bellebeaumonde

[bellebeaumonde]

allow yourself to be in love for a minute

let this feeling took over your life

make all your thoughts about him

just for a moment

love

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[bellebeaumonde]

nothing impresses me

I don’t care about how much money you make and what kind of job you have

The car you drive, believe I’ve driven better

The people you know, means nothing to me

The places you’ve seen, I’ve probably seen them too

The university you went to, was my safe school

I want to know your dreams and fears

What makes you cry in the middle of the night

Your favourite colour and who you wanted to be as a child

Why you never call your mom and who is this girl that broke your heart

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[bellebeaumonde]

just because I don’t say it

or I don’t show it

it doesn’t mean that I don’t feel it

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[bellebeaumonde]

I miss you

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[bellebeaumonde]

we might be good now

we have new things to talk about

we went through some shit

but you still remind me of the bad old times

which I’ve been trying to forget for years

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[bellebeaumonde]

it breaks my heart and mind

just knowing how much I miss you

the desire to live through that just one more time is unbearable

even though our feelings are mutual

the timing and place is not on our side

and it does not matter how much I want it now

at the end my answer will always be

no

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[bellebeaumonde]

we were only perfect in my head

because the reality was different

and I still refuse to see it

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[bellebeaumonde]

I just want you to know this now

that there will be days like this one

when I won’t leave my bed

I won’t eat

I won’t talk

I might cry or I’ll just sit with my face straight

Those days will come and go

but I’ll always be here,

just not in the same form as usually

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[bellebeaumonde]

when nothing except that one tv show feels right

when everything gets boring after five minutes

when your favourite food doesn’t look as good as always

when you feel like crying without a reason

those feelings that are so familiar and you try so hard to not go back to old habits

but there is something comforting in them

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[bellebeaumonde]

everyday I’m asking myself

is it you

or is it the idea of you

that I created in my head

are the memories

that I hold on to so hard

are real

were you really the perfect

and I just messed up everything

like I always do

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[bellebeaumonde]

I’m lying on the floor

With me head half full

And my drink half empty

I’m so sick of my mind

Because it always tell me I’m not enough

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[bellebeaumonde]

Maybe when I’m older I’ll realise how wrong this was

Maybe then I’ll see everything what my friends saw

Maybe when I’ll loose my innocence, our story will look different

Maybe when I’m older I’ll see that we acted like two teenagers when in fact I was the one fresh out of high school

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[bellebeaumonde]

And I never wish bad things to happen to people,

But I certainly do not wish you any good in life.

I believe you will get exactly what you gave us,

And no one ever will believe you or take your side.

Your life will be filled with as twice tears and blood,

as ours were because of you.

That’s just how karma works.

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[bellebeaumonde]

You make me hate everything you like

I hate when people say I look and sound like you

And every Mother’s Day feels like a chore that I’m

not allowed to fail

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