amysosamybeloved

[amysosamybeloved]

Hello guys i have good news and bad news.

The good news that I'm finally in Egypt now with my youngest brother and the bad news is my mother and my other brother with his wife still in Rafah waiting to evacute to Egypt.

I feel so sad and depressed for leaving them i should stayed and get out together.

#palestine

[amysosamybeloved]

it's so sickening knowing while im enjoying everything here at home Palestine is being bombed all day and night. i hope no one ever stops reblogging and talking and protesting until everything is over and the Palestinians are free from the 70+ year genocide of their people

[amysosamybeloved]

We actually do not know how many have been killed in Gaza. The numbers of those killed per day are seemingly less everyday compared to the start of the war, but we also hear of new daily massacres. We’re also hearing of Palestinians dying of starvation everyday, a number which is not included in the death toll. There’s not enough search and rescue teams to pull people from under the rubble, or that it’s too dangerous to do so. The Ministry of Health is unable to function properly, doctors and nurses are being killed off as hospitals are routinely bombed over and over, which means the current death toll is not being updated frequently and is most likely inaccurate. The carnage that Israel has left and continues to leave will only further result in the deaths of hundreds, if not thousands, even long after this ‘war’ is over. Does that not scare you? Does that not anger you?

[amysosamybeloved]

Q: It’s such a playful scene, too. When Michonne laughs after Rick kisses her, what’s going through her head? Danai Gurira: It’s pure joy. You know? It’s joy, because it’s that realization, it’s that discovery, it’s that letting go, it’s that other place that she really hasn't… I don’t think she’s really opened herself up in this way ever. It’s just a whole other level of stakes to open yourself up to this, at this moment in time, and there’s something beautiful and joyous in it. It’s scary, but in a beautiful way. She knows she’s in the safest place in the world with the person she wants to be with most in the world. It’s just joy. The key thing Andy and I wanted to do was to let them discover each other, and to let them kind of let go into the moment together.

#i love them so fucking much #twd #richonne #my twd era 2024

[amysosamybeloved]

Reminder that in Gaza alone, around 90-95% of the water supply is contaminated and unfit for human consumption...

If you dont believe israel is capable of this evilness (that they've been enforcing for OVER 50 YEARS) read it for yourself, from AMNESTY INTERNATIONAL

[amysosamybeloved]

and she thinks you slamming your laptop shut was because you were watching p**n

awkward moments in kdramas when the love of your life walks in while googling how long the sentence is for patricide

#castaway diva #out of all the contexts i expected the pinky promise to be this was definitely low on the list lmfao #i love my chaotic beloveds sm

[amysosamybeloved]

i feel like i should be used to the amy hate by now it's been over two years but i'm always still baffled at the shit people say in response

Sometimes I think I watch tv shows in a parallel universe to others because what do you mean people hate Amy from superstore but love Kelly and Marcus like I am truly so confused.

#amy sosa #god forbid women have hobbies (emotional complexity and interesting flaws) #superstore #this is an amy sosa stan account

[amysosamybeloved]

i’m seeing people turning on seo woojin after this week’s episode (it was a couple people on twitter) and saying that he deserved to get hurt because of his reckless or it should’ve been worse and that eunjae should break up with him for how he shows no self preservation and it’s just like are you all missing the point?

i genuinely don’t think the writers coincidentally used other characters to point out that seo woojin is just like kim sabu and how he’s only been in increasingly dangerous situations like cmon there’s no way they don’t have a plan for his season arc 

i’m more worried about eunjae getting more sidelined cause of her annoying dad who really shouldn’t get a redemption arc imo

#dr romantic 3 #romantic teacher doctor kim 3 #rtdk3 #seo woojin #cha eunjae #kim sabu #bu yeonju #cha jinman #rtdks3

[amysosamybeloved]

Can you stay the night?

CRASH COURSE IN ROMANCE (2023) dir. Yoo Je Won Episode 12 "Point of Intersection between Comedy and Tragedy"

#them grinning into the kiss means everything to me you don't understand #will be rewatching all their dating scenes for the foreseeable future (till the next eoisodes drop)

[amysosamybeloved]

He should’ve had breakfast before… Mr. Choi! His belt. Mr. Choi!

CRASH COURSE IN ROMANCE (2023) dir. Yoo Je Won

#this scene was so fucking funny #i was hollering #crash course in romance

[amysosamybeloved]

cali pt. 2 is honestly so devastating because i cant even be mad at jonah or amy for what happened. They are both completely valid in there concerns

Amy feels like she could be rushing things the way she did with her previous marriage and that is completely understandable and makes total sense. of course if the last time you got married it ended badly you would feel like you could just be doing the whole thing over again. she's not a bad person for feeling this way and its just gutwrenching

and then jonah is uprooting his whole life to make this move, so obviously knowing that amy was getting cold feet would make him feel like hes not appreciated and hes doing this all for nothing, for someone who doesnt really care

and what makes it even worse is that they are both also coming from a place of deep love for each other.

Amy knows how unhappy her marriage was and how the divorce affected her, adam, and emma. of course she would never eant that for jonah (and parker too). She loves him so much and is always seeing the good in him; her telling Jonah how she feels is an expression of that. She sees herself as the bad person in this situation for having second thoughts and stringing Jonah along(or at least thats probably how she feels). But the thing is shes not, and Jonah is in the same position as her.

Jonah loves Amy so, so much and he would never want her to feel stuck the way she was when she was with Adam. Knowing how Amy is feeling rushed, then Jonah feels like hes the bad person in this situation because hes holding her back.

it's just... they both love each other so much, which is partially why they even made the decisions they did. And the personal reasons they separate are completely valid and understandable, so its impossible to be truly mad at either one of them.

the hurt feelings on both sides of this situation and the incredibly strong underlying love is what makes the breakup so unbelievably devastating. both Jonah and Amy have undeniable concerns, and it just makes the whole situation feel so helpless, even though you know they love each other so much.

[amysosamybeloved]

i’m sorry but i don’t trust people who dislike kook yeonsoo intensely when most of the things she’s hated for are either character traits that’s usually enjoyed by audiences if it’s a male character or actions or decisions that choi woong mirrors her in like it sucks that the show’s unique style of story telling has flown over people’s heads in terms of how recollections are inaccurate due to our biases or how your financial situation Will factor into your decision making especially if you’re the primary caregiver/have always known you’re going to be 

#our beloved summer #choi woong #kook yeonsoo #look yeah people can think what they want to but there's so much misogyny in the way people talk about yeonsoo #like kdramas usually have sunny fls x grumpy cold mls and those are always really fucking successful even if the ml is an asshole #but you see one woman who has walls up because of her past experiences and suddenly she's irredeemable acc to people #can't believe i had to see someone call her a gaslighter and emotionally abusive person once like which fucking show did you watch #sorry this just annoys me to no end #as the people who follow me probably already know messy female characters getting stupid hate is a huge ick of mine #anyway watch our beloved summer it's an amazing show fr #and because of it kim dami and choi wooshik have someone who's always going to try to watch every work they pick from now #kook yeonsu #choi ung #kim jiwoong

[amysosamybeloved]

Never getting over Jonah admitting the reason he stayed at Cloud 9 for six years was for Amy. The implication that he was so deeply in love with her that the little moments he got to spend with her throughout the day was worth staying at a terrible dead-end job. Even when she was married and a romantic relationship seemed impossible, he stuck around because she made his day better. 

And then Amy saying she would wait another six years if there was even a sliver of a chance Jonah would want to be with her again. Despite all the protests and reservations she had about him at the beginning, he made her days so much happier and she would do anything in order to get that happiness back. 

#I MISS THEM

[amysosamybeloved]

someone explain the jewish holidays to me like i'm 5 years old

[amysosamybeloved]

this week's episode once again proving that hyejin's and dusik's love languages are acts of services but in such opposite ways. hyejin is so careful about it: oh, i hope i am not crossing any boundaries but have a chocolate, its good for you. keep yourself hydrated, let me get some warm water for you. while dusik just goes for it. of course he fixed the streetlight the day after hyejin was scared. of course he held up the flashlight for her even though he was so flustered that he could barely stand still. if not him then who.

[amysosamybeloved]

some incoherent thoughts on love, and hye-jin and du-sik

it’s there, isn’t it? or at least something like it, drifting beneath them like an undercurrent, a slipstream.

it’s how du-sik always notices when hye-jin enters or leaves a room. it’s how hye-jin knows he’s about to cry from a look. it’s how they sit at dinner, close, sleeves brushing, but not quite touching. it’s how hye-jin is half-turned to him in every scene, how du-sik is so aware of her anytime she’s near. it’s how she notices he’s hurt, how she notices he’s sick, how she turns to watch him walk away. it’s how he sees mi-seon at the set and then immediately looks around for hye-jin. oh, you’re going for drinks, for lunch? let me join you. never mind that i said i didn’t want to, that was before i knew you would be there.

it’s how their interactions must be casual, otherwise they have to give it weight, give it meaning. i’m going to call you a rhino when you bump into me, because otherwise i’ll have to think about how it felt to have you close. i’m going to bicker and laugh at you while our hands touch, otherwise i’ll have to look at you and i can’t do that. it’s the way the camera doesn’t linger every time they touch but only when it matters, only when they can no longer pretend that it doesn’t. your hands on my face; you leaning in to kiss me; you holding me while i cry, when i’m frightened.

it’s how they linger here, in this halfway place between love and indifference. when i nearly kiss you, i’m going to hit my head and call myself crazy. when i stare at you in the store, i’m going to shake my head and tell myself to get a grip. i’m going to call this anything other than what it is. this is not love; it’s just kindness or attention, and i don’t care that they all mean the same thing. just don’t make me call it love.

it’s how i can’t even fit it all in here, because otherwise i’d be talking about every second they look at each other. because isn’t that what love is? not something bright and blinding, but a constant, steady attention?

but mostly, i think it’s about how du-sik finishes the porridge when it’s hard to eat, how hye-jin finishes the tea when it’s hard to drink. i’m going to complain the entire time but i’m still going to do it, because you gave it to me. because it’s you.

#going through the hccc tag again cause a friend is watching and i want to give them the maximum brainrot possible

[amysosamybeloved]

Matt Murdock was better than electra you dumb bitch and also we love matt more hes the best and yeah hes white that doesn't matter he still the best. Shut up you racist troll

reverse racism isn't a thing get the hell off my page if you hate my opinions so much lol

#i haven't typed anything out in months so i have no clue what made anon so mad #but pointing out that matt's white and calling me the racist troll is definitely a Choice #this was funny to read though