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ah yes. the classic "I can't sleep because it will be tomorrow in an instant and tomorrow requires things of me and I Simply Do Not Vibe With That". so I'll go through said tomorrow on 2 hours of sleep. very smart and once again no lessons will be learned

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you can have a tough night but a good morning. yesterday can be bad and today can be good. it doesn’t invalidate what you’re doing through. it doesn’t make what you felt any less real.

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This whole ‘Ancestry’ journey is a T R I P. I’ve found a cousin, and found out my grandfather was not a good man, during a very crucial time in our country’s history.

What do I do with all of this information?!

#i’m deceased #insomnia things #family history #ancestry dna

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if ur wondering what the fuck is wrong with me imagine how i feel

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“I have traveled through madness to find me.”

— Unknown

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White flowers in My collection for Black is Beautiful.

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Crazyheadcomics

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#check on your people #black mental health

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There are all these moments you don’t think you will survive. And then you survive.

David Levithan

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one of my toxic traits is experiencing immense pain and just not telling anyone at all

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i can’t believe i used to think people my age were adults

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I’m wishing you enough spoons to get done the things that are most important to you this week.

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grieving as an adult is so funny it's like. im sobbing my eyes out i'm laughing like a maniac im pondering the mortality of everything around me. ok glad thats out of my system because i have a dentist appointment in an hour

#me last night