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applygenderonchild · 7 months
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I’ve been wanting to fall asleep and wake up in my room at three am so I can spend time with my friends and read fanfics until I can glimpses of blue through the blinds and open them to see the world end
I’ve always wanted to be as bold as him but as peaceful as them and not treated the same way they treat him but I end up being none of the three which makes me a bit glad by third
I’ve been told by someone that they’re sorry that for me that I’m trans, they said it while crying and before leaving me alone in a dark room that I’m not sure to be my home anymore and within the same hour I wasn’t supposed to talk to those I loved for the night
Honestly I was just glad I wasn’t murdered or kicked out in the cold winter that night
I’ve told the people the weather where I live when it was half less cold than the usual here and they told me they shivered thinking about it
They said it was right and I can’t say it wasn’t and I can’t they were bad people but I can’t say I knew what it was like for the others thought we had our fair share of problems and we were in actual danger while the one we didn’t like were still safe protected and loved
Honestly I can’t say I think it was fun for the one who we had a problem with but I left those problems behind already and all I can wonder is how they’re doing now
I loved her and wanted to live with her but now my identity outweighs my own self and we sit next to each other at school and all I can think is "How could you do this to me" even thought I know it’s my fault for seeing her that way
They call me by my name and they say I need to be grateful for it and they act like it’s the hardest thing they’ll ever do and they act as if they need to understand to be respectful but people less than half their age who don’t believe that there’s more than two genders can do it easily and be more than twice more respectful in two days
I can’t deal with those three who won’t respect or listen to it no matter how many times I tell them they keep saying the wrong thing on purpose and act as if it’s a silly game when now I want to punch a wall every time I remember they exist
I want everyone to live an enjoyable life but I won’t lie I do genuinely want to murder certain people who’ll never listen and act as if they’re right
The lights aren’t helpful I can already see perfectly right yet I’m not ready to already let go of them since they make it feel at home in a place that I want to leave so badly and I want to tear the cardboard walls down
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applygenderonchild · 8 months
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the way it’s august rn. sick and twisted
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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nice
Good news for you, this August 23rd.
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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I’ve been wanting to fall asleep and wake up in my room at three am so I can spend time with my friends and read fanfics until I can glimpses of blue through the blinds and open them to see the world end
I’ve always wanted to be as bold as him but as peaceful as them and not treated the same way they treat him but I end up being none of the three which makes me a bit glad by third
I’ve been told by someone that they’re sorry that for me that I’m trans, they said it while crying and before leaving me alone in a dark room that I’m not sure to be my home anymore and within the same hour I wasn’t supposed to talk to those I loved for the night
Honestly I was just glad I wasn’t murdered or kicked out in the cold winter that night
I’ve told the people the weather where I live when it was half less cold than the usual here and they told me they shivered thinking about it
They said it was right and I can’t say it wasn’t and I can’t they were bad people but I can’t say I knew what it was like for the others thought we had our fair share of problems and we were in actual danger while the one we didn’t like were still safe protected and loved
Honestly I can’t say I think it was fun for the one who we had a problem with but I left those problems behind already and all I can wonder is how they’re doing now
I loved her and wanted to live with her but now my identity outweighs my own self and we sit next to each other at school and all I can think is "How could you do this to me" even thought I know it’s my fault for seeing her that way
They call me by my name and they say I need to be grateful for it and they act like it’s the hardest thing they’ll ever do and they act as if they need to understand to be respectful but people less than half their age who don’t believe that there’s more than two genders can do it easily and be more than twice more respectful in two days
I can’t deal with those three who won’t respect or listen to it no matter how many times I tell them they keep saying the wrong thing on purpose and act as if it’s a silly game when now I want to punch a wall every time I remember they exist
I want everyone to live an enjoyable life but I won’t lie I do genuinely want to murder certain people who’ll never listen and act as if they’re right
The lights aren’t helpful I can already see perfectly right yet I’m not ready to already let go of them since they make it feel at home in a place that I want to leave so badly and I want to tear the cardboard walls down
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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distressing things to say to your friends
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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Tintin remembers what comes after 15.
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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Tintin remembers what comes after 15.
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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I meant to make this meme ages ago when pride month was still on but yeah gé (pronounced gay) is the Irish for a goose.
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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Tintin remembers what comes after 15.
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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Tintin remembers what comes after 15.
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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Tintin remembers what comes after 15.
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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Tintin remembers what comes after 15.
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applygenderonchild · 2 years
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Tintin remembers what comes after 15.
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