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The reunion we never got

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✨🌙 Celestial Genesis 🌙✨

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Long time no see everyone :") Im dealing with some physical health issues atm, and unfortunately that is hindering my will and my time I devote to my art. It's actually so stupid though, I finally got my mental health under control (for the most part) and now I apparently have some kind of autoimmune disease 🥲 Ill be posting updates on my Insta story as I get more answers on whats going on with me, but it sucks a lot being unhealthy due to something you can't control :""") With that being said, I actually am working on art constistantly, but veeeeery slowly and since I may have adhd too, my attention span is dwindling and can only work on art for a short period of time 🥲

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So, about the painting! This is pretty heavily inspired by "The Fairy of the Moon" by 19th century painter Hermann Kaulbach. It's basically a recreation of the piece but with my personal touches- like making my character Tilena the "fairy". I wanted to paint her creating the universe- With gentle fingertips soaring across the openness of space, gifting the vast world with planets, stars, moons, and all other celestial objects 🌙 Tilena is a goddess herself- the goddess of space and time- so I thought this would be a really cool concept to tackle and Im really happy with the colors especially!! Now I dont know when I'll be posting new art again but haha I hope it'll be soon 😭😭 Thank you guys for bearing with me through this tough time in my life, it means more than you could know! 🫶

#uGH I JUST WANT TO BE A RELATIVELY NORMALLY HEALTHY HUMAN BEING #wHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO.ME FUCCCCK #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #tilena #tilena spacia #oc #my oc #my character #doctor who #doctor who oc #space art #outer space #space girl #space #goddess #goddesses #mythical art #mythical #original art #my artwork #small artist

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about judar from the hit manga magi

hiii everyone, zav speaking! or maybe more people know me as idola in the magi fandom, i dont know, probably. ive been here as idola for the past 9 years after all lol

okay so forgive me because it’s been a long time since i reread magi, but i am burdened by feelings and emotions and have GOT to talk about this even if there might be a few details that are a little questionable due to how long it’s been.

 anywaaayy about judar (and juhaku by extension). i wanted to talk a little bit about judar’s identity, both in his mind and in the minds of others

so first of all, this was inspired by the self assessment extra in volume 35 of the manga. in it, there are 4 ticks for rankings with 1 being the lowest and 4 being the highest. the only relevant ones here are judar and hakuryuu so theirs are the only ones ill post:

judar future prospects: 4 mental strength: 2 kindness: 1 sense of humor: 2 face: 2 total points: 55/100

(on this judar and hakuryuu have a set of comments—

judar: i didn’t understand this question very well.

hakuryuu: it’s a question about your opinion of yourself. now that you mention it, i never heard that from you.)

hakuryuu future prospects: 3 mental strength: 4 kindness: 1 sense of humor: 1 face: 4 total points: 65/100

honestly i have absolutely no idea how they are getting 55 and 65 out of 100 with that, but oh well. doesn’t really matter. bottom line is that hakuryuu, who historically hasn’t had a good opinion of himself, thinks of himself more kindly than judar thinks of himself. the only character that has lower self-esteem than judar per this special paper is koumei. koumei!!

basically, what i got from it is that judar has incredibly low self-esteem, and probably not just in the areas they’re talking about here.

i’ve been in the magi fandom for… quite a while now lol and i very clearly remember everyone saying for a long time that judar knows he’s hot, and that doesn’t seem to be the case. moreover, judar makes a comment about how he wears the clothes he wears because sinbad told him that people would like him more if he wore them.

judar: the stupid king told me that i’d have more success in love wearing middle eastern clothes (ha ha… he’s so stupid…)

apparently he really believed that, because he then proceeded to wear them for literally the next 10 years lol. that might sound like a reach, but when you read the second half of the omake, i can’t imagine any other way to read it?

alibaba: but… you don’t have a girlfriend or a wife, do you?

judar: no, but… everyone at the palace let me do whatever i wanted with them, you know?

so what’s the truth, judar?

comment A: “i’ll wear these clothes because they’ll make me more successful with love!”

comment B: “everyone let me do whatever i wanted with them” (which he says right after calling women “boring” - yes this points to him thinking men are more interesting, but that’s not the point i’m trying to make today)

basically, my point is that judar wanted people to like him when he was younger so he changed the way he dressed completely and kept it that way consistently for the rest of his known life.

so why did he have to do that, then?

normally, if people don’t like you then you try to fix what they don’t like if you want to be their friend. but the reason that people didn’t like judar is, more than anything, because he’s “al-thamen’s pawn.”

was that or was that not something he had absolutely no control over lol. it’s no wonder that he fixated on and tried to fix other things about himself that he perceived as sub-par, like his appearance, since he obviously couldn’t change the root issue.

honestly, i don’t really think that he was super conscious of that fact or anything. but i do think that it’s what ohtaka intended to portray when writing these aspects of his character.

that being said, let’s back up a little bit.

we know that judar wasn’t originally born to al-thamen, but was taken soon after and then treated as if he was a priest/oracle, something holy and above others, to keep him from thinking too hard about anything else. and it worked! he thought of himself as a great magi, and thought reasonably well of the people who treated him like a great magi—see his childhood crush on gyokuen (revealed in a sticker). but on the other hand, he also wanted someone to treat him like a kid—see him telling hakuryuu to give him one of his brothers back when they were kids because he wanted to be a little brother ;-;

he couldn’t have that, though, because hakuryuu’s brothers burnt to a crisp, something that everyone saw him as complacent in… despite him being a young kid at the time. no, he didn’t do anything to stop it. but how could he? he was eight years old

hakuryuu, who had been his friend up until then, started to treat him differently afterwards, again for no fault of judar’s own. im sure that this hurt after everything that happened in snb, with seren dying and sinbad hating his guts (a dynamic that would continue for the foreseeable future). 

so what was judar to do? treat them coldly in return? no! he treated hakuryuu like a friend just like how he used to. sure, he always asked him to go to dungeons with him, because he was a great magi and great magi can choose great kings and he knows that hakuryuu would be a great king… but he’s still eight years old. there’s really nothing he can do to win hakuryuu’s friendship back, even though he hadn’t really done anything wrong on a personal level.

now i hear what you might be thinking—al-thamen’s goons, sinbad, and hakuryuu arent the only people in judar’s life… and yes, that’s true. but the way he treats them is so obviously different from the way he treats his other king vessels. the only one that even comes close is kougyoku, who he teases and seems to be friends with, in a way. they definitely don’t have a truly antagonistic relationship despite his relentless teasing… but he doesn’t take her seriously, really. i guess she doesn’t have the same potential in his eyes as sinbad and hakuryuu do. so he keeps bugging those guys instead of being satisfied with what he has.

i do think that sinbad and hakuryuu having extremely negative feelings towards al-thamen contributes to judar’s impressions on them… but i don’t think that he has any solid perception of his intuition at this point.

so basically, timeline wise, we have:

judar being born into a small village in the far east. it’s unclear on if he was born into kou, gai, or go, but his village was soon slaughtered so what does it matter (for the purpose of this essay)

he was raised into al-thamen, presumably by gyokuen primarily since she’s the reason he was in kou to begin with… but he was really, really young when they captured him judging by the pictures we were shown. so he probably had a random woman nurse him. he is shown wearing kou’s clothes in the reim arc in snb so when he’s 4 years old. at that time, his rukh was white

judar’s powers as a magi are used to help get metal vessels and djinns for a huge number of people. it’s unclear to me which dungeon he summoned first, but either way by the time he was taken to parthevia, he wasn’t a stranger to summoning them or having kings.

his rukh is forced to turn black, likely via arba’s “mental magic”

flashforward to three years later and he grows somewhat close to serendine, who treats him like a little brother at times. he’s ultimately part of the reason why she dies so i’m sure that hurts, but he doesn’t really talk about it. i can’t even begin to imagine how much it’d hurt for this to happen, then to go to kou and have the fire happen, and have his comforting friendship with hakuryuu - the first and last person he could consider a friend, in all likelihood - go up in flames soon after.

as he gets older, he continues to collect king vessels. even so, he makes it a point to always ask hakuryuu to become his king. why? hakuryuu doesn’t like him anymore… at least, that’s what he says. maybe judar believes him, maybe he doesn’t. we really don’t know.

in a meeting with sinbad, he’s told that he’ll have more luck in love if he dresses different, so he does just that.

people at home let him do whatever he wants, but it doesn’t fill the void so to speak  - he calls it boring instead of fulfilling. it seems that he’s grown tired of being the great magi, the ‘other’ who others can’t understand because they don’t know anything about him. they take advantage of his powers without understanding or caring on a deeper level (unlike sinbad and hakuryuu who don’t take advantage of him at all, whose opinions he seems to value a lot more)

so that’s all for pre-magi canon.

as for magi canon itself, the first time we see judar is him outside of the dungeon that alibaba conquers if i’m not mistaken. he has no personal interest in alibaba, but the others in al-thamen have an interest in aladdin. when judar learns about aladdin, it probably doesn’t feel too great… after all, judar has always been special, and that’s why everyone treats him differently, right?

because he’s special, he’s powerful, he’s everything that nobody else will ever be.

…but he’s also nothing that anyone else wants to be, because he’s al-thamen’s pawn… something that he’s probably becoming conscious of for the first time after he learns about aladdin in the early parts of the story.

he gets to see aladdin with alibaba, a king who he chose without anyone else’s input. he gets to see how free aladdin is.

and he gets to see how unfortunate he himself is after aladdin activates solomon’s wisdom and shows him that he’s not special after all. not against aladdin, and not to al-thamen either—yes, he’s their magi. yes, he was their perfect pawn who they went to great efforts to obtain.

but he doesn’t have solomon’s wisdom. he isn’t aladdin.

he’s not their ideal anymore.

so what is he if he’s not special?

he’s ‘judar,’ but that’s not the name that his parents gave him or anything. it’s a name that al-thamen gave him when they essentially took him captive.

he’s been going by a name that wasn’t his and fighting battles that aren’t really his. not only that, but he’s wearing clothes that were someone else’s idea and attracting people who only want him for his power. who would he be if he wasn’t a magi, anyway?

nothing, really

he’d be nothing, and he’d have no one

nobody wants to be around him because they think he’s a pawn, and for the first time, he readily agrees with them, and that makes him angry.

(side note: at some point during the balbadd arc, i think before solomon’s wisdom is activated but i don’t remember clearly, judar’s rukh tries to leave his body but is forced back inside by al-thamen. the man can’t even die without them dictating if it’s okay or not. like come on.)

so after the balbadd arc, judar’s kind of a whirlwind of emotions. he “fake cries” at sinbad in sindria, which i always thought was funny because there’s no way in hell that he wasn’t even a little bit sincere in that. “i’m also one of al-thamen’s victims!” we know you are. you just don’t want to be pitied so you backtrack and laugh about it instead

there’s a cute moment around there where ithnan says to be careful about hurting hakuryuu because he’s judar’s favorite, bit AWWW because it’s been 11 years since judar and hakuryuu were truly friends and he’s still judar’s favorite, judar’s still talking about him and hyping him up, even though he most certainly was not hyping him up to the right person lol

from here we have a bit of a stalemate for judar, who wants to have the power to escape al-thamen but just. doesn’t. there’s nothing he can do alone, but nobody wants to take his hand because he’s with al-thamen, and the proof is in his black rukh.

he clearly has someone in mind, though. he wants hakuryuu and urges him to take his hand now more than ever, knowing that they are the same in this sense, and that together they can cover each other’s weaknesses and break themselves free of their fates.

hakuryuu goes with judar when the medium implodes in magnostadt and judar takes the depraved rukh from it. from there, they set more plans into motion

i won’t bore you with a recap of the Best Arc in All of Manga History (the juhaku… i mean kou arc) because tbh you should go read it (again) yourself, it’s literally a masterpiece, BUT the key points of it as far as judar’s concerned are:

he did want to take aladdin’s hand and be friends “at one point,” but quickly decided against it because of the anger in his heart

he understands that it’s the right thing to do, but just can’t forgive the world enough to do it. he knows that he could fight al-thamen with everyone else but he just can’t do it, because he knows that nobody shares this anger with him, and nobody would let him do the things he wants with it. but after everything, that’s all that he really wants:

to do something that he himself decided on doing, not what others wanted him to do. he wants to be himself, not what other people want him to be.

“we will destroy this world and create it anew” - the iconic line

“this feels just like… il ilah itself…” - belial when judar attacks

not too long later, at the battle camp, judar is shown to be struggling to subordinate the huge quantity of black rukh he obtained from magnostadt, but he doesn’t regret it or anything. he’s getting all sorts of useful information from it. just like how hakuryuu is learning how to use his new powers from belial, judar is understanding how to parse the information from mogamett’s rukh.

side note #143: hakuryuu knowing how judar’s mind works is so cute. him telling judar to learn this magic “or is it too difficult?” ALWAYS works on him lol. how did they grow so close if they only knew each other for a year, between ages 7-8 for judar and 5-6 for hakuryuu, before the fire? like that’s crazy to me. they act like they have TONS of history outside of that. i feel like they do, too, it’s all just very controlled interaction on hakuryuu’s side. he holds back so much, it must feel so good to just… be on each other’s sides again, especially knowing that they understand each other and want to be together DESPITE everything else being so fucked up ;-;

anyway onto the next point: the isolation barrier

so this is basically also a side note, but the isolation barrier was only mentioned/used twice: once in the alma torran arc, where they say it was invented by magicians who want to commit suicide so that their borg doesn’t stop them, and then when judar activates it to let hakuryuu kill gyokuen. it’s impossible for judar to do any damage to her after that but if it works it works!

then there’s the ultra iconic “if you hadn’t raised me, i would be more… more… more…! huh? what was it, again? it slipped my mind.”

rahhh i love judar. i don’t think i need to explain that really, i think it’s pretty self-explanatory. classic judar knowing the feelings in his mind but not knowing how to put it into words

as for the battle with aladdin, judar plays with the idea of summoning the medium because it’d be his idea and no one else’s. except that it’s literally not, because he was essentially being raised since childhood to become the medium. oops

anyway, i already talked about the stuff that was revealed in the dark continent and with the mother dragon. the rest of judar is also pretty self-explanatory once you think back on all the other things that have been revealed until then and in extra papers and omakes after it too

the things that stand out most to me in the final arc are when judar comes back, how he goes straight to his village instead of attempting to find hakuryuu (despite what yunan likely told them) to pick up where they left off, and then telling hakuryuu about everything even though he’s been shown to be a pretty private person who doesn’t talk about himself much

and then… at the very end of all of this, when he fights sinbad, he finally gets to say that he’s satisfied for the first time in his life, because he has hakuryuu who understands him and wants to be with him just because he’s himself, not because he’s a powerful magi ;-; i have so many feelings and emotions it’s actually insane

and yes i DID just write a 3k essay on a magi character in god's year of 2024. sue me

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❤️‍🔥 KING KENDRICK ❤️‍🔥

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After 15 hours of painting I finally finished my portrait of @kendricklamar !! I really love doing celebrity portraits lately that I put a creative twist on with the reference I used- Especially since this year music has been my actual SAVIOR omg 😭 Music has always meant a ton to me both creatively and personally but this year in particular I've listened to way more new music that I would have normally in a year or two 😂 But I am pretty happy with this one (ESPECIALLY THE CROWN AHH THERE'S SO MUCH SYMBOLISM IN IT) ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

#I honest to god never realized how cute he looks until I watched him in interviews bcjsbsgga #I love him fr though hes so fucking talented! #I cant wait to listen to more of his music ✨✨ #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #kendrick lamar #k dot #good kid maad city #to pimp a butterfly #damn. #mr morale and the big steppers #section 80 #portrait #celebrity portraits #rapper #hip hop #semi realism #rap #rappers #portraiture #digital portrait

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✨ Meet the Artist 2024 ✨

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AFTER ALMOST AN ENTIRE MONTH I FINALLY FINISHED THIS!1!1!!1 I was working SO slowly on this because of life constantly getting in the way, but now that things are getting better (I think) Im motivated and excited to be working on art consistently again! Also it's a relief to finally have a new pfp, Im pretty sick of the old one tbh 😂 Theres a lot of psychological world building going on in this painting btw, but its too exhausting to type out atm, just know theres a ton of symbolism and shit here 😂😂

#GOD I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY TO DRAW OTHER THINGS NOW XBSJSNSN #ITS BEEN SO LONGGGG #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #meet the artist #meet the blogger #my art blog #art blog #small artist #small art account #small art blog #small account #about me #about the artist #2024 #2024 art #digital art #artwork #self portrait #self taught #self portrature #self portrayal

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🐍 HISS 🐍

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO THE QUEEN MEGAN THEE STALLION!!! 🎉🎉🎉 I didn't know it was her birthday month at all, but it's very fitting since this month I finally started getting into her music! Recently Ive been loving taking a photo reference of an artist and transforming it into something magical and creative in my own style (like my last painting of Dua Lipa), and especially playing around with lighting! I can't wait to do more of these, tbh 💚💚

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Um, yeah, also.... I have had a sort of artistic revelation last week and I have realized I'm not really being myself on social media, and it's sucking the life out of me :") What I mean by this primarily is I try so hard to be family friendly when in reality anyone who knows me knows that I am extremely far from it in terms of my personality and my language 😅 And, well, I'm done acting like that online because it's not authentic to me AT ALL and one of my most important things is to be transparent and honest with people who engage with my art 100% and starting today, I am doing just that. I will still be posting warnings on NSFW art or trigger warnings for art that needs it, but other than that, I will NOT be censoring myself for anyone. With that being said, if you followed me because I was family friendly, didn't use profanity, etc, then I'm sorry and I don't blame you at all for unfollowing. But I NEED to be my true, authentic self in order to progress as an artist. It's also gonna take me a while to get used to being myself on here so it may not happen right away, but gradually I'll start to come out of my shell. Thank y'all for understanding!!! Love you guys and I will hopefully be pushing more artwork out soon!! 🫶

#Anyways... #Hope y'all enjoyed my pg run #It's been fun :D #Now lets fUCK SOME SHIT UP WITH MY ART ACCOUNTS WOOOOOOO #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #megan thee stallion #megan pete #portraiture #portrait #portraits #celebrity portraits #female rappers #rap #hip hop #queen of rap #digital art #digital portrait #HISS #cobra #music #snake

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🌄 Tears of Solitude 🌄

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Finally posting my latest finished painting! 😂 Ima be honest with y'all, the current piece I'm working on I have been working on slowly for weeks because ya girls health is slowly declining once again 🫠 I'll be alright, my vitamins just arent doing very much but aNYWAYS all that to say that's why I put off posting this piece for as long as I did, because the next painting aint even finished yet 🥲 But Im really happy to be drawing my girl Zelda again!! She's absolutely my comfort character so it felt good drawing her again after so long 😭😭

#Ughh I just wanna paint like a maniac again but ✨ health issues ✨ #the problem is I have no motivation to paint rn and my attention span is reallyyy bad #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #zelda fanart #the legend of zelda #legend of zelda #princess zelda #zelda botw #botw #breath of the wild #zelda #zelda breath of the wild #zelda art #fanartist #digital art #my painting #video game art #nintendo #nintendo art #zelda games #zelda game

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❤️‍🔥 Call Me By Your Name ❤️‍🔥

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This painting took me 18 whOLE HOURS!!! Im really freaking happy I managed to finish it given the amount of time I had sunk into it- I usually get bored working on a piece after a week or so 🥲 Idk why, but I recently became enchanted with Montero by Lil Nas X (the song) once again and I was reminded why I love the song so much! I love the dark, sinister feel of the song while keeping an explicit and lustful tone- it's really interesting! I combined that dark, sinister, and lustful feeling with Juhaku and some poses that are reminiscent of Greek sculptures (lOVE how dynamic those poses are lately, as you can probably tell) and bAM I got this masterpiece!! Love the direction my art is heading in lately ☺❤️‍🔥

#I WILL SINGLE HANDEDLY CARRY THE JUHAKU FANBASE IF IT MEANS IT STAYS ALIVE 😤😤😤 #maybe im being dramatic #.... #nah #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #juhaku #judar #judar magi #judal #judal magi #magi #magi the labyrinth of magic #magi the kingdom of magic #magi manga #magi fanart #hakuryuu #ren hakuryuu #hakuryuu ren #fanartist #otp #my otp forever

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⛓️ Houdini ⛓️

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So I've had this painting done for a while now but I wanted to wait as long as possible to post it because Ive been working on the next painting for liTERALLY 14 HOURS 💀💀💀 But uhh Im prettyy sure Im almost done with that one finally so heres my Houdini portrait of goddess Dua Lipa !! 💙 Reaaally happy with this one tbh! The lighting was a nice challenge for sure! I know I say this about every painting I do of people I dont draw often- but I nEeD to draw Dua Lipa more she's so gorgeous 😭😭 Cant wait for her new song + album!! 🥰

#she is sooOoOo GORGEOUS HELP #I HAVEEEE TO DRAW HER MOREEEEEEEE #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #dua lipa #dua #lipa #portraiture #portraits #portrait #celebrities #celebrity fanart #celebrity art #pop singer #singer #artist on tumblr #small artist #small art account #small art blog #small art business #digital portrait #my portrait

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👻 Boosette 👻

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Idk why but I had the sudden urge to draw Boosette (probably because of my reignited love for Mario Party recently) but I, being the bisexual I am, wanted to make her sexy 😂 And honestly?? Im super happy with this piece! Gotta draw more sexy female character pieces this year 🖊👀

#My bisexuality is showing again #darn it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #its okay this was bound to happen soon tbh #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #boosette #mario art #super mario #mario #mario bros #super mario bros #luigis mansion #king boo #peach #princess peach #mario fanart #fanarts #fanartist #spooky art #spooky aesthetic #boo #my art blog

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💫"I Don't Want to Go" 💫

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Can you guys tell what my current hyperfixation is yet? 😂 The chokehold that the 10th, 14th & 15th Doctors have me in is something else right now 🙃 Anyways, I hate myself so I thought I'd draw 10 dying 🥲 Lol jk- I saw artwork by @nipuni of 10 regenerating and I thought it was so beautiful that I got inspired to draw the same scene myself! But yeah I think the Doctor Who fanart train is slowing down a bit after this painting so look forward to other fanart soon! ✨

#ugH I LOVE HIM #I HAVE A PROBLEM FRR #ITS OKAY THOUGH ITS A GOOD PROBLEM IF ITS GETTING ME TO DRAW CONSISTENTLY AGAIN LOL #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #tenth doctor #10th doctor #david tennant #doctor #the doctor #nuwho #doctor who #doctor who fanart #doctor who art #whovian #dr who #whoniverse #emotional art #fandom #doctor who fandom #fanartist #fan art

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💔 Broken Hearts 💔

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Woww I managed another post so soon, Im proud of myself 😂 Honestly it's only because Im really happy with my current wip so I feel like Im finally back on track with creating art, and my god it feels wonderful :") Unfortunately thats pretty much the only thing I got going for me right now 🙃 Anyways, Idk why or how this painting came to be, it just kinda happened on a whim 😅 Im pretty satisfied with this piece overall tbh! I really missed drawing my girl Tilena 🌌

#This painting is the definition of ✨ pretty and sad ✨ #Idk how or why but I can TOTALLY see this painting being animated?? #Kinda weird I havent had that thought with any of my art before ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #tilena #tilena spacia #my oc art #my ocs #my ocs <3 #my oc character #original character #doctor who fanart #doctor who #doctor who oc #doctor who art #timelord #space art #space aesthetic #outer space #sci fi fantasy #sci fi art

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🌌 15 🌌

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Happy belated New Year everyone! 🎉 I hope everyones been good while I was gone! Been going through a lot of personal/family stuff these past few months, which stunted my entire life pretty much, including my art :") I was in a pretty tough art block for a WHILE, until the end of November when I finally managed to finish this piece of Ncuti Gatwa as the 15th Doctor!! Yes, I'm obsessed with 15 already and, yes, Doctor Who is what got me out of my art block! Sometimes needing a new subject or a resparked interest in a piece of media is all I need to get out of art block, so thank you Ncuti and Doctor Who 🥰 As for my posting schedule, I'm going to wing it for a while 😅 I only have two other finished pieces to post so I'll try and post a few days in between them and hopefully more art will be made soon! And as for videos/reels, I will not make them unless I actually WANT to make them, which is the way it should be 🙃 Anyways it's good to be back-ish! 😂

#Hes so pretty like what the heck #WHY did they pick him for 15 because now Im gonna be obsessed with new who all over again 🥲 #him and tenny will forever be the death of me fr #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #fifteenth doctor #15th doctor #digital art #dr who #doctor who art #doctor who fanart #dw #dw fanart #dw fandom #ncuti!doctor #i love ncuti #ncuti gatwa #nuwho #whovian #whovians #doctor who #new doctor who

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🗝 Babydoll Sketch 🗝

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Hiya guys, it's been a hot minute 😅 So unfortunately I'm probably not going to continue with Linktober this year, because my life right now is pretty much in shambles so I at least want the freedom to draw what I want :") It's all personal stuff and Im sure everything will be alright, but my current situation is very stressful and there's a ton of uncertainty for the future of my family. I may open up emergency commissions depending on what happens- but hopefully it won't come to that. Im hopeful things will get better for me and my family soon 💜

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So about this drawing- I literally just sketched this on a whim yesterday and Im kinda surprised at how well it looks??? Idk but I'm gonna try to make more of these just so I have things to post 🥲 It was really fun and I felt actual freedom while drawing, which I haven't felt in too long 😭

#I just want things to go back to normal :“) #Im sick of worrying about financial things all the time #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #babydoll #sucker punch #portrait #sketch #my sketch #digital sketch #semi realistic #semi realism #emily browning #emily jane browning #fanarts #fanartist #my fanart #movie fanart #character art #emotional #comfort character #fan art

[alexapillustration]

🔥 Linktober 2023- Day 13: Spirit/Ghost/Phantom 🔥

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Bubbles!! I originally had a different idea in mind but I went with this idea because it would be quicker to do 😅😅 Im actually happy the way it came out and I wasn't expecting to love it as much as I do! 🧡🩵 

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Also, sadly, this is the last piece I managed to get done in time 😭😭 Tomorrow's piece isn't anywhere near finished, Im still on the line art 😭 So with that being said, from now on Im going to start posting my Linktober pieces as I finish them instead of on the day they're supposed to be posted, like I mentioned before! Im excited to take my time on the rest and try and make them as good as I possibly can- I hope you look forward to seeing a bunch of Zelda art from me for a while!! 💜

#Uggggh Im kinda sad I wasn't able to accomplish Linktober on time this year 😭😭😭 #I just have SO much going on in my life rn tbh 😭 #my art #art #artist #illustration #artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #female illustrators #illustrator #artists #fanart #legend of zelda #the legend of zelda #zelda #zelda wind waker #wind waker #loz ww #loz #tloz #the wind waker #ghost #spirit #phantom #halloween #spooky #linktober #linktober 2023 #inktober #inktober 2023

[alexapillustration]

🪞 Linktober 2023- Day 12: Princess 🪞

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Of course I decided on Midna for this prompt!! I wanted to design a Princess Zelda-esk gown for her to make her look more like a traditional Zelda princess! I wish I could have made it more creative/detailed but I have limited time obviously, so maybe I'll redo it in the future when I have more time to focus on a single painting 😊🖤

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[alexapillustration]

🪶 Linktober 2023- Day 11: Monsters/Beasts 🪶

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I decided to draw the birdie the Helmaroc King from Wind Waker for this prompt! I wanted to create a scene depicting Link's final fight with the beast from my head, and I think I did pretty good for coming up with this composition on the spot 😂😂 

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