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belleinhell · 4 hours ago
Genesis- Infinity war- shot 1
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A/N: gif has nothing to do with the story but it was cuuutteee
All it took for Genesis to come out of hiding was the information that her sister was in danger.
Sam, Steve, Genesis and Natasha made their way to Scotland where the Enhanced and the Synthezoid were.
Genesis’ POV:
I stood behind a pillar, waiting for the right time to strike, boy was I happy when I kicked the alien away from Wanda, and pushing it further away with my powers “How dare you hurt my sister.” I sneered.
I watched as Steve threw a staff at Tasha who caught it with ease, attacking the two aliens with it.
It wasn’t long before we cornered them. “We don’t want to kill you” Nat started.
I shrugged “but we will.”
“You'll never get the chance again.” I watched as they were beamed up to their ship.
“Okay what kind of star trek fuckery was that?” I looked at the group, Sam shrugged already done with this.
We moved to the couple “Can you stand up?” Steve asked while I moved towards Wanda helping her, Sam doing the same with vision.
“Thank you Captain.” he heaved, I inhaled sharply looking at his injury.
We made our way to the jet, I looked at Wanda, and I wouldn’t say I was disappointed at her, I get it, she needed time, but I couldn’t help but be upset she landed herself in this spot.
“I thought we had a deal. Stay close, check in. Don't take any chances.” Nat scolded them, Wanda apologized and explained herself turning to me.
“Are you mad?” I chuckled shaking my head, placing a kiss on her cheek.
“Never Sora, slightly upset? Maybe, but nothing I can’t get over, I just want you to be safe, both of you.” I looked at vision nodding as we made our way to where ever Steve wanted us to go.
So the place we ended up was the HQ, we entered to see Rhodey talking to Sec. Ross. God I hate his face.
We sat around the conference room, thinking of what to do next when I spotted Bruce walking up to us, I beamed and waved at him as he awkwardly did the same.
“I think you look great.” He butted in our conversation, his words directed at Tasha making Sam and I snicker at the awkward exchange.
Bruce knew what we were up against, he knew what the Mad Titan? Wanted. As far as we’re concerned he wants Vision, the mind stone.
While we were all arguing about how to protect the stone Vision spoke up asking us to destroy it and potentially destroy him in the process. Wanda and I were the first ones to voice our disagreement.
Bruce realized we could take out the stone and still have vision, even the best parts of him which helped ease my sister.
We didn’t have the time nor the tech to do it here.
Wakanda, that’s where we’re headed now.
Bruce wasn’t familiar with wakanda or how the king was now out Acquaintance, so Rhodey and I decided to use it for our entertainment. We told Bruce, he had to bow to the king of Wakanda.
When we landed and got out of the jet, Bruce immediately showed respect to the king, only to be met with embarrassment when T’challa said “we don’t do that here.” While Rhodey and I pretended we played no part in it.
Steve and T’challa were discussing, army, plans and what not when a familiar voice rung out making me smile.
“And a semi stable 100 year old man” I watched as the old couple reunited. Aww. I smirked to myself.
I walked up to him and poked his cheek, he looked at me in confusion and I mirrored his expressions. “Jesus?” I mocked taking in his appearance, laughing contentedly when I got the reaction I wanted, he swatted my hand away.
“Fuck you Reign” he hissed and I laughed harder.
“If I were you, I’d fuck me too” I fake smiled
“Yeah if your standards were buried six feet under”
“Wouldn’t you-” I was stopped by Steve and Sam, I frowned. I was having some fun, I liked bugging him.
“It’s literally been 2 minutes since you saw each other, knock it off” Sam groaned pulling me towards the lab
“Steve are you kidding me?” I whined throwing my head back from place next to Wanda holding her hands “why do you always assign me with those two” the tone of my voice turning into a disgusted one at the last two words.
The two men rolled their eyes as they made their way to their spot. I looked at Wanda “it’ll be okay Wanda, we’ll be okay, all of us.” I reassured her, hugging her.
I pulled away digging into my pocket fetching the picture sitting inside. I sighed kissing it, closing my eyes for a moment. “He would’ve enjoyed it a bit too much.” She scoffed from beside me making me chuckle and nod.
“I think he would’ve killed vision 2 years ago” I whispered, laughing thinking about the hyperactive blond.
I placed my hand on the android’s shoulder, squeezing it slightly before moving to my position beside Sam and James.
“Psychopathic Aliens…we’re fighting psychopathic aliens” I breathed out from play place at the Helipad.
“It’s been done before right?” James asked looking at us.
“At least Loki was hot” Sam spoke while loading his guns making me laugh.
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belleinhell · a day ago
Aight loves my imagines are coming in hot from Tomorrow and of course I'll still be updating Genesis 2 to 3 times a week
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belleinhell · a day ago
-I. need. Sam. Fics. And also I'm sorry. I plead guilty.
I want Sam Wilson minus Bucky for a while
Even if it's just a fic about Sam drinking coffee or orange juice chilling in his bathrobe on a warm Sunday morning because fics with Sam and Bucky end up being fics about Bucky with a dash of Sam and I just
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*I'm guilty of this too
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belleinhell · a day ago
Y'all have no idea how much he's idolized and how much he's praised in my history books, I legit gagged in class reading it. fucking disgusting.
What's wrong with Gandhi?
Where do I begin?
- Criticized the Jews for defending themselves against the Holocaust because he insisted that they should have committed public mass suicide in order to “shame” the Germans instead of fighting back. His exact words were, “But the Jews should have offered themselves to the butcher’s knife. They should have thrown themselves into the sea from the cliffs. As it is, they succumbed anyway in their millions.”
- Wrote an open letter to the British people in 1940 telling them to surrender to the Axis even if it mean accepting genocide.
- Was very anti-black. I hope you can stomach reading how he treated black people in South Africa. It’s fucking disgusting.
- Refused his wife life-saving medication (for religious reasons), but those religious reasons all of a sudden no longer applied to him when he was in a similar position.
- Refused to have sex with his wife for the last 38 years of their marriage. He felt that in order to test his commitment to celibacy, he would have beautiful young women (including his own great niece) lie next to him naked through the night. His wife, whom he described as looking like a “meek cow” was no longer desirable enough to be a solid test.
- Believed that Indian women who were raped lost their value as a human.
- During his time as a dissident in South Africa, he discovered that a young male was harassing two of his female followers. He responded by cutting the girls’ hair off to ensure the “sinner’s eye” was “sterilized.” He later boasted about the incident in his writings, pushing the message to all Indians that women should carry responsibility for sexual attacks upon them.
- Argued that fathers could be justified in killing daughters who had been sexually assaulted for the sake of family and community honor.
- Believed that menstruation was a manifestation of the distortion of a woman’s soul by her sexuality.
- Waged a war against contraceptives, labeling Indian women who used them as whores.
- Held the attitude that women were simply creatures that could bring either pride or shame to the men who own them.
Websites:  Women Suffer From Gandhi’s Legacy,  People who most likely chose Gandhi as a historical figure to do a report on and immediately regretted it, On Mahatma Gandhi, his pathetic racism and advancement of segregation of black people by Sentletse Diakanyo, Not All Peaceful: 13 Racist Quotes Gandhi Said About Black People by Nick  Chiles
Books: Sex and Power by Rita Banerji, On Pacifism by Derrick Jensen,  The Collected Works of Mahatma Gandhi
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belleinhell · 2 days ago
The Art of Inversion - Masterlist
Neil x Reader (In Progress)
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Summary: You’re offered a job in the mysterious Tenet organisation. It brings much more than you’ve ever bargained for… especially in the form of your close friend and co-worker, Neil…
Chapter 1 - The Life Changing Offer
Chapter 2 - ‘You’re inverted, the world is not’
Chapter 3 - Too Close for Comfort
Chapter 4 - Bound by Fate
Chapter 5 - A Question of Trust
Chapter 6 - The Undisclosed Desires
Chapter 7 - New York State of Mind
Chapter 8 - Parisian Nightmares
Chapter 9 - ‘Kindest of Kisses Break the Hardest of Hearts’
Chapter 10 - Enjoy the Silence
Chapter 11 - What If This Is All The Love You’ll Ever Get?
Chapter 12 - A Little Death
Chapter 13 - Remain Nameless
Chapter 14 - Dancing With Myself
Chapter 15 - Make Up Your Mind
Chapter 16 - An Absolution
Chapter 17 - Hiding
Chapter 18 - Holy Ghost
Chapter 19 - Holy Ground
Chapter 20 - Love Is Blindness
Chapter 21 - Losing My Religion
Chapter 22 - Not Strong Enough
Chapter 23 - So Far From Who I Was 
Chapter 24 - If You Want Me…
Chapter 25 - Easily
Chapter 26 - Surrender
I’ll update the list as we go ✨
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belleinhell · 3 days ago
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The tags got me like —–
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belleinhell · 4 days ago
i’ve got 99 problems and hugging loki and seeing him be truly happy would solve 98 of them
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belleinhell · 4 days ago
You don't get it. I cried. I sobbed. My heart broke watching Loki watch how his life goes. I'm not okay. Let me just- all he wants is to be loved😭🥺
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belleinhell · 4 days ago
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LOKI (2021)
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belleinhell · 5 days ago
Genesis- Civil War- Shot 3
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Genesis’ POV:
I hate everything. I groaned when I heard alarms. I sat up, my hand moving up to my head when I felt the banging against my skull.
The Accords
I sat up straighter, I heard Sharon talk to them. “Sub-level 5, east wing”
I knew immediately what was happening. The winter soldier was back.
“I’ll catch up, go!” I spoke to Sam who saw me get up, I turned to Sharon pointing towards my dampener, she nodded knowing where I was going with it, and I smiled blowing a kiss jokingly at her, running out the room, to where Sharon said James was.
He looks like he’s gonna kill me.
He’s gonna kill me.
It’s not James
It’s the winter soldier.
I ran at him trying to fight him as much as I could without using my powers.
“Come back to your senses you lump of coal” I grunted with each blow I received and the punches he received.
I groaned as I hit the concrete floor. Come on Sharon. I smirked when I felt my stone clad gleaming weapon.
I pulled the Dagger out, flipping it, feeling it in my hands, I ran towards him with my weapon.
Damn super soldier serums.
He was strong enough to dodge everything which came at him, which includes T’Challa.
I pleaded to every divine being in existence, hoping Sharon and James weren’t the reason I die, “come on” I chanted continuously when I felt the air hitting my face.
I was falling.
And it was definitely not in love.
Oh thank fuck.
The second the dampener fell off my neck, I conjured my wings, landing without dying besides Sam.
I just shook my head when he looked at me with concern and the look which said ‘are you out of your mind?’ we walked out the building where the people ran franatically for an exit, when we spotted an oh so familiar leather jacket.
Steve better not be dead.
James too.
3rdPerson’s POV:
“Steve!” Genesis called out to the said man running in as the trio noticed the Super Soldier who just woke up.
Genesis let out a silent sigh of relief, she didn’t want to but she did.
“Steve.” He croaked out
Which Bucky am I talking to?
“Your mom's name was Sarah...You used to wear newspapers in your shoes.” Genesis snorted
“Wait for real?”
“Can't read that in a museum” Steve chuckled
“Just like that, we're supposed to be cool?” Sam questioned flailing his arms
“What did I do?” James sighed regretfully.
“Oh, God, I knew this would happen. Everything HYDRA put inside me is still there. All he had to do was say the goddamn words.” He sneered
“Who was he?”
“I don't know.”
“People are dead. The bombing, the setup. The doctor did all that just to get 10 minutes with you. I need you to do better than "I don't know."” Genesis pressed annoyed at the answer
“He wanted to know about Siberia. Where I was kept. He wanted to know exactly where.”
“Why would he need to know that?
“Because I'm not the only Winter Soldier”
“Shit, I hate this” Genesis sighed pinched the bridge of her nose.
“Who were they?” Steve pressed
“Their most elite death squad. More kills than anyone in HYDRA history. And that was before the serum.”
“They all turn out like you?” Sam questioned
“Great, there’s a worse” Genesis rolled her eyes earning a glare from the brunet
“Said he wanted to see an empire fall.” Steve thought of the “doctor”
“With these guys he could do it. They speak 30 languages, can hide in plain sight, infiltrate, assassinate, destabilize, they can take a whole country down in one night. You'd never see them coming.” Genesis stared in complete and total disbelief and awe
“This would have been a lot easier a week ago.” Sam moved to Steve, continuing their conversation
Genesis turned to the man in the red shirt “just so you know, you’re so lucky I have wings or I would’ve been raspberry pancakes with a side of brain matter” she hissed to him which earned her a middle finger from him
“So mature” she scoffed, showing her own middle finger.
“So mature” he mocked the tone of his voice raising to match hers.
Sam and Steve ended the conversation, but stood there in bewilderment looking at the arguing duo. “We don’t want to know do we?” Steve whispered to Sam their eyes still on the two who were hissing and mocking each other
“No we don’t.”
Genesis’ POV:
This was the worst car Steve could ever pick to be used by 3 over gown men. I managed to get comfortable in the back seat as we pulled up to meet Sharon who was sneaking us the boys’ gear.
“Can you move your seat up?” James asked Sam who was sitting on the passenger’s side, it was a horrible car, and I’ve been saying it since I sat in it.
“No.” I snickered at their childishness.
Absolutely not.
“Boo! Steven stop stealing my girl” I yelled out the window when Sharon and Steve shared their kiss.
Sharon looked behind his shoulder winking at me as I wiggled my eye brows. We liked messing around.
3rdPerson’s POV:
The four reached berlin airport waiting around for Clint, not wanting to sit in the car.
Sam let out an annoyed breath when he heard Genesis and James argue again.
It was the announcement Steve made them stop and make their way to the van.
Genesis broke into a sprint when she spotted the red head, pushing the other men out her way. “Sora Mea!” She cried as the two meeting in the middle taking each other in a bone crushing hug, tears leaking out of their eyes from not seeing each other for weeks.
Genesis frantically checked her for any injuries both physical and mental. When she couldn’t find any, she embraced Wanda again.
The others except James smiled at the reunion of the two sisters, James was confused seeing how close they were.
The two talked between themselves ignoring the others. Wanda giggled when she saw Sam panic when Scott Lang started talking about their last encounter, Genesis looked at her questioningly, and Wanda shook her head and twisted her hands, red wisps coming out while she put the image of what had happened to Sam in Genesis’ mind, the two laughed looking at him.
“Oh my god Samuel!” She wheezed making Sam Groan in embarrassment. Genesis moved to Scott “I like you.” she announced shaking his hand, his fanboying increasing.
The people in the basement talked about how they were going to handle the situation, when an announcement rang out, Steve looked at James hoping for a translation.
“They're evacuating the airport.” He translated
“Stark.” Sam and Genesis sighed in Unison
“Stark?” Scott questioned looking around
“Suit up”
“Genesis, I’ll be fine, I’m with Clint” Wanda reassured the brunette who worried for her wellbeing.
“Clint is not me, Wanda” She stressed sighing as she slid off her Leather jacket for her ease.
“We’ll see each other once all of this is over.” Wanda rubbed her arm “Sora, I promise” She promised, Genesis nodded in response begging her to stay safe, while the green eyes girl did the same.
“All the shit I’m doing for you gramps” Genesis huffed while she ran through the terminals of the German airport with Sam and James, She was irritated when Steve assigned missions to them, but did it regardless.
Genesis spotted the Quinjet pointing at it to the other two men “We found it. Their Quinjet's in hanger five, north runway.” Sam informed Steve
“What the fuck?” Genesis wondered out loud when she saw a person, crawling? On the windows.
“Everybody’s got a gimmick now” Sam grunted while they ran.
And before they knew it, the person in red and blue broke through the glass, throwing Genesis and Sam to the ground, Catching Barnes’ metal arm, speaking in awe as he caught it with his bare hands
“Damnit, they’re a kid!” Genesis swore analyzing the person’s voice as Sam went after him, Genesis Conjured her wings, hitting the kid with her energy she summoned, followed by an apology.
“Hi, I’m Peter, Parker…” the introduction came out sheepishly as they webbed the winged duo, Genesis grunted when she couldn’t bring her hands together.
“Is that stuff coming out of you?” Sam asked in disgust
“Do you have organic wings? That is the coolest, and you? You have wings made of Carbon Fiber That would explain the rigidity-flexibility ratio, which, gotta say, that's awesome, man” they gushed as genesis shook her head in disappointment at Stark for bringing a kid into this mess.
“I don't know if you've been a fight before but there's usually not this much talking.” Sam advised, to which the kid apologized
Genesis cried out when James broke through, pushing the four of them onto the floor below, before she could use her powers, her hands were webbed to the floor just like the other two men.
“Guys, look. I'd love to keep this up but I've only got one job here today and I gotta impress Mr. Stark, so, l'm really sorry.” The kid explained from above them, they tried to get out but Redwing caught the web, dragging the kid out and dropped them outside.
“You couldn't have done that earlier?” James asked Sam from their spot on the ground
“I hate you” Sam announced making Genesis laugh only yelping in pain as the Super soldier kicked her.
Genesis hissed in pain as she got up from the floor in her cell. Her head and body throbbing in pain.
She went into chaos when she saw her ring and necklace weren’t in their place, she ran to the glass where she saw the other who fought with her, but she couldn’t find the one person she was looking for. Wanda Maximoff.
Sam noticed her panicking from the cell opposite to her “Gen, hey, you’re okay.” he tried, her eyes met his pleadingly.
“Wanda, where’s Wanda?” she asked desperately.
“She’s two floors below, ones for mutants kid.” Clint answered calmly, which did not help the panicking girl…at all.
“Then why am I not with her, why- where are we?”
“Genesis calm down, we’ll be out before you know it” Sam stated not wanting anything more than to stay by her side.
“Oh my god I’m gonna kill Barnes.” she muttered pacing around the room not knowing what was going on.
It was around a week later, God Genesis went out of her mind without Wanda or the last thing of Pietro she had, if it weren’t for Sam and his stupidest jokes.
Now she stood there, giving a smirk of amusement at Steve who was breaking everybody out.
Now they had to do one thing…
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belleinhell · 5 days ago
Genesis- Civil War- Shot 2
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‘What the hell went wrong?’ James Barnes thought as he walked the streets of Bucharest, feeling the presence of the girl in his vicinity, he thought about how just a month ago they laughed about something Steve had done on a mission, and now she wouldn’t utter a word, a scowl is the highest expression he would get whenever he tried to get to her.
‘Is what I’m doing wrong?’ Genesis Reign thought, as she dodged the people, her eyes trained on the super soldier, it was wrong yes. But to her it was right thing to do. She felt selfish but she wanted to be selfish, she was too scared and she let herself be.
“all right that’s it I’m done” James spoke to himself turning around and walking towards the girl, swiftly grabbing her leading her to an empty ally, how ironic was it that they ended up in the same ally they did a year ago.
“What the hell is wrong with you Barnes?” she hissed at the sudden movement “people could’ve seen us” she scolded, while he held an extremely unamused expression.
He scoffed “what the hell is wrong with me? What the hell is wrong with you?” Genesis was taken aback with the tone of his voice, she knew that he could see the walls she put up higher than ever “are you going to keep acting like you have a stick up your ass?” he sneered at her making her scoff.
“You know what maybe I will, because it’s none of your fucking business.” her words were as sharp as the dagger strapped to her thigh. “Get the fuck away from me and go feed your obsession with plums” she smiled the biggest fake one she could muster.
He muttered an ‘unbelievable’ under his breath, letting her go, knowing it was hopeless getting her to open up, now that a newfound hatred for him grew in her.
Did she find out about the things I did as the Winter Soldier? Did I wrong her as…him? Or is she just a big fucking ass?’ Those thoughts clouded the mind of the super soldier as he walked through the markets of the city.
Genesis was beyond worried now, pacing around her apartment, clutching on to her phone, checking it in every 2 minutes, she hadn’t received any source of communication from Wanda, and she was mortified as she stood beside James looking at the TV which played the breaking news, Lagos. She tried contacting Wanda, the first day she never picked up, Genesis let it go thinking maybe Wanda just needed time for herself, but now? It had been a week and still no call from her.
Oh was it a bad Idea to switch on the TV to distract herself. The controller dropped on the hard wood floor, Genesis was so close to slapping herself, she let Barnes out of her sight, and he never asked her, she ran out of the house in a frenzy to the market hoping it wasn’t too late, the news played in repeat.
“More than 70 people have been injured. At least 12 are dead, including Wakanda's King T'Chaka. Officials have released a video of a suspect who they have identified as James Buchanan Barnes, the Winter Soldier. The infamous HYDRA agent, linked to numerous acts of terrorism and political assassinations.”
“God fucking damnit.”
“Fuck you Barnes, I was not there for an hour and the feds know we’re here.” Genesis shut the door of her apartment, moving around while he took out the bags, she checked outside for any threats.
Now the Duo made their way to his own place he was starting to call home.
“Jesus Fuck! Steve!” She called out to her star-spangled best friend. He turned around to look at them, he was pretty confused as to why the two were together
Genesis still warily looked out when she heard the building shake with vibrations while to two men talked among themselves.
“Steve he wasn’t there in Vienna. He was here with me.” Genesis vouched for the ex-assassin while she put on her communication device.
“With you?” Sam’s amused voice broke through the second she put it on, she rolled her eyes.
“Not like that bird shit.” she huffed
“Alright come on, let the old couple deal with their shit” he laughed, Genesis felt uneasy with the idea.
“We’ll be fine, go to Sam.” The Captain ordered, she flew out before the task force could make their way in.
“Sam” Genesis called out when she spotted a man clad in a metallic black suit representing that of a cat?
“Sam, southwest rooftop.” Steve announced to the Duo who were airborne
“Who the hell's the other guy?” Genesis Asked in disbelief
“About to find out.” she saw Steve jump off the building as he finished the sentence.
It was a high tension chase below her and Sam, Genesis panicked when she lost visual on the trio below her as they went under a bridge. “Genesis, I can’t shake this guy off” Steve complained.
“On my way” she confirmed as she dived under an opening to her luck she came directly behind Steve and the man she pulled her palms together sending a wave of energy at the black suited man, her eyes widened when it did nothing to harm the person.
If that didn’t take her off guard, when the man got a hold of her while she desperately tried to get him off.
“James no!” she yelled when the man threw a bomb which attached itself to the end of the underpass.
Steve swerves the 4x4 through the rubble, leaps out and pulls Black Panther away from James. Steve stood up, pulling Genesis who landed on the cold ground from the blast, facing sleek and muscular Black Panther. Armed police arrive and surround them, guns aimed. War Machine leaps down from above and raises both hands.
“Stand down now!” James Rhodes ordered, Genesis panted heavily. “Congratulations cap, Wings for days, you’re criminals.” He stated grudgingly making Genesis sigh from besides the Barnes man.
Police move in and force Bucky to his knees. Black Panther raises his hands. A cop moves Steve's arms behind his back. Black Panther retracts his claws and pulls off his mask revealing his face. It's T'Challa.
“Fuck” Genesis ran her hands through her hair.
“Sorry Genesis.” Rhodes looked apologetically at her, she looked at him confused as to why he was apologizing when she felt a sting to her neck, her eyes widened at the familiarity. She was scared now, she didn’t want to be treated the way she was since she was born she didn’t want to go back
Sam’s eyes widened when he saw the girl fall to her knees in pain, crying out in a negative manner. “what the hell are you doing?”
James Barnes saw her in pain and immediately tried to get to her but the police kept him in place. “no stop! She’s innocent! Stop! You’re hurting her! Stop!” he called out in desperation hoping it would stop the girl who was now losing her conscious, Steve looked at him in surprise when he saw him fight for Genesis.
Sam was able to catch her before she completely collapsed on the concrete and hurt herself.
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belleinhell · 7 days ago
I'm kind of crying now... This beautiful, j want this please. Saints *fans face*
coming out to draco as bi
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requested by anonymous
pairing. draco malfoy x female! reader (platonic!)
note. to the absolute darling who requested this, i hope you love it. i’m pretty sure it’s bi pride day (or like 1.5 hours to it lol). i adore every single one of you. you are amazing. i know this is female reader, but too all the bi boys out there just know i love and appreciate you just the same.
by the way... i made this a platonic pairing because the plot kinda called for it, i hope that’s okay !
this isn’t proofread so plz excuse any mistakes. thankss
you had been friends with draco for what felt like forever
honestly you were one of his favourite friends, he’d never admit it ofcourse, he wasn’t going soft or anything
very, very few students at hogwarts were out of the closet
you were not one of them
but they all seemed so...heck you didn’t even know. but they were themselves, and so proud to be who they were that it made you feel like you could be yourself aswell
you wondered if perhaps coming out would all be okay
that you’d be loved and accepted in the same way
suddenly i’m dr. suess
so overtime you tried to gain the courage but the words just didn’t come out
you didn’t really try again til a party in the slytherin common room, where draco came and sat with you
‘what’s got you so sad?’ he asked
‘well....you’ve been sitting over here silent for the whole party. excuse me for thinking something’s wrong.’
‘it’s nothing, draco.’
‘i’m not leaving till you tell me. it would be much easier for us both if you did sooner than later.’
you weren’t sure what to say—so you told the truth
‘i like this person, and they like someone else.’
‘obviously he’s a complete moron’
‘she’s not. she’s perfect.’
where the fuck did that come from? certainly the firewhisky talking
‘you like girls [Y/N]?’
the nervous feeling picked up after he asked that
‘.....and boys’
and you finally look over to him
and he’s just sitting there smiling at you
a genuine draco smile
‘i’m proud of you, you know that?’
and the nervous feeling washes away because ofcourse he was
he may be a dickhead but he loved his friends
especially you
you were such a amazing person
he couldn’t help but admire the complete and beautiful human you were becoming
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draco malfoy @dracodear @irishbish @viirgobbyy @angstywhore @littlemaladaptivedaydreamer @princekooks
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belleinhell · 7 days ago
Shadow and bone season two has been confirmed
*volcra noises*
The ice court heist
I can't-
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belleinhell · 7 days ago
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no i’m not gonna shut up about it.
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belleinhell · 8 days ago
I think I just woke my family up with my inhuman scream-
how it started:
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how it’s going:
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belleinhell · 8 days ago
What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too. 
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belleinhell · 8 days ago
Honestly sam wilson being single is the most unrealistic part of the mcu
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belleinhell · 9 days ago
Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.
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belleinhell · 9 days ago
Fuck me and my scared ass to color my Wanda Maximoff art-
Someone help meeee
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belleinhell · 10 days ago
Me falling for Loki:
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