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belatalbotgf · 5 hours
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i don't understand how i am supposed to live with this profound sadness. to be honest
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belatalbotgf · 5 hours
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journal entry (march 20 2024)
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belatalbotgf · 5 hours
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let's play a game it's called how long can i pretend i don't have basic needs and human emotions
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belatalbotgf · 5 hours
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“Nobody’s going to want to sit on high-speed rail for fifteen hours to get from New York City to LA.”
Me. I will sit on high-speed rail for fifteen hours. I’ll sit on it for days. I’ll write and read and nap and eat and then do it all over again. I’ll stare out the windows and see America from ground level and not have to drive. I’ll see the Rockies and the deserts and cornfields and the Mississippi River and your house and yours and yours too. I’ll make up stories in my head about the small towns I see as we go along. I’ll see the states I’ve yet to see because driving or flying there is a fucking slog and expensive to boot. I’ll enjoy the ride as much as the destination. And then I’ll do it all over again to come the fuck home.
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belatalbotgf · 6 days
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belatalbotgf · 7 days
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I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!! continues not only living like this but in fact gets actively worse with time
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belatalbotgf · 8 days
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for every we're so back there are three consecutive it's so overs
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belatalbotgf · 8 days
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it's me and this feeling of emptiness against the world
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belatalbotgf · 8 days
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trying your best does not mean putting an unbearable amount of strain on yourself.
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belatalbotgf · 9 days
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oh we can't turn back time? that's cool, I'll spend the rest of my life wishing I could though
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belatalbotgf · 11 days
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belatalbotgf · 11 days
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you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out
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belatalbotgf · 14 days
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Being on Tumblr from ten years ago until now and seeing how it's aged is so funny. When I first got here everything was like "haha lol so random, superwholock, taquitos, tumblr university!" but today I just scrolled past three different memes about tax season
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belatalbotgf · 14 days
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got an addiction to sad weird guys unfortunately
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belatalbotgf · 15 days
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We’re all just ex-emo kids tryin to make it in this post-emo world
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belatalbotgf · 16 days
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belatalbotgf · 16 days
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do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.
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