry dress as Pierrot but Louis dressed like this. Which forgive me if I’m wrong is very similar to this other character who is often seen with Pierrot.

We were all in this fandom long enough to take these ‘coincidences’ with a grain of salt. So tell me what you all think. Is it purely a coincidence or do you think not?

PS: remember this is just my opinion 

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Larries: Okay you can support Larry online and talk about it on Twitter and tumblr BUT DON’T SAY OR DO ANYTHING LARRY RELATED IN PERSON AT THEIR SHOWS

One brave larry: *brings a larry sign to Louis’ show*

Larries: OMG THAT IS SO DISRESPEC—DID HE JUST POINT TO THAT SIGN?!! HOLY SHIT HE POINTED TO THE SIGN!! HE POINTED TO THE FUCKING SIGN!! HE POINTED TO THE FUCKING LARRY SIGN! TWICE! I’M LOSING MY MIND!! LARRY IS REAL OMFG!

Another brave larry later in the show standing in the front row: *holds up two fetus larry pics*

Louis: *smiles at the girl and points to his chest*

Larries: *Screaming their heads off*

Louis in his head: ABOUT FUCKING TIME YOU GUYS BROUGHT SOME LARRY SHIT FOR ME TO ACKNOWLEDGE! I HAVE LITERALLY BEEN SINGING 7 AT EVERY SHOW PURELY BECAUSE IT HAS THE WORD LARRY IN IT! I THOUGHT YOU LOT WOULD TAKE THE HINT! WHY DO I HAVE TO DO ALL THE DAMN LEG WORK AROUND HERE!?! MY DOG WALKER IS COMING TO NY TOMORROW, THROW ME A DAMN BONE ONCE IN A WHILE FOR FUCKS SAKE!

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The Lopsided Garden

TW: Implications of homophobia

There you are, watering the garden

A fly screen away

Aren't we going to talk

About how you feel?

now that I'm out

I'm open?

I wont bring it up

I will simply leave-

Please

Show me that you care about me as much as the leaves

in the lopsided garden

where strange birds wiggle there asses

from rooftops and branches

and bees, the romancers,

dance in the flowers

The ants, they work the hardest

all day and all night

I stepped on their hill in the darkness last night

The spider, he died, but his web still stands

blowing, catching the breeze

You come through the screen

and I leap from my seat

I cant tell if you're happy to see me

And when I step forward-

you leave

And now I'm on the other-side of the screen

listening to the trees,

to the bees,

and the leaves,

that I think you love

more than me.

[bernardtheduck]

Devil Child

TW: Implications of Abuse

Its like my heart has flatlined

and everything is raging calm

I can't feel my toes,

my fingers,

or my nose

but words flow

out of my mouth

Brain to tired to comprehend what they are about

I wonder then

Who is speaking?

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Mummy

TW: Implications of an abusive and dysfunctional relationship and body dysmorphia

I don't like the way you talk

which means I don't like the way you think

I don't like the way the mirror reflects the image over the sink

I don't like the way you idle

or the way you stare

But I like the way you lie,

Makes me think you care.

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LOVE ON TOUR- Dallas, 11/9

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This bitch way too hot

Anya Chalotra as Yennefer of Vengerberg THE WITCHER (2019-)

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So in love with everything that he is and all that he stands for 💕

Harry Styles

Love On Tour

Washington, DC

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This is so good

There’s A Princess In A Tower..

#Wow

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This is a comment someone appended to a photo of two men apparently having sex in a very fancy room, but it’s also kind of an amazing two-line poem? “His Wife has filled his house with chintz” is a really elegant and beautiful counterbalancing of h, f, and s sounds, and “chintz” is a perfect word choice here—sonically pleasing and good at evoking nouveau riche tackiness. And then “to keep it real I fuck him on the floor” collapses that whole mood with short percussive sounds—but it’s still a perfect iambic pentameter line, robust and a lovely obscene contrast with the chintz in the first line. Well done, tumblr user jjbang8

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For future reference.

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My best friend is transitioning and we are doing a name hunt so I thought I would search for LGBTQ+ actors/models for name inspo and guess who's on the list.

#Harrystylesissus #fruity

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The Road to El Dorado (2000) + letterboxd reviews (in/sp)

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Sorry but Harry sitting down to lunch on his own with his little handbag and soft cardigan tucked up so neatly is the cutest thing I've ever seen