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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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Swaying around the brim of

Waters,

Holding on to what

I left behind.

Arresting is the reality of the darkness

Beneath the source of light that

It pulls me into a spiral of

Background sounds.

Yesterday, while I over brewed

My cup of coffee,

I fondled around my cheeks.

They felt like soft pulp

Of a fruit-

Wanting to be grinded.

On the high rotating chairs with wheels,

Sits my cat.

Purring

to the songs of silences from outside.

Much is lost behind the hindsight

Behind the last filled

Bucket of water

Much- too much.

Catching a glimpse of

What lies before me,

What exists with the marrow of my bones,

Is too much of a

Problem for me.

I know even on my last day

Here

I will not untie the bonds with

The forgotten.

I know.

This

Is the way I die- with a

Wanting to have died a day earlier.

Poem by- @afishwhowishestofly

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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Fading

I am the sunset waiting for the dawn, you are yesterday’s heartbeat pulsating. Even though you told me that yr gone, I’m still here, I’m still endlessly waiting.

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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I call the wind

To feel my breath

To feel what surrounds me

To fill my lungs with

An air that in turn

Would start to suffocate me.

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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loving vincent (2017)

What am I in the eyes of most people - a nonentity, an eccentric, or an unpleasant person - somebody who has no position in society and will never have; in short, the lowest of the low. All right, then - even if that were absolutely true, then I should one day like to show by my work what such an eccentric, such a nobody, has in his heart. - Vincent Van Gogh

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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OH, JUST LET ME RUN!

Look at the sky today.

It looks very clever.

I think a fox lent

Its hues to The Wide Blue.

Do you also see it?

The way, the cerulean above

My head is merging with

The orange of the horizon.

Very clever.

It never looks my way

And yet it calls,

And calls me.

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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there was a time in this lifetime that i had loved you a lot even from afar

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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The night is all mine to conquer.

Oh beloved stars!

I do hear you calling me.

Iridescent reflection upon my irises

Is my approval for you to take me.

Find me a place somewhere among you,

Near your heart.

I have no doubts and

I don't need time for second thoughts.

Just take me,

Take me with you

And make me one of your own.

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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I'm a little more broken today, thinking about you.

Such is the torment of love.

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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Figment

I have a love hate relationship with you At times I believe myself to be a little in love with you Thoughts of you transform me into the giddy teenager of decades ago At other times you are like a cancer A poison that as much as I try I cannot remove every part of you from my flesh I am not willing to put myself through the pain and suffering that removing you from my life would bring There is a desperation within me A madness within me For that is truly what I am Insane Irrational For I ask of you simple things Pleasures of little value Yet you refuse to bestow them on me Rather you shower them on others My existence is secret Non-existent Should you die tomorrow I may never know For to you I am a figment of your imagination I only wish that you were a figment of mine!

Delightsofmysoul 5 November 2021

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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He would like to have a nice little life where he could write and drink tea and write his great novels, but in order to do all of these things in his life he must be very strong.

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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“The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained.”

— Unknown

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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31 days, 31 poems ✔️✨

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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HALLOWEEN'S SPECIAL MURDER

flames of the candles rising high.

attentive ears, listening to my deep sighs.

trembling lips. wondering if I can fly.

unaware, that I don't attend to your obsequious cries.

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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IS THAT HOW IT ENDS?

It came by the morning mail.

Reluctantly, I was trying to read it

When the door bell rang.

I paid the newspaper-man

And came back inside to

Find my cat chewing your letter.

I wasn't angry at her.

I was half glad to have an excuse

To not read a letter from you

In which you say that

You don't love me anymore.

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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afishwhowishestofly · 2 years

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NECROMANCER

Are we floating or

Are we drowning?

Are there things

Different than these?

From my experience, there's

Definitely no firm ground.

But there's history to

Those strange sounds.

Would a necromancer

Have the answer?

They have more power than us.

Shall we dare to ask?

Shall we remove our masks?

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