awomantryingherbest

[awomantryingherbest]

Well I made a promise to myself to write in this everyday. Unfortunately I am sick with a cold and haven't felt like doing much of anything really. I hope all of you are doing well in this world and I hope to really start blogging as soon as possible.

#home & lifestyle #spirituality #i hate being sick #mental health

[awomantryingherbest]

I am a woman who has Depression, Anxiety, ADD, PTSD, and Aspergers.

Throughout my childhood and teen years I experienced love from my mom but could never really find it through my dad. I love him and he loves me but he never really was a Dad. He never really knew how to be one. I experienced emotional abuse from him constantly. I have a problem where I need his acceptance and to hear the words I am proud of you. What's it called? Daddy issues?

Of course like almost every girl I've had plenty of boyfriends and have experienced plenty of things when it came to love. Then I met this one guy we were together throughout our entire 20s. However, all I experienced from him was emotional and mental abuse. Also a lot of gas lighting. He was who I thought to be the only one I would be with because that's how he made it seem. He painted a beautifully yet frightening picture.

This blog is about me. A woman just trying her best to get back up from the ground and live the life she deserves to live.

There will be happy, funny, geeky, sad, anger, and very dark blogs. Reader discretion advised.

#spirituality #gaming #funny #home & lifestyle #travel #music #mental health