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(nvm on bringing the blogs back we are too fucking tired to do this um)

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(sighs. its revamp time)

#🎀 // ooc #(ALSO we probs wont be doing threads anymore lol...too much for our tiny brain to handle/lh)

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(ooook so um. it's been a while. but one of the sarvs in our brain wants to start posting on here again and. would yall be up for it?? idk if we'd be as high activity as we used to be but still-)

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[ask-spirit-sarv]

*hugs*

She flinches at the contact, but slowly hugs back, smiling slightly.

#💖 // ask #🍨 // sarvente #anon

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aight, announcement time:

we're gonna answer all the asks in the inboxes before putting the rp blogs on break. we just,, dont have the energy to run them anymore </3

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Sarv just gently squeezed back, humming a song under her breath. As far as they were concerned, they'd never leave.

"Hello dear..."

@demonic-warrior

Sarv glances up before a loud gasp escapes her. "SALEN!" They run up to the other, practically vibrating from how excited they are. Pink's trying super hard to not tackle the other in a hug- "How are ya??"

#💘 // reply #🍨 // sarvente #demonic warrior

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A Feeling

(just a sarv lore drabble bc we can :])

tw ;; blood, murder, knife, death, pain

--

The first time she felt it, it was shortly after she realized she was given another chance.

A life full of sin, a life full of regrets, and yet none of that compared to this feeling.

It tingled, it burned, it stung, it hurt. It hurt, and they didn't know how to make it subside.

It started in pinks throat, a simple cough, nothing more. But it grew, spreading throughout pinks entire body.

The best way she could describe it was that it was an ache, a hole inside that could not be quenched. She felt empty, hopeless, guilty, regret.

They would swear it was their personal hell.

But pink didn't know how to deal with it at first, so the most pink would do is simply sit through it, a smile on their face as they whispered those words.

"I'm okay!"

--

The next few times this feeling came, Sarv coped with it the only way she knew how.

Sure, those people were innocent, but was anyone innocent in this hellish world?

The blood dripped down their fingertips, but much to their surprise, the ache didn't go away.

It only got worse.

Pink keeled over in pain, gasping for breath, gasping for life. It hurt, everything hurt, and pink knew that maybe this wasn't the best plan pink had had.

When it faded, she was a heap on the floor, the innocent blood mixing with her own. She let out a raspy laugh, a mix between shock and horror.

But they still whispered those words.

"I'm okay."

--

She ran a church now. She discovered that for some reason, those damn pains went away whenever she stood by the "holy" church.

They met a strange person along the way, reminded them of someone they once knew, but other than that everything was a blur.

And as pink knelt beneath the brilliant statue, a statue of the one who resolved pink to this fate, pink opened pinks mouth to speak.

Of course, the blood dripping from her mouth made her stop.

This was a new symptom of the pains, along with the emptiness and aches, the blood was probably mean to show them a lesson. A lesson they certainly wouldn't understand anytime soon.

Pink brought a hand to pinks lips, sighing before wiping them off. But the blood kept flowing, and pinks body kept shaking, and now pink was a heap on the floor. Just like all the times in the past.

But even when the familiar stranger stood before her, panicking on what to do, she simply mumbled those words.

"I-I'm okay."

--

She's in a void now. Everyone's seem edto have forgotten her and she was beginning to forget herself.

The church had never looked so disordered, so broken, because they never allowed the church to reach this state.

But given that the ones above didn't care about pinks fate anymore, why should pink try to keep up the picture perfect church? Pink much preferred the chaos anyway.

...At least, that's what she told herself.

If they were being honest with themself, they'd know that the pains had only grown worse throughout their stay here, the plane between existence and death far more straining on them then they'd like to admit.

But despite the forever sprouting wings, despite the blood that trickled from pinks eyes, pink opened pinks mouth.

"I..."

The single word echoed in the space, reaching her ears and mocking her.

How ridiculous it was, to say such a phrase after everything. They knew it was a lie, why did they keep saying it anyway?

Pink couldn't seem to find an answer.

"..."

--

Spring was here now. The flowers bloomed as brilliantly as ever, covering the entire church and its cracks.

The "nun" stood in the middle, a bright grin on her face as she hummed, tending to all the foliage.

Ever since that day, they had found...Peace. And it seems as though the feeling had as well.

What was once an ache in pinks soul was filled with the plants, each blooming flower only making pink stronger.

Perhaps she should've known that old god would be cheesy with the symbolism. But, it wasn't like she minded it either.

A deep breath in, a deep breath out. They twirl a rose in their fingers, placing it off to the side. They would have to give that one as a thanks.

Pink reaches a hand up towards the sunlight, beaming before whispering those words.

"I'm okay."

And for once in this existence, she actually meant it.

#🍨 // sarvente #(haha lots of this is vague but dw all will be revealed <3)

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(yall ready for angst? :])

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Sarv sighs gently, squeezing the other in a reassuring way. "You're absolutely wonderful no matter what hon, and I'm sorry that people don't see that." She hums, a bitter laugh escaping her, "Sounds like you've been through a lot, huh? I'll try to help you to the best of my abilities, just know that I'm always here for you."

"Hello dear..."

@demonic-warrior

Sarv glances up before a loud gasp escapes her. "SALEN!" They run up to the other, practically vibrating from how excited they are. Pink's trying super hard to not tackle the other in a hug- "How are ya??"

#🍨 // sarvente #💘 // reply #demonic warrior

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Sarv blinks before quickly hugging the other in return, rubbing her back as pink swayed back and forth slightly. "It's gonna be alright, you're safe here with me."

"Hello dear..."

@demonic-warrior

Sarv glances up before a loud gasp escapes her. "SALEN!" They run up to the other, practically vibrating from how excited they are. Pink's trying super hard to not tackle the other in a hug- "How are ya??"

#🍨 // sarvente #💘 // reply #demonic warrior #(apologies our memory sucks when it comes to replies-)

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“Well now you do!” Blep -Hazel

She giggles slightly before smiling, "Heh, true! And I'm glad."

#💖 // ask #🍨 // sarvente #spiteful angels and demons

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“Heh. Yeah. Afterall we’re practically family.” -Hazel

"Heh, true! Y'know, besides Ruv, I never really thought I'd have someone who'd call me family..."

#💖 // ask #🍨 // sarvente #spiteful angels and demons

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Alexandria tilted her head. “A church?”

She loosened her grip on Sarvante’s hand. “I… don’t know… you know what, alright. Show me the way.”

"...Oh! I promise you that my church is a home for everyone," She gently squeezes the other hand, "Even demons." They begin to walk toward the church, attempting to be fast without rushing the other.

#💖 // ask #🍨 // sarvente #itstanzaniteuniverse

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wh...what if we made a blog for this aus ruv,,

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The demon hesitated but then nodded.

“O- okay… I trust you.”

She brushed her hair away from her face, revealing golden-yellow eyes contrasting with scleras. Without thinking, she grabbed Sarv’s hand.

“M- my name is Alexandria… what’s yours?”

Ooc: Remember Alex? This is an AU where she’s a demon

(ooo i see i see!!)

Sarv smiles slightly, beginning to help the other up. "I'm Sarv! And I'd take you to my home, but I know churches aren't the most comfortable places for everyone-"

#💖 // ask #🍨 // sarvente #itstanzaniteuniverse

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“Oh no I wouldn’t wanna make you uncomfortable I care about you. The offer is appreciated however.”-Hazel

"Aw, it'd be fine even if I was! I've been through enough uncomfortable situations to know what to do...But if you insist, I won't push it further."

#💖 // ask #🍨 // sarvente #spiteful angels and demons

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It was a demon with long, matted hair covering its tear-streaked face.

It backed away slowly and whimpered. “D- don’t hurt me!”

Sarv blinked, holding her hands up. "I won't hurt you, I swear! Just...Can I help you in any way?"

#💖 // ask #🍨 // sarvente #itstanzaniteuniverse