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it's because of the Volturi
italian manwhore summer
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I'm so sorry, folks,
but since I'm writing my thesis and I need to have it done by Monday, the Midnight of Despair is a bit delayed.
As soon as I'll finish the thesis, I'll write and publish Part 4 of Midnight of Despair series. Also, I have a few asks in my inbox and these also need to wait. But fear not! I'll write everything as soon as I'm finished with the thesis.
Please forgive me, since I'm doing everything in my will to accomplish this degree of mine xd
Cheers!
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Edward to Rosalie: You're stressing me out.
Rosalie: That's how family works, you dumbass.
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But I love them your Honor! 🥺 *cuddles my morally ambiguous, problematic, murder-stabby fictional characters closer to my chest*
#me
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Aro: Why are you looking so disturbed, my dear friend?
Carlisle:
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You are sick HCs with (some of) the Volturi
Demetri
good thing your instructions are blunt and short when you’re in pain, because this ding dong has no idea how to take care of you
“water” “blankets” “lozenges” are full sentences as far as you’re concerned
you look like death warmed up… in a microwave
that doesn’t stop Demetri “horny on main” Volturi from smooching you and telling you that you are smoking hot
“That’s the problem, Demetri!” you yell at him
“I…” he looks embarassed and ashamed for almost a moment “I could cool you off?”
Felix
he’s not much better than Demetri
he kind of surrounds you with what you’ll need and then awaits intruction
he’s your personal transport
need to sit up?
need to go to the bathroom?
want to sit on the couch?
time to go to bed?
the other guards begin to make fun of the way you talk to him
“Felix, bed.”
“Felix, couch.”
he sets them straight pretty fast, but never mentions it to you
Heidi
Heidi is of course not pleased that you are unwell, but your sickness is strangely…facinating to her
she’s not used to seeing all the spunk gone from you
you’re so vulnerable and weak…and feverish
she is better at seeing how you are struggling and helping proactively
she is also good at “distracting” you
she certainly doesn’t mind cooling you down herself
Caius
as if Caius couldn’t get any more grumpy around the castle
he turns into an even bigger ass and gets set off by  a n y t h i n g
he’s also blowing up Carlisle’s phone and cussing him out for answering on the third ring
you try to calm him down gently, but it’s not getting through his big ancient skull
“Babe, it’s the flu. Not the plague. Stop threatening Carlisle and help me to the bathroom so I can throw up.”
Aro
he tries his best
most of his endeavors succeed
he keeps physical contact with you, responding to every desire you have in your thoughts
if you want a back rub, it’s happening
if you need a tylenol, it’s being fetched
unfortunately, this backfires when you think you’re hungry for thirty seconds and he returns to the room with a pizza
the smell makes you throw up
so after that he thinks things through a little and asks you first
Marcus
yeah you’re not getting away from him now, buddy
he might be somewhat helpful, but he’s pretty much attached at the hip to you now
you have to ask him to leave the bathroom
he does insist on helping you when you bathe
he doesn’t even try Heidi’s route of “distracting” you
it’s soft kisses and tender care ONLY
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The Midnight of Despair | Volturi Kings x fem!reader | Part 3
I reckon, that if you’re reading Part 3, then you know two previous ones. In case you didn’t read them yet: Part 1 | Part 2
Thank you for all warm words and praise! It means world to me. 
I also love this series, folks! I need to admit, I did get addicted to it a little, so I thought it’d be great to set updates schedule. It won’t be precise, but you can expect another part roughly in two weeks time from now. 
As per usual, sorry for any confusion and grammatical mistakes. 
Warnings: Rape (mentioned), Depression, PTSD, Forced Pregnancy, Blood
Word count: 6200
No summary this time. Also, this one has very sweet parts in it!!!
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ENJOY!
Czytaj dalej
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brb crying
bonus:
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Twilight except every time Alice has a vision it looks like this
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Say it LOUDER!!!!
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Why do you reblog your own fics so much?
Because someone might as well!? And look at this. Look. At. This.
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Does this look right to you??
These are just the last three fics I wrote. I appreciate the likes, believe me I do, but you have to understand. Likes do nothing for content creators. It’s the reblogs. Because that’s how you find shit on your dashboard. Through reblogs. Not likes. This isn’t twitter or tiktok or instagram. This is a website that’s run by the reblog system.
Reblogging helps content creators put their stuff out there. Why do you think so many people stopped writing fanfic and creating beautiful fanart and edits? It’s because they put in hours of work and don’t get nearly enough notes for their masterpieces. Yes we do this because we enjoy it but like...some validation won’t hurt. A boost of confidence here and there might be all someone needs to finish whatever thing they started and left.
Anyway, I’m still going to reblog my shit...
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what are some of your thoughts / head cannons for caius? i just read your one about aro and loved it!!
Thank you so much! You have no idea how happy I am when you like my long ass posts about characters 💕
Once again, this will be only a few as I have too many!
I'm really displeased that Caius somehow was created as one-dimensional character. However, that's the issue of the entire saga and not only his character here. I think Smeyer created him only to present violent side of vampirism, with not a single trait which could evoke sympathy in the readers. Whoops, we adore him regardless. What I mean to say here is that I highly doubt he's one-dimensional. I think he's complex character with complex and problematic background. He's three thousand years old, for fuck's sake, just like Aro he needs to have quirks and in some fields he's probably a weirdo, but on the other hand I can see him being internally conflicted about many important topics. In the saga we only see him as the violent, hot-headed, vicious man who refuses to listen to reason. I doubt he's seriously like this. There needs to be more under this facade of his.
That being said, I think Caius highly regards every piece of art he can. He's highly educated and well-spoken, he loves to read and learn new things, even though there aren't many left for him to learn. I think he enjoys to spend his time in the gardens and he devotes himself to art or music at every opportunity.
Even though he seems hot-headed and impatient, I think he actually gives a lot of thought to the things he says or does, at any given time. In juxtaposition to Aro, he isn't afraid of failure, but he would do everything to never come out as one (he himself or his coven). Thus, he'll do everything to prevent his coven from making any mistakes.
I see him as outstanding warrior and a fearless individual. He wiped out almost the whole population of Children of the Moon, and even though I think he had help in his fellows and coven friends, he killed a lot of werewolves on his own. He never backs down on any danger - he prefers to face it, as he knows it'll haunt him if he doesn't.
I think he owns a soft side. Really soft, reserved only for his wife and maybe some coven members. I strongly believe that Caius, just like Aro, values family above all. He takes care of his own and if that means he needs to make some controversial decisions, he'll make them and never look back.
He's confident, self-reliant and independent. He truly believes that his place in the coven is secured, important and that he's irreplaceable. Also, his voice matters for a reason - Marcus is too insular and Aro can get too excited about certain matters.
I think he loves his wife to the point of madness. They are true soulmates, faithful friends and passionate lovers. He would never let anyone hurt her. When he does something irresponsible or dangerous his first thought is always her beautiful face, as she is the one he wishes to see on his last second before death.
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Suspicious Minds
Every time I read this I can't help but sing Elvis...
Part one: Like Minds
Part two: Quiet Minds
Part three: Curious Minds
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“Y/N what I am about to ask you cannot be shared with Edward, you need to keep it to yourself” Carlisle states clearly. The two of you had gone hunting without your siblings at his request, him claiming to want to spend time with his youngest “child”. You were currently working your way through the forest, ensuring you were far enough away from any human contact. You come to a stop by the edge of a small lake, eyes darting around and listening carefully for prey.
“Sounds ominous Carlisle but go ahead.”
“This Bella, Bella Swan. I’m worried for Edward. She seems far too curious about him, and he about her.” Carlisle’s normally calm and peaceful expression is replaced with a frown, his eyebrows furrowed and eyes worried.
“So was Jessica, but you wouldn’t let me do anything about that.” You pose, eyebrows raised.
“This is different. Edward wasn’t interested in Jessica. But he is fascinated by Bella, you know this. Her blood, her mind, she is all he talks about. I feared Rosalie would end up pushing him off a cliff when they were hunting last week ” You roll your eyes at this. Yes you knew this, it was all that Edward thought about and talked about, how fascinating Bella was, blah blah blah. You had to admit that you had thought about interfering with Bella’s mind ever since she had stumbled into your lives, but your relationship with Edward would potentially suffer as a result. He was your brother, your closest brother, your best friend and you didn’t want to ruin that.
“I can’t deny I’ve thought about it. But there’s a potential issue...neither Edward or I can read her mind, what if it doesn’t work? All that will happen is she will know that I tried to keep them apart and when she tells Edward, which we know she will, he will never forgive me.” Carlisle nods slowly as he listens to your reasoning. His attention is caught by a mountain lion stalking its prey in the distance. Within seconds the lion is in Carlisle’s grasp, and once the lion is drained, Carlisle is back to looking deep in thought, considering what you’ve just said.
“I hadn’t thought of that Y/N. But in these circumstances what else can we do?” He disposes of the lion and returns to stand beside you. “Are you hunting?” He gestures towards an elk, what you have said to be your favourite, and although you’ve never been 100% convinced by eating “vegetarian”, you loved Carlisle like a father and would do anything to keep him happy, so you played along.
You quickly take down the gentle animal and sit beside the carcass thinking of how to word your response.
“I think we should just trust him.” You blurt out, and Carlisle’s eyebrows immediately raise up.
“Trust him? You mean, do nothing?” Carlisle asks incredulously.
“Yeah, I mean...I’ve been in his thoughts. As much as he desperately wants to taste her blood, he hasn’t. He thought he was on the verge of destroying our entire biology class, but he didn’t. Instead he took himself away to Denali...if that’s not self control I don’t know what is. As much as it pains me to say this because I do genuinely despise her, I think he might love her.” Carlisle looks out into the distance. From where you are sat on a small peak within the forest you can see the sunset, the sky a mixture of oranges and reds. Carlisle sighs deeply.
“I know the two of you are extremely close, but Y/N you weren’t with us for his worst times. If he gives in to that monster again, I’m not sure we will get him back. She tempts him too much.” Carlisle looks at you desperately.
“I will think about it Carlisle, but I think I can potentially lose him entirely either way.” You look sadly at the floor.
“He won’t throw your relationship away that quickly Y/N... you are his sister and his best friend. Don’t think so negatively.” He wraps an arm around your shoulder and gives you a quick squeeze, placing a quick kiss to the top of your head.
“We should return to the house before your mother gets suspicious. I haven’t told her about this plan.” Carlisle grimaces slightly at the thought of lying to Esme.
“Race?” You ask, Carlisle nods and you both break into a sprint, heading back in the direction of the Cullen house.
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Standing with your siblings next to Rosalie's car, you carefully watch Bella across the parking lot.
She's standing where she was nearly crushed by Tyler's truck, and is deep in thought. Her brow furrows as she looks back and forth from where she was stood and where you are standing. She's suspicious.
"Make sure I get your permission slips!" Mr Molina shouts across at the group of students gathering in front of you.
You say goodbye to Rosalie and Emmett, heading towards where Alice, Jasper and Edward are waiting.
"So she's ok then?" Jasper asks Edward, as you all look over at Bella, who is now talking to Mike.
"Seems to be." Edward mutters in response.
"So you're pretending you didn't go and check on her last night?" You joke, as you nudge Edward's side.
He scoffs and rolls his eyes. Stop Y/N.
You weren't particularly quiet when you came back. I'm not sure it's the secret you think it is.
"I was just making sure she wasn't walking around Forks telling everyone about her suspicions." Edward frowns as he talks, and you realise he is listening to Bella's conversation with Mike.
..."I wanted to ask you - even though it's...like, a month away.."
Oh no Edward, she's going to prom with Mike.
Why are you saying that like that would bother me?
Because it does bother you. This is me remember.
"You know we hate it when the two of you talk like that." Alice stands in front of you, hands on her hips.
"Sorry Alice." You both mutter in reply.
..."Maybe you should ask Jessica." You hear from the other side of the lot.
Looks like she's available Eddie.
You raise an eyebrow at him as you both walk towards the coach, he smirks back in response.
Looks like it.
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This is awful. You are both walking through the greenhouse, Alice and Jasper walking hand in hand in front of you.
It is. Should I talk to her?
Who?
Who do you think?
It's up to you. Whatever you want to do. I trust you to be sensible.
So others don't trust me?
I didn't say that.
You meant that.
You take a deep breath, although no words will be coming from your mouth.
Carlisle has concerns.
About Bella?
You don't reply.
About me?
You look away.
I see. What did you say?
I said I trust you to do the right thing.
Edward nods in response, putting an arm around your shoulders and giving you a squeeze. ; looking deep in thought, then stops walking to stand over to the side. You frown and look towards him, when you realise that Bella was walking behind you and he has slowed to wait for her. He looks up at you and smiles.
Do the right thing.
I will.
You continuing walking until you are in step with Alice and Jasper, doing your best to not listen to the conversation being had a few steps behind you.
"It'll all be OK Y/N." Alice whispers as she links arms with you and twinkles a smile in your direction.
"Are you sure?" You ask hesitantly, glancing back towards Edward to see both he and Bella frowning as they walk.
"At the minute yes. Whatever he is planning...it will work out OK. And...I am happy that you made a decision to not get involved. I didn't like where that other way was leading..." She presses her lips together as she thinks and a possible future flashes before your eyes.
After your attempt to change Bella's feelings towards Edward fails, he freezes you out; he refuses to talk to the entire family, instead choosing to live on his own, falling deeper in love with Bella. However, without the support of his family unit around him, he struggles with his hunger, and his thirst gets the better of him until...
The vision stops, Alice's face contorted in pain as she pushes the vision away.
"Nope, didn't like that one." She utters, shaking her head.
"What about now?" You ask.
"Now it is all muddled, because he hasn't decided yet."
You turn your head back to look at Edward.
..."I know I've been rude...but it's for the best."
Bella's mouth opens in shock, but before she can question him further, she is interrupted by Jessica, and Edward walks faster towards you to catch up with you.
Are you ok?
I will be.
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Outside of the greenhouse your classmates are obsessing over a compost box full of worms.
"I don't think I ever acted like that when I was their age." Jasper says quietly.
"You know you're still technically their age, right?" You joke, and you roll your eyes at him when he raises an eyebrow at your cheeky comment. The three of you laugh, until you realise that Edward has walked away again, towards where Bella is standing near the compost box.
..."Bella, it would be better if we weren't friends."
Bella's face looks dejected and she looks down at the floor before responding.
..."Too bad you didn't figure that out earlier..."
Edward looks awkwardly to the side, towards you.
I'll support you whatever you decide.
..."You could've just let the van crush me and saved yourself all this regret."
Edward's head snaps back towards Bella, his face contorted in anger.
..."You think I regret saving you?" He questions.
..."I know you do."
Alice appears at your side. "Should we help?"
You look back over at Edward who is deep in furious thought, his mind muddled, no definite thought pushing through, you shrug towards him. "Maybe? I'm not sure what he's thinking."
..."You don't know anything." Edward replies bitterly and Bella winces in response.
Suddenly Alice appears at Edward's side. "The bus is leaving."
She turns to Bella. "Hi, will you be riding with us?"
"No." Edward says harshly. "Our bus is full. Y/N..." He calls over to you to join him on the bus and leads Alice away. He takes one final look back at Bella with an unreadable expression.
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What was that?
I don't know. I don't know what to do Y/N. Help me.
Honestly I don't know Edward. This isn't for me to decide.
You don't like her.
What difference does that make?
Because if you had found someone then I would do everything I could to help you make it happen, to make you happy. You're indifferent because of how you feel about her. You don't like her.
Edward. You're my brother. I love you. If you think that she is the one that will make you happy then it doesn't matter about anything else does it?
I just want your support.
And you have it. I promise.
He grabs your hand and gives it a squeeze, a soft smile on his face.
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Next day in the cafeteria.
You arrive at your usual table to find Edward isn't there, you frown slightly, looking across at Rosalie who points across the cafeteria to where Edward is standing, talking to Bella.
"Interesting development." She says sarcastically. "What exactly happened yesterday?"
"I don't really know. I don't think he really knows either." You shrug, as you try to listen to the conversation being had on the other side of the room.
..."Look, why don't we just...hang out? Like...come to the beach with us. It'll be fun. Sand fleas, wind burn, salt water stinging your eyes..." Bella suggests to Edward, and he smiles a small smile.
..."Which beach?" He asks quietly, considering her offer.
..."La Push."
All your siblings talk at once.
No, definitely not.
Don't you dare say yes.
Why are you even considering it?
..."Is something wrong with that beach?"
..."It's just a little...crowded." He replies quietly, before walking away, back to your table.
Why did you make that so awkward?
What do you mean?
You could've just said you're busy. Have you ever spoken to a woman before?
You're a woman.
You know what I mean.
He rolls his eyes at you.
She makes me awkward. I think.
You're making her more suspicious each time you speak to her. It's quite a skill.
"Are we allowed to be part of this conversation?" Rosalie asks. "What's the plan with this?"
"I don't know Rosalie. I don't think I know what I'm doing."
"You don't say..." She replies, voice dripping with sarcasm.
"Try again tomorrow Edward." You say softly, squeezing his arm gently in reassurance, and he offers you a small smile in reply.
Thank you.
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my stages of writing an academic paper
this isn't too bad
(proceeds to wait until last possible minute before starting)
oh my god I know absolutely nothing
sources folder now somehow contains 243 unread articles
53:41 length youtube documentary from 2008
100 jstor tabs open
my eyes are so dry from reading
ctrl+c ctrl+v ctrl+c ctr
1000 words over word count
ah fuck now I'm 300 words under
it's technically my first coffee of the day because it's past midnight
steals references from other articles
email to professor at 4:13am: is being a dumb bitch a valid reason for an extension
thinks of funny title
times new roman size 12 double spaced
shit what if I've plagiarised in my completely original work
finally submitted. is that the sun
I somehow understand the topic less now
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tumblr only toxic for miserable ppl i be on this bitch havin a ball
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Didyme, Athenodora, and Sulpicia 
more twilight portraits
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