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Empty promises...empty dreams

Empty promises..empty dreams - [ angst ]

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-- summary: In a cruel and unfair world, two best friends are trying to survive together, not knowing what might happen along the way. Sadly, one doesn't notice the struggles of the other, turning a blind eye to her struggles.

-- genre: angst

-- word count: 1,081

content warnings: angst

mars notes. i honestly thought of this mid-coding class, it's based on a few things that have happened in my life (just the separation of me and my best friend the rest is complete fiction!!). this took me a few hours to make so i hope you enjoy it, i haven't written something in so long so i apologize if it's not to liking. i hope you enjoy this <3

There wasn't anything that could've possibly gone wrong in their lives. Well, at least that's what they thought. And they were wrong. Very wrong.

These two have always been inseparable, their bond is forged in the fires of adversity. They grew up together in a bleak neighborhood, a place where hope was a distant dream, a place where they always clung to each other for support, for comfort, as they slowly navigated through the treacherous "waters" of poverty and despair hand in hand. As they grew older, life became increasingly merciless. The weight of responsibilities pressed down on their shoulders, threatening to crush their spirits. But they always fought to survive, scraping by on a meager wages and shattered dreams.

Chiyo, with his cheerful spirit, always refused to succumb to the darkness. He worked tirelessly, using his determination as a beacon of hope in their bleak existence. Yet, with every step forward, it seemed like the world pushed him two steps back. Bills piled up like an insurmountable mountain, and the weight of his burdens threatened to suffocate him.

On the other hand...Akari seemed to glide through life effortlessly. Blessed with good looks and charm, opportunities seemed to fall right into her hands like ripe fruit from a tree. But beneath all that radiant facade, Akari harbored her own demons, who were invisible to the outside world.

As the days turned into weeks, and weeks into months, a growing chasm began to form between these two friends.... Where once there had been laughter and camaraderie, now lay a silent divide, obscured by unspoken resentments and unacknowledged pain.

current time: 5:43 pm - location: Chiyo's apartment

A knock on the door. Chiyo sighs, setting the pen down and walks over to open it. Akari stands there, her hair styled flawlessly, a designer purse slung over her shoulder.

"Hey..you busy?" Akari spoke softly, waiting for his reply.

Chiyo steps aside to let her in, Akari scanning the room, a flicker of discomfort crossing her face.

"Just paperwork. Im trying to untangle this mess of late fees." Chiyo sighed and closed the door behind Akari.

Akari avoided his gaze.

"Ugh, tell me about it. My cable bill went up again. Ridiculous, right?" Akari scoffed, and Chiyo forced a smile.

"Yeah, real pain. So, what brings you by?" Chiyo cleared his throat. Akari hesitates, but then reaches into her purse and pulls out two tickets. "I got us tickets to that new rooftop bar everyone's been buzzing about. Remember how we used to dream of these places? Thought it'd be fun to go, catch up." Akari smiled a bit, not noticing how Chiyo's smile faded as he stared at the tickets. "That's....really nice of you, Akari. But i can't afford something like that right now." He gestures at the pile of bills on the table, and Akari's smile falters. "Oh come on, Chiyo. Don't worry about the money. Consider this my treat!" She tried to lighten up the mood, but Chiyo just shakes his head. "It's not just the money, im swamped with extra shifts all weekend--"

Akari throws her hands up in frustration. "Always with the work! When was the last time you let yourself relax? We haven't had a decent night out in forever!"

"Maybe that's because things are different now, Akari. Life doesn't stop throwing punches just because we want a break." Chiyo groaned and sat on the couch, silence hung heavy in the air. Akari looks around the room again, her eyes are filled with a complicated mix of emotions. "I...I miss how things used to be. We used to face everything together. Remember when we'd pool our last few bucks for a single slice of pizza, and it felt like a feast?"

Chiyo's face softens. "Yeah, we were good at that. Back then, it felt like we could overcome anything, as long as we had each other."

"So why does it feel so different now?" Akari frowns.

"Maybe life took us down different paths. You seem to be doing well by yourself, Akari. I'm happy for you. Truly." Chiyo sighs, looking down at his hands.

Akari steps closer to him, her eyes searching his face. "But what about you, Chiyo? Are you happy?"

A long beat. Chiyo forces another smile. "Hey, i'm still standing, right? That's gotta count for something. Besides, you know me. Always gotta keep chasing that little flicker of hope!"

Akari nods slowly, forcing a smile. "Maybe we just need to find our way back to each other. Like we used to."

Chiyo looked up, noticing tears on Akari's face. "Or.. maybe it's better of if we go our separate ways.."

"S-separate ways? After everything?" Akari's voice trembled.

Chiyo avoided her gaze, focusing on the worn texture of the couch. "Maybe that's what life does, Akari. It stretches us thin and tears us apart at the seams. Sometimes, letting go is the only way to keep from being ripped in half. " His voice was raspy, his words laced with a quiet despair that mirrored the bleakness of the room. Akari took a step back, her designer purse suddenly feeling like a burden.

"But... we used to be a team! Remember? We promised to face everything together, no matter how bad it got!" She reached out, her hand hovering in the space between them, but Chiyo didn't reach back.

"Promises are easy when your bellies are full and your dreams are bright. But reality, Akari... reality has a way of dimming that light." A single tear escaped his eye, tracing a path down his cheek. Akari's hand dropped to her side, her smile replaced with a grimace of defeat.

"So... this is it then? This is goodbye?!" Akari snapped.

Chiyo closed his eyes, a single, choked sob escaping his lips. "Maybe for now. Maybe forever" His voice sounded barely like a whisper.

Akari turned away, her shoulders slumped. Without another word, she walked towards the door, leaving behind the echoes of their broken promises in the silent apartment. Chiyo remained on the couch, the weight of their fractured bond settling heavily upon him, a stark reminder that even the strongest friendships can crumble under the relentless pressure of life.

The once vibrant rooftop bar tickets lay forgotten on the table, a cruel reminder of a future that would never be. All that remained was the cold comfort of a flickering hope, now dimmer than ever, struggling to survive in the desolate landscape of their shattered dreams.

this was focused on Chiyo's part, if you want to see Akari's part don't be afraid to tell me <3

do ya'll want me to make more stories/one-shots/wtv? i can write them with idols if you wish as well, idk :/

#omgggg AMAZING WRITING MARSSSS!!!#i love how you structure your dialogue. i feel for chiyo omggg my dude 😭#friend breakups literally haunt me out of nowhere #angst writing #original writing #short story

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secret

seonghwa x reader

fluff, smut

warning: fem! reader, unprotected sex, cum play, fingering, alcohol + marijuana mentioned

word count: 2.5k

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the way he stared at you from across the fire made you flush - and not from the burning flames. his gaze hard and seductive, his bottom lip tucked loosely between his teeth. his wet jet black hair splayed across parts of his forehead from the deep ocean he had been night swimming in.

you and park seonghwa had a little secret to keep from the others

something only the two of you knew about, and something your seven other friends couldn’t know about.

“you all good y/n?” yunho pipes up beside you, making youther concentration pull away from the man across the makeshift driftwood bench you seated yourself down at. yunho’s features displayed with worry and confusion, “you haven't even touched any of the food - this is a bonfire girl, get livin’!” his little shoulder groove made you let out a small laugh and shake your head just slightly.

“oh no yuyu, i’m all good, i’m sorry. my mind is all over the place” you say while you raise your hand that has a hold of your bottle of alcohol and joint between your two fingers. “just me and my high ass”

this makes him laugh and shove your shoulder in a friendly manner, and you peek a quick glance at seonghwa once again - finding him staring back with a smirk, his own hand coming up to bring his drink to his parting lips. “well, just had to make sure” yunho adds after he finishes snickering. “you should go out for a dip, it might clear your head”.

this piqued your interest as you began to nod your head with a growing smile, “yeah yunho, that actually sounds really nice.”

“of course babe, just make sure to not go out alone - we can’t have you drifting too far off in the night” and with letting out one last chuckle, he dips his head and jogs off to where mingi and hongjoong were debating - probably about the right way to roast a marshmallow or something of the sort. (you didn’t even bother to look)

perking the arch of your brow up slightly, your eyes catch seonghwas one final time and you decide to take control of the situation. having grown tired of sending flirtatious notions towards each other for most of the night. so, standing up from the driftwood below you, a single nod of your head has seonghwa lifting from his seated position swiftly with an all knowing smile.

“shit!!!” you hiss out, elbows flying out to keep your arms lifted - your face pulling with a clenched jaw. “its freeeeezing”

submerged to your lower ribs, t-shirt halfway soaked, you watch seonghwa dunk below the moon reflected and rippling surface. subconsciously taking a breath in and holding it until he emerges once more.

only then, you let out a small shriek as you feel his nimble fingers just barely dip under your shirt. right above your navel, causing a flutter of excitement in your stomach

“how’s it goin?” he asks you dumbly with a big grin, the glimmering water droplets running down his face. you try and refrain from watching one trail all the way down his chin as your gaze just barely drops down to peek-

“y/n?” he asks again, finally succeeding at getting ahold of your attention, you lift your eyes up and let a small giggle pass. your body submerged in the moving water, yet going nowhere under his soft hold - merely swaying in intoxication. “i'm having fun,” you blankly say with a know it all look, taking in another deep breath - only for an involuntary shiver to chatter in your jaw. his eyes soften at this, and his fingers slide up and around to caress your back and lower shoulders. the feeling makes itself very apparent on your goosebump covered skin. “oh yeah?” he asks, biting back a laugh just watching your eyes squint with yet another infectious snort. “why are you so giggly” he joins.

it was a dumb question really, but that was all part of the fun

lifting your chin a bit higher, your lips just inches away from his - you take your arms over his bare shoulders and lift up off your feet, bringing them around his waist. “i dont know, maybe because im high?” your obvious response made him roll his eyes and finally lower his hold, and support your new position. one hand on your lower back and the other unapologetically on your ass, the contact in turn making you naturally sink more into him.

“o-oh” a small moan escapes your throat as your panty covered heat brushes against his now hardening bulge, having seonghwa let out a responsive grunt.

then silence.

“whatcha doin now” he pipes lowly, slowly closing the distance between the both of your lips and stopping just before you connect. under his close proximity, you adjust strategically and almost deviously - by fully grinding down on his erection. “trying to get you hard” you simply reply, earning a full on moan from seonghwa just before you close the space entirely. swallowing his sounds, the taste of the salty water and alcohol mix with your fighting tongues.

arousal floods your system as your hips continue their grinding motions, seonghwa’s hold on your ass helping guide by tugging and pushing away. and it wasn’t until his hard on painfully strained against the thin suctioned fabric of his boxers he pulled off your mouth, unable to take any more torment. lifting your hips off of him, you whine out from both the loss of pleasurable sensation to your cunt, and the temperature difference of being pulled off his own body heat. though seonghwas hold still on you, your legs drop back down and your feet land down into the sandy ocean bottom.

“okay, y/n, you got me hard” he laughs, exasperatingly. trying to calm his own lust and desire despite the very apparent aroused state. this only makes you roll your eyes and pout.

“you dont wanna fuck?”

seonghwa shakes his head quickly and for the first time looks back at the small group of boys back on the beach yelling back and forth. then back to you - and you're shivering, leading him immediately into decision.

releasing his hold on you completely he leans in for a moment before trudging his way back to shore - “let's get you out of the water and continue, yeah?”

making your way past the scattered friend group was easier than you had initially thought, it just took one look from hongjoong, yunho and yeosang for them to assume the both of you were headed to the parked cars in order for a change of clothes. (the other boys were very immersed in their game of longest handstand, which jongho and san currently battled for the first place it seemed).

the night sky still bright with the lunar glow, you're drawn out of your thoughts when seonghwa gently caresses the back right side of your waist, speaking with a soft tone while closing in towards the vehicles by the beachgrass, “are you wanting to continue?”. looking up, you smile excitedly and nod in response. turning your body to press up against him again once you two disappear behind the car's cover. only this time are you grounded, your intoxicated state backing you up - tongue wetting your lower lip seductively, seonghwa’s grip tightens on you after he chokes out yet another moan. your hand placed over the top of his trousers, palming the (very prominent) hard on he had from moments before.

“please”

how could he refuse such a plea, especially from you - nimble hand between his thighs, your eyes merely staring up into his- almost doe like. taking a look down to watch your hand, seonghwa gives some time to deliberately roll his hips into your opposing touch. “fuck y/n,” he curses, his free hand going down to grab your wrist, “you drive me crazy”

you politely giggle, a blush spreading across your cheeks. “enough talk,” taking the lead once more, you lift up onto your toes and lock lips with him. the both of you in yet another fight for control, moans get swallowed and your positions naturally change. lifted up from the ground, seonghwa slows down the kiss and with one hand (not holding your straddling thighs up) opens the backseat door of his car.

the distant conversations and game shouts from over by the bonfire fade out as he sits you down carefully on the seat. “can i take your panties off?” he questions while casually dropping his trunks, or rather peeling off the wet almost plastered fabric - your eyes dart up before you can catch sight of his cock. your blood runs hot and you feel your pussy clench in anticipation, arousal already leaking from your core, “of course” you confirm, readily lifting your hips to help him grab the waistline. silently smiling, your heart swells from hearing his usual ask for consent.

“i love when you smile,” seonghwa cheers, confidently sliding off your underwear and tossing them into the front passenger seat. the remark makes you roll your eyes, “you always say that, come on i’m getting impatient” you groan out, wiggling your hips and slightly opening your legs with a knowing intention. “we can confess all we want after you fuck me, ‘kay?”

seonghwa laughs at this, and you don’t even have time to realize ‘confess’ was your word choice before lips latch to the nape of your neck and an awaited sigh falls from you. his tongue gently swiping across the smooth skin, seonghwa leans over more into you and when his prominent erection brushes against your inner thigh you snake your hand down to fist him.

he immediately shutters under your touch, pausing his peppering to your pulse points. his heavy and shaking breathing only pushes you further, so beginning to fully jerk him off you watch him attentively from below.

“so handsy” he teases with an airy voice, his adams apple bobbing as he swallows hard, “why don't you help yourself baby, yeah?”

wetting your lips another flutter of excitement confines in your lower stomach, and with an agreeing nod you guide him into position. seonghwa swiftly moves in motion with you and does the go ahead and carefully inches himself completely in your cunt.

feeling his dick glide deeper with ease from all your slick, your walls dilate around him and you both moan in unison- followed with a shared giggle.

“much better” you snide, your voices pitch slightly higher as your body adjusts to his size, making his cock twitch. he smiles and once again dips down to kiss you passionately.

sliding himself out slowly he then- with deliberate ease, thrusts back in. your legs wrap around his waist in response and the sounds of pleasure spill out of both your mouths when he breaks from your lips. “so perfect” he huffs out in an awe-like manner, speeding up. the quicker and harder force makes your tits bounce and high pitched cries flood out your open mouth, his dick reaching deep inside your cunt, kissing your cervix with pleasurable ease.

“oh fuck seonghwa” you mewl, looking up with knit brows at the man above, “yes, right there!!” you watch as he smirks and lowers his eyes down, clenching around him tightly in response. feeling your high near closer and closer with every quick thrust. a hiss of buckling euphoria comes out of seonghwa’s clenched teeth, his dick twitching at the sight of him disappearing inside your tight spasming wetness. his thrusts faltering slightly.

“god- y/n baby, where do you want me to come?” he chokes out as he grabs your hips, slowing down his movements. the grip on you shoots to the pit of your stomach and more arousal floods just hearing him all whiny for you, “anywhere please just don’t stop now.”

with your green light, it had seonghwa pounding into you yet again, his hold getting tighter as he burrowed deep with every rut of his hips.

neither of you had time or care to realize the whole car shifting with your bodies.

grunting, seonghwa gives two more rapid thrusts and pulls out just as he reaches orgasm. his cum spurting out on your cunt. he moans heavily while watching it drip all over, “fuckkkk” he curses, and you whine with your bottom lip between your teeth - hips bucking up for more, “im so close hwa, please don’t stop” you tell him again.

his dick used and twitching, seonghwa is quick to carefully slip two fingers inside your pussy. his release mixes in with your slick as he fucks his cum deep with every thrust of his digits. curling his fingers and stimulating your g-spot repeatedly, your jaw goes slack and your body begins to shake with your climax. “yesyesyessss” you cry out, bundle of pleasure snapping. your thighs clamp around his wrist and hips grind down desperately against his wet knuckles as you ride out your high.

heavy breathing is the only sound once the two of your highs come down and he slides his fingers out between your thighs. carefully spreading them for him again, only now he reaches over and grabs a beach towel from the seat behind you- bringing it down to clean up the sticky mess you both created.

smiling, you thank him and sit yourself up, “of course pretty,” he says as he reaches his arm over the passenger seat and grabs his spare change of boxers under your damp panties, bringing them through your ankles. “thank you” he says in return, sliding them up and over your bottom.

he stops and takes a long look at your face.

“you're so beautiful, y/n do you know that?”

this makes you smile shyly and flush, yet you nod- “yes.. you tell me often-”

“i love you” he blurts out, his own face turning a light pink- “and i know this is a weird time to confess but i-” kissing him before he rambles on, you bring your hands up to his face and slowly part with a giggle. “i love you too hwa”

you see his eyes light up with that and his lips fighting a big smile, so you tilt your head back and tease him

“it's okay seonghwa, you can smile at your girlfriend.”

hearing that he complies happily and laughs “i like that sound of that”

“so do i” you reply, “pull up your trunks so we can go back to the boys?” you ask and seonghwa follows, helping you out of his car after his bottoms are back around his hips.

“do you think they suspect anything about us yet?” he says with a joking snort, “oh please, i doubt it” you reply with a wave of your hand.

as the both of you walk your way back to the group, wooyoung is the first to notice your appearance in the dark distance (still in your wet shirt) and says something- or rather screams to the whole group right in yeosang’s ear,

“I THINK Y/N AND SEONGHWA JUST FUCKED!!!”

#yallllll WRITING THIS SMUT WAS MY MOST DIFFICULT TASK Istg i’m sorry i lost all power #ateez #ateez fic #ateez imagines #park seonghwa #ateez smut #park seonghwa smut #ateez x reader #seonghwa smut #seonghwa x reader #ateez seonghwa #ateez fanfic

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