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Shout out to the fic writers who write in English even though it's not their native language. Whether you just started and are using Google Translate more often than not, or you've been doing it for years and still translating sayings from your native tongue word for word that don't make much sense in English.

Your addition to the fandom is important and unique purple prose would be missed without your input. Don't give up even if you're unhappy with your progression. Remember that your writing is better today than it was yesterday, and that it'll be better tomorrow than it was today.

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Lately I been really into the idea of studying a masters degree in Austria taught in English despite not knowing German.... but after my bad experiences in Scotland and catching a bit of Brexit Britain, I'm not sure that my parents would support this again lmao...

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I hate it when these stupid apps I have on my phone want me to update them before I can use them again... ugh

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the best part about strangelove by depeche mode is when dave gahan goes 'pain. will you return it. i'll say it again. pain'

and then he does say it again once or twice until he goes 'i won't say it again' and then he doesn't

#i actually covered this song in 2013 #was devastated that i lost the recording

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Sometimes people don’t see you for who you are, but that doesn’t mean there is nothing there to see. Sometimes people just see what they want to. Their indifference is on them, and it doesn’t mean your worthless. I hope you find someone who likes you as you are, and I hope you know that the rejection based on a warped perception of you doesn’t make you useless because you’re not supposed to be an object valued only by it can be worked to their advantage. The way they treated you shows who they truly are, and it’s not necessarily a reflection of your own character.

You’re not their absence of their love for you, you’re not empty, and you should not be treated as invisible. Their indifference and lack of understanding is hindering their own relationships, but please don’t let it keep you away from meeting new people because you’re afraid their perception of worthlessness was real. It is not. You are enough. You always were. And you deserve to be out in the world, you deserve connecting with people who will get you, but first you must let them in. It feels risky, I know, but it is worth it.

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Thinking about how I didn't have that Queer Experience in high school

Realizing that not being attracted to anybody, sexually or romantically, WAS That Queer Experience

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Quiet people are aware that they are quiet. You don’t need to remind them.

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Russia, 1881: We’re gonna kill any Jew that doesn’t flee Russia. We’re restricting Jewish emigration to Europe, but permitting emigration to the Middle East.

Germany, Austria, Italy, Hungary, Romania, Bulgaria, Finland, Slovakia, Croatia, France, and others, 1933-1945: We’re gonna kill every Jew in Europe. Flee to the US or Palestine, or die trying.

The US, 1927-1952: Yeah sorry we’re restricting Jewish immigrants to like. 300 people per country. So good luck getting in. We recommend that Jews go to Palestine instead. Btw we are looking to take in Nazi scientists if you know any

Egypt, 1947-1950: We’re rounding up all our Jews and deporting them to Israel

Iraq, 1951-1952: We’re rounding up all our Jews and deporting them to Israel

Algeria, 1962-1965: We’re pressuring and intimidating Jews in the hopes that they’ll all leave the country and go to Israel

Egypt, 1956: We’re rounding up all our Jews and deporting them to Israel (again)

Egypt and Libya, 1967: We’re rounding up, torturing, and killing all our Jews. The ones that survive can flee to Israel

Poland, 1968: The Jews in our country are already loyal to Israel. They will face dire consequences if they don’t leave our country and go to Israel

Ethiopia, 1974-1985: We’re going to marginalize and eventually try to kill all our Jews, and the only way they can escape is by being airlifted out of the country by Israeli helicopters

The US, 2023: Why can’t the Israeli Jews just go back to where they came from? Don’t they all have dual citizenship or whatever?

#that's not true #Bulgaria has saved its Jews during WW2

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I'm not really happy single.... I wonder what it must be like to be the kind of chick that guys desire and approve of...

#i waited for so long and I still get sausages #i feel ignored #it's just not fair #being hidden #feeling forgotten

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sometimes I dream a lot about getting a boob job... I need breast reduction and lifting of the boobs...

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I should probably lose weight first before I get back on the dating stuff... but tbh if a guy really likes you and if he is the one he should like you when you are fat and short too, not only when you are thin...

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I wish that I could be in my 20s again... wish I was younger already.

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omg why I can't sleep tonight...

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#I'm currently living with my parents and I will inherit the flat #I used to live in a student flat and in university housing too #used to pay rent for a spare room in a shared flat

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Bram Stoker's Dracula artwork by Mike Mignola, from the comic book adaptation of the 1992 film by Mignola and writer Roy Thomas.