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I noticed you haven’t been online in 10 hours, is therapy finally working?

this websites hate mail game is ruthless

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All right, yes, I want to date and shop and hang out and go to school and save the world from unspeakable demons. You know, I wanna do girlie stuff!

Sarah Michelle Gellar as Buffy Summers in Buffy the Vampire Slayer (1997-2003)

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me @ my mutuals

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"I don't personally understand that, but oh well" is a great alternative to deciding that something either can't exist or is a threat to you.

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*booking an mri* what if I accidentally have a pacemaker. what if I got secret bone surgery and forgot about the pins

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completely understand ur latest post about tfc and feel free not to answer this! but i am just wondering if you’ll ever put switchblade back up? totally fine if you don’t, but it was one of my favourite fics and meant a lot to me and i still think about it whenever i think about tfc. i actually reread it a year ago haha and it was so good it still held up to all my memories of it. just wanted to let u know 🩷

that's really sweet but honestly i haven't really thought about it that much. it means a lot to me too but it's also been a source of some pretty bad fandom rage, and i still have a sour taste in my mouth over it that i haven't lost just yet so idk

also i never realised it was such a thing to message authors if one of their fics is taken down? i had more messages since hiding it than i had in the previous like 2 years preceding it, including from a lot of people who don't even follow me, and somehow i feel weird about that too. not you specifically anon (clearly you follow me to see my thrilling posts), just the general collection of messages and asks.

a reminder also that there is a full podfic of switchblade that's still available (it is user locked fyi)

#bee talks to people #a switchblade is my preferred weapon #my fic

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It's Yuri to have two girls intensely hate each other right?

#the locked tomb vibes

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maybe this is an unpopular opinion but even when i'm absolutely obsessed with characters, i don't care at all about the actors who play them. they're just people, why are y'all putting them on a pedestal.

#OR THE PEOPLE WHO WRITE THE BOOKS #stop getting your hearts broken by getting obsessed with real people challenge

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one of the most infuriating things about becoming an adult is when you realize that it actually is 10x easier to solve problems by making a phone call vs literally any other communication method

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“how would you feel if someone blocked you just because they found you annoying?” then i wouldn’t have to interact with someone who thinks i’m annoying? i don’t see a problem

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Source

Source

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say whatever you want about me on anon, i have to post it without any comment

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"tumblr thinks this" "tumblr users act like that" the only thing all tumblr users do is look at posts.

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thinking about tfc instead of studying and i shall jumble down my thoughts on the new book and why i probs won't read it:

a) my entry into fandom as one of the first to write fic (there were less than 50 tfc fics on ao3 when i wrote touchstone which is buck wild) was triggered by 50% enjoyment of the characters and 50% the thought I could do better. whether or not this was true when i was 23 doesn't matter and is in retrospect pretty funny but still.

b) i was a fucked up 23 year old and my involvement in the fandom back then was tied up in my mental health being a total dumpster fire to the point where the two main features of 2016 and 2017 for me were aftg and being super depressed. and i just don't wanna go back there tbh. it's very tangled up in my head and i don't love it.

c) totally undeveloped characters from ten+ years ago that have been widely explored by fandom including me are always going to be weird to read canon stuff about after this much time. i didn't like the extra content for that reason (and also that the author was needlessly into increasingly violent untagged stuff that kept popping up on my dash despite my best goddamned efforts) and i feel the same way about a new book.

anyway this is my very public diary and opinion and y'all can do what you want ofc but i will probs continue to live in peace and judiciously blacklist the tags

#tfc #bee talks to people

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I fully believe Neil sent this to the foxes post Baltimore

#yeah ok that's funny #the foxhole court