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Ok but do u ever wish u were anorexic in order 2 loose weight but u know u just don't have the willpower?

#eating disoder thoughts #mentally unstable #send help #lose stomach weight #i hate myself

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I am a peice of fucking meat with electricity shooting through it and I fucking know it

#atonment movie

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I'm getting a diary woohoo

#atonment movie

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When tf did this happen

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Hopefully ket will slow my thought bc rn they r way 2... idk how 2 explain it,, hyper? Loud? They just need 2 shut the fuck up

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I'm doing ket 2dayyyyy wooooo

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The thoughts in my head r 2 loud

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He's okay hovering yeah realization Nicholas thank me right specific blue hairs london lip balm mad medicine paper walls property pero puppet hard prices yes tee figurative bloom good to do to rip ear candelabra illuminate party lead darkness outside inside lightbulb guest stars more mole Rob Rob rub rubber rubbing riveting rubbering creepy tenant toilet risky guys worried work cuts coach news problem real thing cedilla unhinged winter ghost old happy crumbling eyes part couch writing delhi near winston obama tanks pull sure die stupid what health main mayonnaise got girl news pumping pumpkins morons very no matter bushes networking cosine costume bread maniac often option friend nothing listen Micheal keaton bands bat person people skyscraper divorced love crying chocolate me mrs movies little losing confusing chubby wrote bullies tiny shorter people pattern ham multiplicity absolutely won't need bed powerful breading betraying teller details candy hemingway spot duvet now bow tie red drinking cherry y nails ready black brown white smile truck or treating changed mine lips treating calm actor emailed hairdo what damn written entire truman talking white show crazy min mom mom mom moon sense drink drunk right upstairs down here bro not alright deadpool matter master welcome vacation happen bedroom sense day fast fat cheese necessary responsibilities community inspiration bear attacks role hungry philosophy sleep beer booze

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I want some ket

OKAY BUT I REALLY WANT A CIGARETTE

~~~cigarette~~~daydream~~~

Also a joint

#drug addiction #drugs addict #drugs tw #smoking #ciggarette #ketamine #weedsmokers #weed girls #weed

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My head is fine with thoughts

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I regret telling ppl about my sexual assault

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Idk if I'm totally fine like I just told everybody but I'm just gonna try and pretend like nothing happened :)

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oh Oh OH ITS MAGIC

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I keep crying 4 like 30 seconds and then being fine and then crying and then I'm fine and then I'm not like what can I just pick?

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Finally told somebody about my second sexual assault hell fuckin yea

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Not all those who wonder are lost

I fucking love that