Amateur writer and cartoonist, trash poetry specialist, musician, punk radio host, computer science student and enthusiast. Muser, hi hello! Museblogging at @sunburnacoustic. Disastrously cooking at @vengefulcooking
I was probably 9 when the girls in my class said 'girls don't have hair on their arms, why do you'. I was 12 when the boys in my class teased a (girl) friend about having a 'moustache'. I was 13 when the girls in my class started threading their eyebrows. Unibrow? He. I was 15 when my dad called the taller girls in my class 'horses' (translation from another language, if that sounds strange to you). Too loud? Barking dog (another translation, but you know perfectly well what the insinuation is here). Broad shoulders? Good luck. Fat? 'Bone weight'? Good luck surviving height and weight checkup day.
If you're a brown girl, the whole world will question your gender (and occasionally humanness) unless you are performing a very specific fantasy brown woman who rarely if ever exists. Your skin can't be too dark, the hair on your arms must either be unnoticeably fine, dyed brown/bleached or regularly waxed. Eyebrows must either be Cara Delevine (and even accepting that is such a recent development... and it took a white woman to popularise it. Of course.) or razor thin. Belly fat? Only half-naked men in towels and dhotis are allowed to have those, not girls. (Also, you're never just a woman. Either you're 'girl' or 'a lady') Don't be taller than the boys, don't be too loud, don't have too boyish interests. Don't have a strong face, and if you do, god forbid don't wear your hair too short (idk if white people get this one thrown at them). Wear the appropriate amount and 'professional' type of makeup, nothing too funky, but also nothing too seductive or you're asking for it. Live by the beauty standard, die by the beauty standard.
Listen. I am very cis. Maybe cis+ from a 12-month period of getting extremely dysphoric over hearing people use 'she' for me, it sounded malicious or like they were committing some sort of violence on me. In my case, I ended up 'cis + do not perceive my gender'. I present and identify in many of the usual cis ways. And yet, I'll never be at that standard.
For the folks at home, I'm not a modest woman in a salwaar. But I'm not a jazzy dress-wearer or a leggy envy. For the folks outside, I'm not wondrously straight-haired, I'm not deliciously curly haired. I'm that weird knotty, kinked up south Asian hair that only gets read by non-south Asians (and some SA folks; we have some ingrained shit to work through too) as 'frizz'. To perform 'woman' for them, I'd need product and stylers working through my hair 100% of the time. I don't have those almost fetishised dark-skinned woman curves. If you're not that, then again you begin to slip off the gender spectrum. We don't have voices that are as high or shrill, many of our voices are quite deeper than white cis women's. Again we slip, or our voices get read as sultry.
To a certain extent, it relieves me, that if I don't resonate as strongly as 'woman' to them, then maybe just maybe the expectations of 'woman' also won't be so strongly projected onto me. But that's hardly the case, is it.
Caption: [A stitch with user @/sapphicyuji. The text on screen reads, " "you can't misgender cis people!", you have never had your gender questioned outside of your transness and it shows. sincerely, a trans poc".
I'm actually super glad we're having a conversation about this. The masculinization of black and brown women, because for years I felt like I endured this unique form of trauma until I realized other people went through the same thing too. And if there's one thing that I'd like to add to the conversation, there seems to be this misconception that this is something that starts at puberty. Like boys tell you you look like a man to hurt your feeling when that's so far from the case.
The first time I was purposefully misgendered was in kindergarten. I was constantly referred to by the masculine variant of my name, I was chased out of the women's restroom, and I had grown adults questioning what my biological sex was before I even knew what the difference was. And those behaviors persisted into adulthood because now if I present as anything less than 100% feminine, people will either compare me to men or animals.
And for myself and for many other brown and black women this is a life long act deliberately intended to humiliate, shame, and other us for the features we were naturally born with and I'm glad we're having a discussion on how harmful it actually is.]
I'm curious. what job would you do if money was no object (you just automatically had an income you could live comfortably on)? including work like volunteering, studying etc. please share in the tags :)
So I just saw a post by a random personal blog that said “don’t follow me if we never even had a conversation before” and?????? Not to be rude but literally what the fuck??????????
I’ve had people (non-pornbots) try to strike conversation out of nowhere in my DMs recently, and now I’m wondering if they were doing that because they wanted to follow me and thought they needed to interact first. I feel compelled to say, just in case, that it’s totally okay to follow this blog (or my side blog, for that matter) even if we’ve never talked before.
Also, I’m legit confused. Is this how follow culture works right now? It was worded like it’s common sense but is that really a thing?
I think there is a bit of nuance between 'Marvel-style kill off characters for shock value because they can never guess our next moves not even the actors' and 'you're allowed to be made uncomfortable by a story'
im starting to think you guys dont like it when stories make you feel things
15 billion miles away and NASA was able to tweak code packages on one of the onboard computers and it worked and Voyager 1 is sending signals back to earth for the first time since November.
Btw Israel let Palestinians celebrate not one (1) holiday in peace. They didn’t grant Christian Palestinians access to Jerusalem on Palm Sunday, they actively attacked families who were already starving at Iftar during Ramadan, and now there are several reports of families being killed on Eid al-Fitr—a sacred multi-day holiday practiced by lots of Arabs. It breaks my heart imagining the Palestinian families in Gaza right now, most of whom are spending Eid mourning loved ones who were taken by Israeli strikes. Most of us will never understand the sheer magnitude of that pain.
do people even know the extent of sanctions on the iranian people? my mom's family can't afford fruit anymore. it's a state of psychological warfare; literally nobody living there has any sort of hope for the future. added sanctions from the EU are going to destroy the lives of 87 million innocent people
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