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Do you miss all your old selves?

no they are inside of me i hug them everyday and say u did such a good job

#melly minch | crimson weaver

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"Friends dont look at friends that way" COWARD. I look at my friends with awe in my eyes, my chest is filled with love, im glowing because i get to be near my friends. I look at my friends and i would give them my everything. SO SKILL ISSUE, look at your friends with all the love that you have

#melly minch | crimson weaver #the cluster #the squad

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Honestly, MAJOR props to you, Morgan. It’s definitely a big change, but it’s good that you’re doing this for yourself— recognizing what’s gonna be best for you in the long term and all that. After everything, you deserve some peace of mind (and peace in general, too!)

Let me know if there’s anything you need along the way. Hangout time, rollercade visit… or if something does happen to pop up on your end, I for one would be happy to come over and deal with it so you don’t have to worry about it.

happy 20th birthday to ME. uhmmmm big news

I'M RETIRING!!!!! 🗣️🗣️

as spiderling. for the foreseeable future. potentially forever!!

i've just been thinking, i started being spiderling when i was 13 fresh off the death of harry. that wasn't my fault, i didn't do anything to cause that other than like exist. it took me a really long time to figure that out though. but after that i decided i had to fix what i thought i'd done, i had these abilities that meant i had to use them, right?

so i went out and i helped tons of people and i'll never regret that, but i got myself hurt. a lot.

and then i met the cluster. which is another thing i'll always be thankful for. i absolutely love y'all, don't doubt this because of what i'm about to say. a lot of you were not the best role models for a 13 year old. this is just like a fact i'm NOT upset about it, i can easily recognize that we were all in uniquely weird and/or bad places, but also gang the first time most of us met was ALSO the first time i saw a dead body. but we all met and now you're my family and i know now that if i quit spider stuff entirely you'll still stick by me.

then mysterio happened. and listen there are things that occurred that stay between me, him, gd, and my therapist, beyond what y'all already know. but it fucked me up GOOD, and i still have a lot of problems discerning what around me is real or not.

then a WHOLE lot of other stuff happened and i got angrier and just. bad mentally. i never wanted to fight when i was angry, i still don't, i hate the lack of control and i hate acting like my dad. but i was spiderling i couldn't just not go out. because then the almighty vague "something bad" would happen. and so i'd go out and be reckless and get hurt worse and worse and i'd feel awful about it so OBVIOUSLY to make up for it i had to go out more.

OCD is not a logical disorder.

and things would get better for a bit, then worse, and the "betters" got less great and the "worses" got more extreme and it just get going and going until eventually i hit a point where i realized if i didn't quit i would probably get killed. but by now, patrol was a compulsion. i'd have full anxiety attacks if i didn't have my suit on me at all times. so quitting was much much harder than i thought it'd be.

but i hatched a plan last year, you love me and my plans, and took down my rouges in a way that i believe ensures they can't come back. all of them are big long stories that i WILL be telling but ideally later. and uh yeah. did it!

so i think, it's still hard to retire entirely. because there are good, great things about being spiderling, mostly the community and getting to help people in a way that really matters. so essentially, i'm on call. if there's a situation where you need extra hands and i feel capable of helping, i'll be there. but in 22701? zip, zilch, nada, i am done. i did my time.

i want to be there for fun things too! conventions, events, competitions, all that jazz.

but yeah, that's the spiel. happy 20th to meeeee can't wait until next year to see if i can get drunk

#Morgan | Spiderling #the cluster

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Morgan!!

Congrats(?) on no more Norman, but uh. You doing alright? Now, in this current moment?

coughs up blood. oh hey didn't see you there. sorry for the radio silence since like chaunukah i fixed a lot of issues, had a mental break, got better, also norman osborn is likely dead(?) <- I DIDN'T DO THAT LAST ONE

#please tell me the blood thing is metaphorical and not literal #Morgan | Spiderling #the cluster

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doing important research on this fine sunday morning

#the cluster

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spectacular spider-man #115

#wizard errands with Strange tend to be like this…

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If I had a nickel for every time I knew of a Spider-hero had their phone stolen by a weird cat… I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened twice.

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#the cluster

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[A package and a card arrives, with a slight hint of the warm Celestial magic Amari has still lingering on it. Inside, there was a golden charm, likely meant to be attached to a bag or zipper. It seems be the source of the magic. There is also a cute plush jackalope with a red bow tied to its neck. The card attached says:

Hey Mels, sorry this came in a bit late but I managed to get you a few gifts. Oh, and just to let you know, there’s a protective talisman I made for you, meant to help give a little extra protection from magic. Nothing too crazy but it should take the edge off of most curses and such should something like befall you. All you have to do is keep it with you.

Anyway, I wish you a happy birthday! Hopefully today has treated you well enough.]

- @ask-spiderglass

No worries, Amari! I was, uh, apparently out cold for most of yesterday, so there wasn't much to miss/be late for?

But anyways! Thank you so much! Might try to add a loop inside the pocket of my suit's jacket to attach that talisman to-- any bit of protection while out and about helps!

#melly | crimson weaver #amari santos | spider glass #spidersona #the cluster

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ohhhh. No worries! it’s okay! she was just sleeping again :>

Hannah came home with dinner and she woke up a bit more awake-like. but I thiiiink they wanted some alone time? they’re just kinda chilling out I guess. so! i’m currently rummaging through drawers and trying socks on to see which one looks the softest and warmest.

(emphasis on looks— I am a robot, after all! I no longer have the ability to feel texture or temperature because I no longer have nerves! :> )

Still don’t know about the cake though— maybe someone could ask her tomorrow? :>?

ohmigosh omigosh omigosh :o

I saw Melly’s posts!! and the cake made it to her!! but by who? Hannah and Abbie and Harley all say it wasn’t them!! and Melly isn’t picking up!! and I really really think if a Spider had come to get it they would’ve let me know?

gotta get home! going as fast as my little legs can go!! :<

#red the spider #the runaway halloween

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ohmigosh omigosh omigosh :o

I saw Melly’s posts!! and the cake made it to her!! but by who? Hannah and Abbie and Harley all say it wasn’t them!! and Melly isn’t picking up!! and I really really think if a Spider had come to get it they would’ve let me know?

gotta get home! going as fast as my little legs can go!! :<

#Red the Spider #The Runaway Halloween

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full of cake, tired again. pretty quiet ‘round here too. think I might jusssssddfg

am awake, and got the cake! yummyyyyy

(was/am so tired I almost bit into it whole before remembering that, uh, that's not how you're supposed to eat cake)

#the runaway halloween #melly | crimson weaver

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am awake, and got the cake! yummyyyyy

(was/am so tired I almost bit into it whole before remembering that, uh, that's not how you're supposed to eat cake)

#melly | crimson weaver #the runaway halloween

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wait, uh... why did an email just come through saying that someone picked up the cake? I'm not even there yet! and definitely not with hands!!

ohhh gosh, this whole cake thing is going bad beans! :<

"Red, how are you going to get the cake back, isn't your robot body kinda small still?"

uh... i mean... :<

how big are cakes again?

#Red the Spider #the runaway Halloween

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oh no! this isn’t good at all!! :<

Melly needs her cake! and if I don’t get it back to her she’s gonna wake up sad, and she’ll say it’s alright but it’s not!!!!

Harley got mad the last time I borrowed Owlloy without asking— but I don’t have access to anything else with hands! or that big!!

not good! very not good!! like the leastest good there is :((((( why do I have to be so little??

"Red, how are you going to get the cake back, isn't your robot body kinda small still?"

uh... i mean... :<

how big are cakes again?

#Red the Spider #Cynthia | Spider-Thorn #the runaway Halloween

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"Red, how are you going to get the cake back, isn't your robot body kinda small still?"

uh... i mean... :<

how big are cakes again?

#Red the Spider #the runaway halloween

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omg hi!! it's me again!!! :>

(me being Red! former spider, present robot)

Melly's still asleep right now. gosh, she must be super tired. and Hannah had to go out to go double-check on something from last night. and Harley's out of town. and Abbie's got something in one of her classes she has to do. and! i looked on the schedule and! uh! the cake! for Melly! someone needs to pick it up before the bakery closes!! :<

but never fear! Red is here!! I'm setting out on a quest for the cake, and gonna save this birthday!! :>

#spidersona #into the spiderverse #spidersonas #spider-man au #spider sona #Red the Spider

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And now it’s the day after Halloween— aka, my birthday.

Bluh… y’all can ask me about what happened last night later. Right now, I’m gonna give myself the gift of a really solid nap.

#melly | crimson weaver #spidersona #the runaway halloween