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now yall might be wondering why space cowboy? and its easy: the act of ripping a battery and placing a grenade in a titan is known as rodeoing the titan and jeans stupid/bold enough to do that pretty fucking regularly which is why for a while her titan just dint fucking implode wth her as a pilot bc she was able to steal batteries so fucking often arc cloud? dont know her/dont care about her because fuck it shes gonna be a the kleptomanic she’s always been since Youth then with arc field it could be a discus sure, but you know whats fucking cooler? a lasso. shes still gonna frisbee that shit but if they’re stacked at her hip it looks like a loop of lasso which is fucking cool as shit then yall know the phrase frontier justice? that shit? well shit shes from the frontier and used to be a bounty hunter - a picky one bc the 64 did more for the good than a paycheck and she retains that - and that felt like a good combo and then on a more practical note as growing up in texas i know how to draw cowboy-boot-adjacent things after years of having to draw that shit for years and hating it but now i get it use it for my own shit so yee-fucking-haw mates

#ooc #i think im in a manic state brb but like yeehaw #i should be studying but im both too anxious about the test to study for it and too manic atm to even focus so like????????????????????????? #im fucked either way so time to word vomit about her and also i wanna draw a thing but idk how to explain it but tldr i think a cool #thing would be if she was hired to join the games by Mysterious Benefactors for a job thats kept hush hush and needs to be kept hush hush #so shes. literally lying when she says that shes here as a retirement plan. either that or shes trying to draw a bounty out by being #in the games as a :) come get me now motherfucker :) sort of move. like. it wouldnt be hard for them to try and intercept the games #as literally every time kings canyons been blown up has taught us; security aint the best so like shes just biding her time waiting #via bloodsport so fucking cheers to that

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another night another cold sweat: cigars that are actually space vapes

me waking up in a cold sweat: space cowboy

#ooc #not gonna be a thing for this blog but I think it’s funny #like??? a fucking cotton candy or fruit loop vape-cigar since apparently they’re for the taste only not really smoking but idk I choke when #I breathe wrong why the fuck would I smoke anything I’d probs actually die #just the image of this gruff and grizzled cowboy inhaling a grape flavored vape that looks like a cigar sparks joy

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in the tags say a song that encapsulates your gender but you arent allowed to say an mcr or mother mother song

#prompt #ooc #both bc it’s fun anyway jeans would be golden boy by Bryce Fox and mine would probs be like #either Shut Eye by Stealing Sheep or The Fly by Cosmo Sheldrake

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me waking up in a cold sweat: space cowboy

#ooc #just figured out a light motif for her outfit and how the arc fields gonna deploy fucking RAD #now if I can just drag myself out of the drepression hole enough to draw it is another issue all together bc I’ve been in big sad fo #for the past week or so and it sucks but at least I’m almost done with school so yay I guess. love it when achievements are put down #and ignored. love it. don’t even want to go to my graduation now tbh because of it because what’s the point

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Mun VS. Muse

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#ooc #prompt #im. very late i know but i didnt feel like drawing jean so piccrew it is #also there wasnt really a white hair option so rip

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i just need to make sure jean conveys that chaotic whiskey aunt energy

#ooc #im reworking things now starting with the url and art bc the bio for apex is p much written if needing #some reworking esp with abilities so lmao #like im debating between a couple and trying to decide what looks good to me is difficult rip

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this is too funny

#musings #video

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i love characters who could get the absolute Shit kicked out of them and still be fine but as soon as someone touches/handles them gently it’s like “ah. im going to shatter to pieces now thanks”

#musings

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you’re sitting across from me in a shitty diner in anywhere, america, and i watch you pour too much creamer in your coffee and i think “i love you.” you look up, catching me staring, and for a moment i think i’m brave enough to say it, but i take too long and the moment passes. i take the balled up straw wraper and flick it at you, pretending that was my plan all along. you laugh. i never want to go another day without hearing that laugh. i think i will have all the time in the world to say it.

#musings

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whatever doesnt kill me is gonna wind up real dead real fast

#musings

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[-159] I will have to make amends with the flames that burn me.

#aes

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>> isetheby​

@scraprr liked for a lyric starter || Accepting

The night breeze is refreshing coming through the window, soothing over the memory of the day’s sweltering heat. It dulls the edges of the smell; burnt mechanical parts and oil still littered the ground around base, albeit shoved into neater piles at days end.

Nobody had died permanently today, as far as he knew. So then why did she look so despondent?

It made him uncomfortable in a way he didn’t completely understand, even as he busied himself with making tea.

“The tide could bring in anything, so steady as she goes.”

Her cheek rests against a closed fist as she lingers at the table long after others had left and Cecil entered- Though she had barely noticed the latter until the creaking of cabinets and the dings and clicks of metal drew her from her blank rumination and her gaze settled on him for a moment before going out the window.

So, he had decided to stay another day.

Maybe the news of another one of the mercenaries leaving hadn’t reached his ears yet, or maybe he knew and just didn’t care. There was never knowing or telling with him, and maybe right now it was for the best; Give the room a chance to breathe before figuring anything out.

“ Yeah, yeah. And another boat-thing to you too. “ The joke fell while she spoke; Hand falling from her face as a half-hearted ‘ha’ left her chest.

Maybe it’s not death, but it still opened old wounds.

A heartbeat lingers before she speaks again; Gaze drifting once more to the man for a moment before back to her two hands as if she had just discovered their existence.

“ Hey, you got a life outside of all of this, don’t you? ” She’s speaking before contemplation; Fingers gently tapping against the table. “ I’m sure you do - be surprised if you didn’t - but if you got somethin’ else... ”

Words trail off though the tapping continues as if the right rhythm would guide her words along; Make them make sense. Slowly, half-grin curled a corner of her mouth.

“ Why stay around here? “ A half-amused huff breaks the question for a moment. “ You just really into beatin’ the shit out of robots all the time or was it that bad that this is better somehow? ”

The tide could bring in anything, that’s true, but maybe she was just the type to try and rock the boat. Just a little.

For whatever might come of it if anything at all.

#interaction #isetheby #team fortress verse

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Character solidifying!

#prompt #actually!!! writing!!!! wild!!!

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I knew the way things were I knew the way they would be I knew exactly how it’d end

#audio

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also small details I need to learn to draw bc I love them jean has a crooked nose, kinda swollen looking knuckles, and already getting the stray grey hairs and starting to define wrinkles at 30 bc wow life’s stressful

#about #i already draw her under eye shadows/bags so didnt need to mention it but i dod anyway #like general aesthetic is ‘fighty but also lowkey tired but always dtf (down to fight)’ bc on one hand shes 30 and on the other shes just #has fairly angry outbursts due to ptsd and deep seated issues and doesnt reallt know ways to better cope? mostly bc she treats it as a #‘well ofc im ready to fight at all times bc the worlds kinda shitty and its smart to be Alert At All Times’ when no its just trauma

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[-162] I missed you 

#aes

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[-250] Partial credit.

#aes