alwayshersadchild

[alwayshersadchild]

Had another dream about you. Woke up in a depressed state. Now I can't think straight.

[alwayshersadchild]

We both couldn't sleep I could feel both our hearts breaking knowing this will be the last night together.

[alwayshersadchild]

I realized I needed to move on.. that I couldn't keep sleeping next to someone that was a stranger.

[alwayshersadchild]

When I was single I'd run from red flags. I started dating someone and 5 months into the relationship I saw a red flag. I ignored it. The first 5 months was great why would I let one red flag ruin it.. I should've been stronger then that.

[alwayshersadchild]

“Let everything happen to you: Beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final.”

— Rainer Maria Rilke, Go to the Limits of Your Longing (via thoughtkick)

[alwayshersadchild]

do you wish you were seeing somebody

a therapist 

[alwayshersadchild]

“Maybe I just expected too much…”

—

[alwayshersadchild]

You can't keep loving someone so toxic.

[alwayshersadchild]

This is gonna hurt.

[alwayshersadchild]

I'm always the bad guy.

[alwayshersadchild]

"I just faked being happy"

[alwayshersadchild]

[alwayshersadchild]

“I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter.”

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[alwayshersadchild]

“Everyone leaves in the end anyway.”

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[alwayshersadchild]

Everything Okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone. There are many support services that are here to help. 

If you are located in the United States, consider reaching out to the National Alliance on Mental Illness HelpLine.

If you are located in the United Kingdom, The Mix is here to help you with any challenge you are facing.  Reach out online, on social or through their free and confidential helpline.

If you are reading this from in any other country in Europe,  Mental Health Europe has compiled a list of helplines and other resources in your country. 

For more resources, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.

[alwayshersadchild]

"I'm having suicidal thoughts again and I want to tell someone. I want to open up and ask for help but I'm scared that they'll see me different so I just face it alone until the thoughts eventually win."

— my thoughts are killing me slowly

[alwayshersadchild]