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Obsession

I want someone to keep me nice and drugged up 24/7, feeding me huge amounts of edibles at specific times to keep me perfectly drugged. I want them to desperately fuck into me and fill me up every time their cock gets hard. When they aren't fucking me they have a fucking machine slowly and lazily fucking in and out of me.

I wanna be forced to listen to free use hypnosis audios while the machine fucks me. I want to be kept as a sweet little breeding pet for this person, just happy to always be filled. My captor even getting viagra so he can keep fucking me even more and longer.

I want them so obsessed with me and being in my cunt, that's why they took me after all. They just needed to have me for themselves, needed to know the feel of my skin, the feel of my tight pussy clenching them and milking them for everything they have when I cum on their cock. They needed it, and they have it now, forever.

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“you’re gonna cum, baby?”

“no” i answer and obviously lying because i feel like being a brat

“no?” you go harder and a satisfied grin appears on your lips when my moans get louder and you feel me clench around you

i would love it <33

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What if I pull your panties aside, and finger you in a public place…?

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i feel annoyed at how bpd is talked about.

not about the stereotypes that are played into, but it’s more about the fact that every time i want to learn more about my illness, all i can find is: “they have very unstable relationships which makes them feel bad and then they act out cause they are impulsive”

that’s a simplification and over exaggeration - but it’s true.

even in bpd subreddits, it’s people complaining and talking about their relationships and how it messes with them, asking for opinions.

i don’t mean to sound insensitive, because these are real issues. but im just tired of the other symptoms being ignored.

for me, it’s constant chronic (2+ years) intrusive suicidal thoughts, constantly feeling like i am being judged by those around me, sh’ing because i “need to be punished for my mistakes”, and being unable to tell anyone around me what i am going through because “if they knew, they would hate me”. its being so empty that i can’t tell if i, or the world around me, really exists.

it’s isolating, swinging from happy to suicidal in just a few minutes. it’s feeling rage because nobody knows what ive been through, but being unable to tell anyone. it’s repeating my worst memories over, and over, and over again until i can’t take it anymore.

im not comparing experiences, they are all valid. but i am tired of not seeing any representation of my experiences in bpd communities - and of seeing 700 “my boyfriend did [x] and then i did/feel [y]” posts instead.

am i alone in how i feel? do i even have bpd?

somehow, even after a diagnosis, i convince myself this is something i have made up for attention, even if its something that i never talk about.

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“Who’s a good puppy? Who’s daddy’s little pretty pup??” As you’re pinning their legs to their chest in a mating press. While they try and form words as you slam into their holes. No words actually come out though just drool and incoherent whining as their tongue hangs out like a good puppy.

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“are you mad at me?” “do you still like me?” “are you sure you’re not mad at me?”

Okay so are we gonna take this to the bedroom or should I fuck the sense and reassurance back into you right here?

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Little girls who say they are "eepy" want their pussies creampied while they "eep"

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Have you ever seen someone on here and thought, “Fuck, you’d look so amazing chained and gagged in my basement with a vibrator strapped to your clit watching forced breeding porn you’re gorgeous”? 🖤🔪

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We should watch horror movies while you cockwarm me darling. I promise I won’t fuck you into a brainless cumslut until we get to a scene that has me wrapping my hand around your throat and throbbing against your cervix 💋

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cockwarming a werewolf to see how long they’ll last before they snap and pound me until I’m stretched around their fat knot

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I want someone to breed me so bad….. just pin me down and tear my clothes off.,,.,,.fuck me rough as you can against the nearest surface.,,.. just rough and primal and fill me with your cum over and over and over and over..,,..,,… please?

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so who is gonna come cockwarm me while i play games with my friends? 🥰

#id love to do this for someone one.day

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princess treatment 🤝🏻 fucktoy treatement

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"Nobody else is to ever touch you like this, little girl. You belong to me for the rest of your fucking life now" while disrespectfully pumping my cum inside your pussy