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Tsumugi x Reader (gender-neutral)
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「 On a rainy day, Tsumugi came to your shop. 」
The sound of rain accompanying your mundane shift in a small flower shop in Veludo Way. This place is never full with life per se, but with the rain outside, this place is more deserted than usual.
You don't mind it at all.
The old lady who owns this place is the nicest woman you know. It is a small humble place, and you are fine with working here. Sometimes you feel she pays you way too much than you deserve.
A small chime ring from the door, revealing a young man with dark hair entering the place with a wet umbrella. His clothes are a bit damp, even though he is using an umbrella. The rain must've been worse than you thought it was. You are familiar with the man. He occasionally comes to this shop. The old lady once told you he is a regular here. Tsumugi is it?
"Welcome, need something today Tsukioka-san?"
The man stares at you for a bit before shifting his attention to his umbrella, "Ahh, is it okay for me to stay here? The rain is a bit wild today," he scratched the back of his neck awkwardly, earning a chuckle from you.
"It's alright. Feel free to stay and look around. Or you can sit here," you said, gesturing to a stool near you.
The man nods and throws you a gentle smile before he starts to walk to a flower display. You let him walk around while you start on writing a list of what you need to order at the end of the week. You try to help as much as possible in this place, feeling bad for the sweet old woman if she works more than she needs to for her own age.
You don't mind it at all.
"Ah, is this one organic?" you are taken aback from your focus. You did not expect him to ask you, "Ah, y-yes! That's actually a new fertilizer, the old lady tried to make some by ourselves," you explain. He hums to your answer before grabbing it from the shelf. You also noticed he took something else, but you already focused back on your list.
The rain is slowing down and now it stops. You internally thank the weather for being a bit reasonable for once, since your shift will end in a couple of hours.
“These are all I need," Tsumugi said, approaching the cashier register. You nod and begin to count. You notice he also buys a single flower. You find it cute.
"That'll be two thousand yen," you told him. He fumbled a bit before taking the amount of money out from his wallet. You take the money and give him all the stuff he paid for.
"Ah, this one's actually for you," he smiled, grabbing the other item from your hand but the flower. You blinked a couple of times. Then stare at the rose.
A purple rose.
Love at first sight.
You can feel your face slowly burning in embarrassment. But before you could say anything to him, he had already left the store.
It is the first time you receive a flower, from your own customer nonetheless. You realized he slipped a small paper with a number written down along with the money he gave you. You assume it's his phone number.
You smile and put the paper in your pocket. You need to text him as soon as your shift ends. You are again accompanied by the silent in this shop. But also with a warm feeling in your heart.
You don't mind it at all.
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a3shithole · 2 years
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Heyoo!!! I hope you are doing ok as you have been M.I.A since June-ish just checking in to remind you to drink, eat and stay safe thank you also for your fics as they made me feel very happy!! :) <3
hello! thank you for checking in, that means a lot! Life's pretty rough and I'm just not feeling really good mentaly, so it kind gave me writer block (。•́︿•̀。) but I'll be fine! hopefully I'll manage to write something or finish some requests in my ask box soon! will make sure to take care of myself so don't worry! thank you anon, take care! (。・ω・。)ノ♡
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a3shithole · 3 years
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Hello everyone! How are all of you doing? I know I disappeared for quite some time, sorry (●´⌓`●) Life dragged me to no end haha U_U It was extremely tiring but I can manage! Here's some short self-indulgent head canons with four of my comfort characters that I wrote when I was feeling extremely anxious. It surprisingly calmed me down, pretty therapeutic coping mechanism I might say ( ˶ ❛ ꁞ ❛ ˶ ) So maybe I'll share it for anyone out there with anxiety like me, I hope reading this might calm you, even a little!
Also, thank you for 100+ followers while I was gone! I'm happy you guys enjoy my writing! (´∩。• ᵕ •。∩`) I made this side-blog just out of a wimp with no understanding on how to write at all, so I'm happy to share this journey with you guys! Feel free to send an ask/request!
That's all for my ramblings! (๑˙❥˙๑) I hope you guys like this short head canons, and have a nice day! Stay safe 🌻
// general anxiety, panic attack
Characters : Minagi Tsuzuru, Tsukioka Tsumugi, Hyodo Juza and Yukishiro Azuma
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Tsuzuru
- He understands your feelings really well. He's pretty experienced with helping out someone with anxiety, because of his big family and Mankai
- Would try to distract you with a hug or him reading his script out loud to soothe your anxiety
- Tends to leave one of his clothes for you because he knows it gives you comfort
- If you are in a panic attack, he knows how to calm you down, rubbing your back while trying to gain your attention and ask you to follow his breathing
- One hundred percent okay with you suddenly visiting his room in the middle of the night if you need his presence to comfort your anxiousness. If he's in the middle of writing his script, he'll surely drop it. But if you don't want him to do that, he'll let you sit on his lap while he's typing away his script and talk to you
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Tsumugi
- As a psychology graduate, he is the perfect guy who'd help you in a heartbeat. Knows how to de-escalate a panic attack and also know how to make you stay grounded
- Would reassure that everything will be alright and he got you. And he wouldn't leave you alone until he's perfectly sure you're okay
- Brings you to a nearby café for a breather. But if you're too overwhelmed with anxiety, he'll bring you to his garden and let you pour all of your feelings
- If you need prescription and such, he'll help you out going to a psychiatrist and accompany you if you're too scared going alone
- If you need a distraction away from feeling anxious, he'll bring you to tend on his garden or simply admire the beauty while him telling you what's the meaning of each flowers
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Juza
- Having a little brother who also struggled with anxiety, he knows really well what to do to help you out
- Would bring your comfort sweets if that can help you feel less anxious, even to the extent of asking Omi to help him make your favorite dessert or food
- It doesn't show on his face, but he's very caring and observant when it comes to you
- Very efficient when calming you down and for being generally pleasant to be around with. He smells like fresh baked cake, unsurprisingly. And that always bring your smile
- Not the type to hug you or anything physical in general as his method to calm you down. But did not oppose if you ask for one
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Azuma
- Would immediately notice you're feeling anxious before you even realize it yourself
- A great listener when you're telling him why you're feeling anxious. He'd ask if you want some warm drink and cuddles, and you'll feel a lot better than before
- With his experience socializing with a lot of different kind of people, he knows what to say and what not to say to make you feel less anxious
- Will also ask you to join him to do self-care routines on random occasions. Who doesn't enjoy a nice mask day, laying on the bed while listening to some good music?
- Very calm and understanding with your anxiety, especially if you burst into panic attack
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a3shithole · 3 years
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Hi omg your blog is so cute!! :")
Could i request a Misumi fic with a reader that's his best friend, younger than him, and really looks up to him (so kinda like a younger sibling lol) :))
(they're also just as chaotic as him and practically goes everywhere with him lol) They/Them pronouns for the reader please :))
Aww you're so sweet~ Hi, welcome to my blog! (灬º‿º灬)♡
Not gonna lie, I was struggling writing this one. I scraped the first one and rewrite something entirely different (。ŏ﹏ŏ) I usually use 2nd person point of view, but I want to try another POV so here we are! I will still mainly use 2nd person pov on future fics, but will also experiment with stuff from time to time!
Sorry it took so long. Life happened, and I'm way more active on my main blog (• ▽ •;) But hopefully you guys enjoy this one! Have a nice day! 🌻
Misumi x Reader (they/them)
630 words
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「Triangle hunting with Misumi is a blessing for you. 」
BA-BUMP!
Two bodies collide with each other, making a big sound that can scare anyone who hears it.
"Sumimiii! I miss you!" screamed one of the victims (or are they a suspect?) out loud. The other person responded with a carefree laugh.
"Oh great. They are here again," a cutely dressed boy said with a groan that held no actual irritation behind it, "also, you were just here in the morning. Don't be dramatic."
They huffed at him, "You are just a hater."
Giving their attention back to the person that is still in their grip, "Let's go triangle hunting! You promised we're doing it after you're done with the morning rehearsal!" they squeal cheerfully.
"Kay~ Let's go! Tri-tri-triangle!" the two chant 'triangle' over and over while exiting the building. The inhabitant of the building is already used to their antics with the triangle maniac, yet it never fails to amuse anyone who witnesses their chaos, "Man! Those two sure are hyped all the time, huh? I'm kinda jealous~"
The boy with the dress gave him a stink eye, "You are the same as them, if not, worst. Especially with the stupid dog."
"Yukki! That's so cold~"
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The triangle hunting today seems to be a bit dry. It's been several hours and they haven't found any triangle yet. But giving up is not an option for both of them.
"Ah look! There's a triangle there!" exclaimed Misumi. The two of them approach a kite that is stuck on someone's roof. It's a bit too far for both of them to reach it by hand, so they need to climb up. Without warning, Misumi jumped easily up to the tree. Before he maneuvers his way from the branch to the nearby roof, he looks back down at his friend who is starry-eyed from watching his movement.
"Whoa! Nice one Sumi! Wait, I think I can do that!" they said. Right after that, they tried to recreate the exact same jump Misumi did. While a bit sloppier, it did the job.
Misumi clapped his hand when his friend reached the same branch he's been sitting at, "Ehe good job!" he pats their head, making the other person beamed happily.
Misumi averted his gaze back at the treasure that he's been eyeing on, "the triangle is there! Do you want to try to get it?" he asked them, receiving an enthusiastic nod. They prepare their position steadily, and leap to the roof. But they didn't land on the roof. They fall before they reach their target.
Misumi yelped their name in concern, and immediately jumped down to where they were, "are you okay?"
With a groan, they pull their right hand to reveal the precious treasure they successfully acquire, "I got it!"
Misumi's pupil dilates once he sees the kite that snuggled peacefully in their grip, "Waaah, you got the triangle! Well done~" he exclaims happily, "Your triangle hunting skills improved! But be more careful next time," Misumi said while cleaning up the dust that covered them from the fall. They chuckled proudly, and managed to get compliments from Misumi once again.
Before they painfully attempted to stand up, Misumi picked them up easily, "Don't move, it must be hurt! As a payment, I'll help you walk back and treat your wounds, and also give you lots of yummy onigiris!" they gasped like a child meeting Santa on a Christmas night, "Yes! Sumi's onigiri! Thank you!"
Both of them walk back to the dorm happily. Well, only one walking and one being carried by the other. The day can't be any more fulfilling for them.
Before getting yelled at with concern by one of the older Mankai actors that saw how messed up one of them ended up looking.
For the fourteenth time.
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a3shithole · 3 years
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Thanks for doing my request!! I love your writings!
(lmao you even posted it on my birthday too--)
No problem! I'm happy to hear that~
Also happy birthday!!! Hope you have a fantastic day (/^-^(^ ^*)/
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a3shithole · 3 years
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Hi!^^ if that's okay could i request some headcanons for Masumi ) discovering his s/o is bilingual? One day someone calls them on the phone while on a date and they hear them talking in their first lenguage with their friend or family member. After that they teach him some words and give him nicknames in their first lenguage.
Bonus if his s/o is also a foreigner! (unrelated but one of my self insert ocs i use is italian and in my A3! au is an exchange student lol)
Hey hey! I'm also bilingual~ (。•̀ᴗ-)✧ This turns out fun to write hehe! (*˘︶˘*) I'm sorry it took so long! Life happened haha 💦 Headcanon for Masumi with bilingual reader! Sentence inside a [bracket] means it's spoken in your language!
Hope you like it! Have a nice day~ 🌻
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- His roommate (Tsuzuru) was going back to his home for some days because it's one of his brother's birthday. So you two decided to have a chill date in his room, watching some live concert videos on the internet.
- Your phone rings, so you excuse yourself for a bit. He doesn't mind, so he scrolls on his phone while waiting for you back.
- It's been some time and you haven't come back to his room yet. He noticed that you already finish your drink, so he thought it's better to refill it before you came back
- He didn't mean to eavesdrop. He just so happens to walk pass by where you are having your call.
- He does not understand any words that came out of your mouth. Even so, he loves hearing you speak in this foreign language.
- After the end of your call, he asked what language you just spoke, surprising you because you didn't realize he's been standing near you.
- "Geez! How many times do I need to tell you to not--"
- "What language is that?"
- You sigh a little to see Masumi being Masumi and tell him what your mother tongue is.
- "Teach me how to speak your language."
- "Oh, I didn't know you'd be interested! Why?"
- "I want to say 'I love you' and hear you say that to me in your language."
- You laugh it off and agree on teaching him your language.
- And your chill date turns into a study date.
- He's a fast learner, impressing you since your native language is one of the hardest languages out there. He still needs some work with his pronunciation, and learn how to write in your language too. But for a three-hour study, he's good at it.
- "Can you teach me how to say 'I love you' now?"
- "Nope~ I'll teach you when you're better at it!"
- From then on you two start talking regularly in your native language as a way for him to learn more. You corrected him from time to time when he made a mistake or didn't know a word in your language.
- One day when you two talk with each other in your native language, Chikage happens the walks by and join in your conversation. 
- Masumi sending glares at him for joining out of nowhere. Chikage finds it amusing to see his reaction. But he is not in the mood to mess around with his fellow troupe mate, he decides to go back to his room.
- You chuckled at his childish behavior, patting his shoulder and said a sentence in your language.
- [Hehe, you're too cute. I love you silly~ No need to be jealous!]
- Which earns a confused look from him. He asked what does that mean, but you decide to not tell him and make him figure it out himself.
- The next day when you're about to knock on Mankai's door, Masumi bursts out from the door.
- "Whoa, where are you--"
- [I love you too. I want to be with you forever. Please marry me.]
- You laugh at how much determination is shown from his face because you never teach him those words. You gave him a peck on his cheek and told him when you two are older then sure.
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a3shithole · 3 years
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hello~ can i ask isuke matsukawa and reader (maybe kamekichi too) dorm sitting while everyone else is either on tour or holidays? please take care~
(you can add a bit spice if u want)
Matsukawa is so cute and has a lot of potential as a character, but there's not much content about him out there (๑•̀д•́๑)
So some Matsukawa appreciation it is! ᵕ꒳ᵕ
Hope you guys like it! Sorry I'm currently being slow at doing requests, but I'll catch up on it soon! Have a nice day! 🌻
Matsukawa x Reader (gender-neutral)
// mild NSFW, someone walk in a make-out session
351 words (ficlet)
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「Matsukawa work too much for your liking. 」
"So... Everyone's gone?"
"Yep! They'll be back in a few days!"
You hummed in response while watching the messy-haired man sweeping the floor away. You know he's a hard-working man, despite people in the company lightheartedly jabs at his incompetence in doing his work sometimes. And you can tell he's been cleaning the dorm for hours before you arrived.
"Well, have you eaten lunch?" you asked. He hummed for a bit before replying, "I think I did? The Director always left me with curry before they went for a tour!"
Not impressed with his answer, you wrapped your arms around him, making him abruptly stop from his work, "How about you take some break hm? You must be tired cleaning this giant place alone."
"A-ah, umm... L-let me finish sweeping first!" he stuttered, "Sakyo-san would kick my ass if the dorm is not clean."
"Well lucky for us that Sakyo's not here, right?" you purred, circling your hand on his torso, "C'mon, you need to relax sometimes Isuke~ You've been working a lot today."
He gulped and shuddered from your touch. To hell with work, he does need some break. Plus, he's not getting paid enough to maintain the dorm while everyone's gone. He gave in and let himself kiss you, which you happily reciprocate.
You let yourself sit on top of the dining table, and pull him in for another kiss. Matsukawa's hand snakes its way around your waist, broom long abandoned from his hand, caressing your curve. His kiss sloppy and needy, which you don't mind at all. Both of you exchanging heavy breathing.
"Isuke! Where's my food?" you both stop immediately from whatever actions are in play between you two, only to see a familiar pink-feathered friend of his.
"O-oh! Ka-Kamekichi! Is it dinner time already?" he asked groggily, "Yeh! Now come feed me and you can continue making out. I won't tell the rest if you give me extra rice for three days."
You burst out laughing seeing your boyfriend being blackmailed by a bird. At least you can be sure no one will hear about this.
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a3shithole · 3 years
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can i request soft spoken reader and tetsuro making some props?
Sure thing Anon! Tetsuro's a bit tricky to me, but I hope I write him justice!
Hope you like it and have a nice day everyone! 🌻
Tetsuro x Reader (gender-neutral)
302 words (ficlet)
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「Tetsuro love the sound of your voice. 」
Tetsuro is one complex man.
Most people would have a hard time understanding the man, let alone communicating with him. He is a man with few words, but everyone agrees he is hard-working and passionate about what he does.
You are the quiet type yourself, but not as silent as your boyfriend. It's impressive how you understand him so well. You are 'his voice', to some extent. The first time you meet the Mankai actors to help out Tetsuro bringing some props for their play, they exaggerate their surprise that you talk, unlike your boyfriend. Some of the actors on Mankai even outright express their fondness of your voice. It's like a 'dull shit tone', one of the peppy Spring actors said, which his tired friend corrected to 'dulcet tones'.
Today, you visit him while he works on props for the next Mankai play. He perked his head up and looking at you, earning a smile from you, "working hard I see?"
You sit beside him and grab one of the props that are done, "oh this one is beautiful," he smiled hearing your compliment (one would argue his expression didn't change). He stares at you for a brief second.
"Hmm? You want to hear about my day?" he nods a little. Humming to yourself, you questioned internally on why he wants to hear such a mundane thing. And then you look into his eyes.
'I just love hearing your voice.'
You chuckled a bit. You two understand each other so well.
He doesn't need to express his love to you with words out loud, no. Him working on his props, his head on your shoulder, while listening to you talking quietly beside him, is one way the two of you show affection to each other.
Love is simple for you two.
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a3shithole · 3 years
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:0 thank you for doing my taichi request please have a nice day and take care of yourself ❤️👄❤️
No problem Anon~ You too! (ꈍᴗꈍ)ε`*)
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a3shithole · 3 years
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Heyo :) I hope you are doing good I am bAcK! I was the person from the misumi with a motherly s/o and I have another request if you don't mind! (if you don't want to do it you don't need to ^-^) Could you please do Taichi with a older s/o I remember Taichi saying it and I can't seem to get that out of my mind! Anyways I hope you are having a good day and please stay safe <3 :)
Welcome back Anon, I'm doing good! Happy to see you again! (o´▽`o) This was fun to write! I write this in headcanon form, Taichi with older s/o!
Stay safe, and have a good day everyone! Please enjoy 🌻
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- It's not even a secret that Nanao Taichi is one of the most love-starved guy in Veludo Way
- He just wants love from anyone, anywhere, somebody, please! he pleaded to whatever god up there listening to his woes every night before bed. Sometimes earning a concerned glance from Omi whenever he starts clasping his hands together while looking to the moon through their bedroom window
- He doesn't mind anyone as his significant others, but someone older than him?
- Imagine the amount of dotting he can get! Or the thrill of being with someone more experienced since they are older than him! A man can dream...
- So when he walks to the library to drag Tsuzuru to the cafeteria with him and Tenma, he's lost for words when he saw Tsuzuru talking with someone so...
- Gorgeous? Attractive? Beautiful? Good-looking? Elegant? Throw every synonym in, he's lost at words. It is love at a first sight
- Tsuzuru noticed his presence, just standing like a lost puppy, so he bid his farewell and goes to the cafeteria with a mindless Taichi
- When the two of them arrived at the cafeteria, Tenma asked what's wrong with Taichi, only earning a shrug from his upperclassman
- That's when Taichi let out a screech, scaring both Tenma and Tsuzuru. And also earning glances from everyone around them
- "Wha--"
- "Who was that Tsuzuru-kun?!"
- "...Who was what?"
- After calming down, Taichi then properly talk about the person Tsuzuru was talking to in the library
- "Ah that was my classmate. Why do y--"
- "Can you introduce us, please?! Please please ple--"
- And that's how Tsuzuru ended up having a whining puppy following him around for the whole day, begging
- Tsuzuru ended up agreeing with Taichi to introduce him to his classmate, just so he can get Taichi away from him
- And that was how you and Nanao Taichi got to know each other. And ended up dating each other months later
- You adores his cheerful demeanor. He adores your mature charm. People think you two are such a unique combo
- He often stops by your class to get you, Tsuzuru, or both, gaining his own fame as 'that cheerful underclassman'. He won't believe you if you bring up this fact to him, but you can tell he got excited hearing that
- His love language is words of affirmation, so God help him whenever you give him simple praises. It swoons him, hard. And when you said you love him? He will explode
- For dates, you are usually the one who suggests your date places. As long as you enjoy it, he doesn't mind going anywhere!
- One of your date was Taichi teaching you how to do skateboarding at the park, and ending it with you buying some ice cream for the both of you
- You support his theatre career, by either helping him memorizing his lines or just be his moral support when he's doing rehearsal
- You also helped him a lot with his classes, which made his grade raise significantly, and he is so thankful for your kindness!
- And so, he tried to repay you by baking some sweets, with the help of Omi. It turns out pretty food, if he might say so himself
- You appreciated his kind gesture and patted him on his head. You swore you saw his non-existent tail wags in excitement
- On his down day(s), where he is feeling insecure, that he was not good enough, or he was being too childish for someone like you, you always assure him that he doesn't need to feel that way, since he's perfect the way he is
- When it's your down day(s), he will always ask if you need anything specific, maybe binge-watching some animated film while eating brownies, or just be there for you to cuddle
- Overall, your relationship with him didn't get affected that much because of the age difference. In fact, you two grow up as a better version of yourself together
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a3shithole · 3 years
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Thanks for doing my request! It was so good!!🥺💕
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No problem! Glad you like it (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡
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a3shithole · 3 years
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Hi! If requests are open could i request Masumi with a new reader who just joined the spring truope (who at first is really quiet but when they open up their chaotic side comes out) and he finds himself slowly falling for them and moving on from Izumi?
Bonus if the reader is a meme lord and does the most weird/cursed things for funzies and enjoys making their friends laugh with their stupid shenanigans.
This is such an interesting idea! I feel honored to receive this, thank you for requesting! ⌒°ʚ(ෆ❛ั ᴗ ❛ัʃƪ)ɞ♡°⌒
This will be my third time writing him, and all of them are from requests haha (≡^∇^≡) I honestly had a hard time writing chaotic reader, let alone a meme lord type of person, so I'm sorry in advance that this turns really cringy (^^")
Sorry that I'm slow at doing requests, I was too absorbed into A3!'s last event (Various Vow of Love) haha >///<
Also happy early birthday Masumi! Hope you like this and have a nice day 🌻
Masumi x reader (gender-neutral)
Reader is a new member of Spring Troupe
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He's been frowning ever since this morning.
Masumi usually still half-asleep when it's time for morning rehearsal, but his eyes turn wide open, as soon as the Director walks into the room. With a stranger. Closely stand near Izumi.
That stranger is you.
Izumi introduces you as the new member for Spring Troupe from now on. You meekly said your name to everyone in the room. The members of Spring Troupe welcomed you with open arms, making sure you adapt to the new environment feeling comfortable. Except for Masumi.
He despises how physically close you are to the Director on the whole rehearsal. He is jealous of how the Director gave her full attention to you. And he almost tackles you--thanks to Chikage and Itaru who holds him--because you praised how tasty Izumi's curry at lunchtime, and resulting in you getting an extra portion from her.
He hates you as the new rookie who's trying to steal the Director away from him.
You are aware of how Masumi has been staring at you since you arrived here. You just didn't understand what did you do to upset him.
"Don't mind him," you turned your head to the other member of Spring Troupe that's been playing on his phone--Itaru was it?
Easier said than done
You exhaled, not realizing you've been holding your breath. You are shy when you are in a new place, but with the addition of someone having vendetta towards you on the first day?
"Umm... Did I do something wrong to him?" you asked the gamer besides you.
"Nope. It's just him being his usual self," he answered casually while still focusing on attacking a slime creature on his phone.
"He is extremely inflated when it comes to the Director, you see~"
"Infatuate. And he's been like that towards the Director for years now. I'm sorry you're experiencing this on your first day."
You just nod to the foreigner and the playwright as a response. While it's a bit of a relief that it was not your fault for him to stare at you full of hatred, if looks could kill, you'd be dead by now.
You yelped in surprise when you realized Masumi stood beside you, staring you down like a small critter getting cornered by a predator. Before you even open your mouth to ask him, he cut you off with a harsh tone.
"Don't go near the Director."
"Masumi!"
And just like that, he went back to his room.
It was a short sentence coming out from his mouth, yet you felt like part of your soul just left your body. It's going to be such a long journey being on this troupe, you thought.
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It's been a month since you joined Mankai Company and being part of the Spring troupe. You are mostly silent for the first two weeks, not knowing what to say and only answering stuff if it's directly aimed at you. Masumi still glares at you whenever the Director interacts with you, but that's about it.
But as time goes by, getting a bit more comfortable with everyone on the troupe, doing rehearsal is fun. You start to open up, revealing your true, loud personality to the rest of the members. And with that, Spring Troupe slowly rivals the energy of the Summer Troupe with you in the troupe. Poor Tsuzuru basically got another nuisance to take care of, he felt like he grew more white hair every time watching your shenanigans.
But it was also a fresh atmosphere for the spring troupe. Every rehearsal became so colorful and fun with you around. You love everyone in Mankai, and so do they.
And something changed with Masumi.
Every time you crack some jokes or do some stupid stuff, you do notice he always stares at you. Like, observing your every movement. Not with the ill-intent he does the first few days you join the troupe. Because when you stare back at him, he averted his gaze away from you.
Is he perhaps shy?
Because of that, you have a new mission to do; being besties with Usui Masumi!
"Bruh," you said, poking a certain gamer besides you, "how do you befriend an emo psycho?"
"You don't."
"Man, you're useless."
He throws the towel drenched with his sweats, making you shriek in disgust.
"That is so not pogchamp, dude," you said, throwing the towel back, away from your face to Itaru who is just dabbing.
"Please stop. You two are hurting me," Tsuzuru said from the other side of the room. You and Itaru look at each other and unanimously agree to do an outdated viral dance, earning a loud groan from the playwright.
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"Masumiii! Check your LIME!" you yelled across the room one day. You've been trying your best to be close with Usui Masumi. And you're not going to lie, but it's so hard, especially with his lack of response in general.
"No."
"But I sent you some banger memes!"
"Don't care."
"It's Director's faves!"
And with the speed of light, he unlocked his phone to see the abomination you sent into his inbox.
"...why is this ugly dog hitting another dog with a baseball bat?"
"That's you."
"...what?"
You scoot closer to him as he scrolls on his phone, looking at all the crap you sent to him. You just laugh and try to explain each individual picture to him. It's amusing to see him so bewildered.
"Why are you sending me all these unfunny pictures?"
"You make friends by sending them memes! I think it's working, don't you think?!"
"No."
"Gah, so cold!"
"Ooh! Is that the Shoes Camel meme?"
You jumped when one of your fellow troupe mates chimed in to see at Masumi's screen, "Close Ronron! But the name's Suez Canal!"
You two start chatting animately about the recent accident-that-ended-up-being-a-meme, while also edging Masumi to also be involved in the conversation. Then the other four members of Spring Troupe slowly join into your conversation.
It feels weird, Masumi thought to himself.
On how natural you lift up the atmosphere in an instant, even though everything that came out of your mouth sounds ridiculous for him.
Maybe he judged you a bit harshly just because...
What, jealousy?
Why?
.
Masumi is confused.
This feeling...
He was so sure that he is so in love with the Director, he even prepared their wedding plan and their honeymoon.
Was.
And then you entered Mankai. And his life.
Never in his life, he felt this conflicted.
Recently he catches himself thinking about you randomly. When listening to a song. Or eating his lunch.
And he feels warm when you're around. The way you talk to him is... different. It doesn't feel like this when he talks to Izumi.
...why was he so obsessed with Izumi to begin with anyway?
Masumi is indeed confused.
"Hey," he jolted from a sudden touch from someone on his shoulder. Turning his head, you are standing behind him, with concern plastered on your face.
"You've been standing here for a long time, are you okay?" he relaxed a bit, "...yeah."
You might be annoying at times, but not the over-bearing type from his view, but you know when to tone down your usual energy, "hmm... just know that if you need any help, I'm here for you. I might be useless, but I'm not as useless as the 'G' in Lasagna!"
He realizes that maybe, he was too naïve for clinging onto what he felt for Izumi. He needs to grow as a person, sure, he loves Izumi. But he now realizes it's not that kind of love. With his newfound feeling towards you, however. It feels different.
For the first time, you see a smile on his face.
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can I request headcanons of spring troupe (or any troupe) with an idol!s/o? thanks in advance!
Ooh! This should be interesting and kinda difficult, since Japanese idol culture when it comes to love life is kinda... y'know (´∀`;)
I'll write headcanons for spring troupe for now! Spring Troupe with an idol!s/o! I'm more confident and comfortable on doing female idol since I used to be a Wota (an extreme one, if I'm being honest 💦), so reader will use feminine pronouns, sorry if that makes you uncomfortable. Feel free to request other troupes if you like this one. Have a nice day! 🌻
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Sakuya
- Before you two date each other, you were already a fan of Mankai. You accidentally saw a poster of Romeo and Julius and decided to go watch the play. And then you saw Romeo. He became your favorite actor. He shines the brightest on stage and you just can't help but fall for him. You always disguise yourself, not wanting to divert the attention of the troupe to you when you go to Mankai plays. You always leave a gift for Sakuya on the closing night
- He can't believe he got a fan, on his very first play nonetheless! He keeps all of your gifts, along with the fan letter you include because it motivates him. He really wants to know who you are and thank you personally for your endless support
- One day, he saw Kazunari and Taichi watching an interview of an upcoming popular idol group in the living room. It was your group. It was showing a segment of your group doing a punishment mini-game. You are scribbling an answer on your paper and show it to the screen with a charming giggles
- That's when Sakuya almost yelped in surprise. He recognizes that hand-writing. The curve and how you put decorations around it. He felt like Kazunari and Taichi can hear his heartbeat, since the two of them looking at him with concern
- He excuses himself to his bedroom to do his homework, now feeling bashful knowing someone like you would be a fan of his
- He is now curious about you. He found your instablam and almost shrieked when he saw you holding one of the gift that is now in his possession. The comments flooded with who is that gift for or from
-  He is confident that it is you the one who's been supporting him. He had the urge to thank you face by face
-  So on closing night, he decided to sneakily hide and wait for you to drop your gift on the front table people usually put their gift. Each table labeled with the actors that are playing tonight
- It's almost time for the plays to begin and he almost gives up and goes back to backstage when someone with a hoodie and sunglasses arrives and drops a gift on the table with 'Sakuma Sakuya' labeled on it. He recognizes the cover letter you always use and finally realize it is really you behind those sunglasses, confirming his suspicion
- "S-She is so pretty!"
- Little did he realize, he said that out loud and not just in his thought. Surprising both you and Sakuya himself. He apologizes for creeping on you and explaining himself
- You were embarrassed that he knows who you are. But he is genuinely thanking you for your support and would like to know you better. And with that usual bright smile of his, you felt like you are falling for him
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Masumi
- It is a total surprise for the Spring Troupe to hear Masumi listening to cheery idol songs. Is it something the Director likes? No, they know Izumi is not into that type of music
- He even starts hanging some posters of a certain girl that appeared to be an idol, on his bedside. Tsuzuru is kinda scared to see this change
- They also notice that he acts differently. He's less cold than he usually is. And most importantly, he didn't cling to Izumi like he usually does. And Izumi seems to be more close and more sister-like towards him. Leaving the entire company baffled. Did they miss a note somewhere?
- So the entire Spring Troupe decided to investigate and follow their fellow dark-haired friend around for some days
- And that's how they all ended up at an underground idol concert. Citron describing what's an underground idol so detailed to Sakuya is quite a bizarre sight
- "Can't believe this is what puberty does to oneself."
- "Itaru-san, now is not the time to joke around!"
- Then that's when they saw Masumi. With a girl that was just on the stage before. Dressed in cute bright colors. He looks so happy, chatting with you. And so does you
- And with that, Spring Troupe silently agrees to help Masumi and you to be with each other. In a healthier way. Which, Masumi accept, surprising them
- They helped him prepare himself for a date with you. Where the date should be. How he should confess his feelings. All of that cutesy stuff
- It took the entire Spring Troupe and a long tiring explanation from Tsuzuru to stop Masumi to get a wedding ring to give to you. With the help of Tsumugi, they get him a bouquet of flowers that Masumi can give to you. Yuki even helped Masumi dressed up
- Sakuya and Citron cheered and wish him good luck, Tsuzuru gave him a soft pat on his back, while Itaru and Chikage just gave a small thumbs up for their friend
- And there goes Masumi, going on a date
- You were flattered to receive the flowers from him and put them on a vase before you two went onto your date
- He brings you to a zoo. It was fun walking around, looking at animals while holding each other's hands. When it's the closing hour, he confesses how he felt towards you, with his face slightly flushed
- When he came back home, the Spring Troupe didn't need to ask him how the date was. It was answered clearly with his bright smile plastered on his face
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Tsuzuru
- He met you when he was doing his part-time job as a barista. It was an embarrassing first impression. From Tsuzuru's point of view, that is
- You walk in to order something to drink while you wait for your manager to pick you up. But when your gaze met each other, he just stood still. In a daze. Staring at you. He was mesmerized by how beautiful you are. He finally snapped from his daydream when you waved your hand in front of him. He profusely apologizes with a red face and asked for your order again
- You're amused by his demeanor, you found him cute. So that's how you ended up being a regular on this cafe, just to met him
- Tsuzuru felt like he's about to combust when one day you casually introduce yourself and ask for his name
- When your manager taps your shoulder to go, you leave a piece of paper for him. Tsuzuru felt like he can die in peace when he realized you gave him your LIME ID
- He was about to message you when he's back at the dorm, until his eyes landed on a magazine, almost choked on his own spit when he saw YOU with some girls in a cute dress. "Sensational Idol Group This Year!" imprinted largely on the cover. He felt a bit intimidated. What if he's intruding on you while you're busy? But a part of him really wants to talk to you and want to know you. He realizes it was love at first sight for him
- He already typed something on his screen. All he needs to do is click the 'send' button. He's been staring at it for half an hour. Then someone surprised him, making him drop his phone. To say that he is in absolute horror when he realized the message was delivered was an understatement
- When you see that you are typing back to him, he closed his app. Heart beating fast. And then his phone vibrates. He cautiously opens his phone, to see a reply from you. He immediately replies
- You two text almost every day. Getting to know each other, what he does for a living, telling what happened at your work, his brothers... The topics keep flowing naturally. When he told you that he found out you are an idol is so funny to you
- You asked him if he wants to go on a date with you. You're a bit concerned if you were a bit too straightforward because he didn't reply for almost an hour. He finally replied with a simple 'sure'. The truth is he is freaking out with joy on the other side
- It was a nice date. You two watched a movie and ate lunch at a cozy desolate restaurant. He insists on escorting you back home
- You thanked him for today. When you're about to enter your home, he finally musters up his courage and confesses his feelings to you. You turn yourself back to him with a grin, and happily reciprocate his feeling
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Citron
- It's kinda a funny accident that you and Citron ended up dating each other
- You got a day off and your manager let you do whatever you want to do, so you decided to take a stroll. That's when you saw a guy doing a... street act? He's reciting a line while doing wonky dance moves, managing to grab people's attention on the street. You finally recognize the dance. You saw it every day, your fans made that specific dance just for you after all
- You did not realize that people were starting to notice you there. An excited scream from an audience alerting everyone around you, and now all attention is on you
- You awkwardly smile at them, and they are now surrounding you. Asking for an autograph, a selfie, or even a handshake
- You felt a hand grab you, and it guides you out of the crowds. You now ended up in a secluded alley. It's the guy that was dancing just now. He doesn't look Japanese, so when he finally asks if you are okay in Japanese, you are relieved. You tell him you're okay and thanked him for helping you out from the situation
- He realized he hasn't introduced himself properly. Citron is his name. He seems like a nice person, so you decided to introduce him with your real identity. You're not surprised that he recognizes your name
- He then starts cheerfully rambling about someone in his theatre company who is quite popular like you, and... start advertising? You kinda didn't get what he said with his sloppy Japanese, but it's endearing to see how passionate he is talking about his theatre company
- He offered you a spare ticket to watch his upcoming plays, and before you could decline his kind gesture, he's already gone. Leaving you with a ticket in hand. You stared at the ticket with Mankai Company imprinted on it. It's not that far from here and you have a holiday on that day. So you why not?
- You came and watched the play. Now with proper disguise, not wanting to repeat the same mistake twice. You are pleasantly surprised watching how different he look on stage, and how different he sound
- When the show ends, he approaches you, complimenting him and thanking him for giving you a free ticket. He's a nice company to be with, so when he invites you to join the closing night party, you agree to it
- When you show up to the Mankai dormitory, everyone is so welcoming to you, some can't believe that you know Citron of all people. You and Citron become really close after that
- You always come to his plays and he always comes to your shows, sometimes with someone from Mankai. Or even the entire company
- One day he gave you a box of dates*. On valentine's day. You thought he mistook it as chocolate, but with a serious expression, he then explains to you that it is a tradition from his country to give these to someone you love. You are flustered to hear his... confession. But you accept it gladly
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Itaru
- Before you two were dating, he was your number one fan. All of your merch? He has an altar full of it. Your live shows? He never misses one. Your appearance in an obscure rhythm game? You bet he will whale his way to get that exclusive card of your character just to be able to hear your voice lines of "Welcome home, Producer!"
- "Chigasaki, did you sleep...?"
- "No, and I refuse to do so until I get her card. Now leave, I'm busy here."
- "But today is Monday."
- "...Can you tell the boss that I'm si--" "No."
- The fact that you two ended up dating each other is a dream come true for Itaru. You are as angelic as your idol persona appears to be. Sure, you have a side you never show as an idol, but that shows you are just a human like him. And that just make him love you even more
- You two met through work. Itaru's company was doing a promotional campaign and he was the one assigned to be the head of the project. He was irritated because it will affect his gaming time and his time fanboying over you
- But when you show up at the meeting to discuss the promotional campaign, he almost screams. The idol that he adores so much is in front of him! In a casual dress and polite smile threw to him
- It took so much for him to stay in his business persona. He saw you on your live shows. But to be able to sit in front of you? God. You are so beautiful up close, he can't help it. It is a miracle that he stayed in character the whole meeting. When he's back to the dorm, he gushes himself to Banri, Sakuya, and Citron that are happened to be in the living room
- "Ooh! You met a gravure* idol?"
- "The hell you know gravure from? She's from an idol group. Not gravure."
- "...what's gravu--" "I will stop you right there, Sakuya."
- You were charmed with his princely persona. You two ended up getting close with each other and even staying in contact after the promotional campaign is over. He asked you to a fancy dinner one day, you happily accepted. He dressed up so nicely, you can't help but stare at him the whole night. At the end of the date, he confesses to you about his feeling, and you accept his feeling
- When you find his secret side, you find it really adorable, while he got extremely flustered. He's trying his best to explain why he has an altar filled with your merch, but you just hush him down, telling him that you are flattered that you are his oshi*. You even tell him that he0 can secretly be on backstage on your next lie show. Knowing you don't mind this side of him, he took a mental note that you are the one for him
- He is still your number one fan, even after you two date each other. He sometimes sent you a fan cam of you making weird faces that he found on the internet and jokingly said "this u?"
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Chikage
- It is a mystery how you two ended up dating each other. Whenever someone asks Chikage about it, no one can tell if he's telling the truth or his usual lie
- "Ah, yeah. We met each other when my company was using her group for promotional purposes."
- "Hold on Senpai, our company never did a promotional campaign...?"
- When people from Mankai asked you how you two met, you laughed and said, "He kidnapped me."
- Perhaps Chikage's habit of lying rubbing onto you. The highschooler of Mankai is playing detective and trying to solve this mystery. Will they find out the truth? Who knows
- He is not fond of showing his private life, which benefits both of you, considering both of your work. It will be a huge scandal if people found you are in a relationship. With that, Chikage takes extra steps and makes sure to erase traces of any kind of hint that you are in a relationship. Theory? Gossip? No one able to see it because it mysteriously disappears as soon as it touches the interweb
- He has zero interest in idols, and found the culture around it weird, but he is still supportive of you being one
- "Oh! I'm surprised you have this magazine! There's my interview in it!"
- He got his way to make sure you are safe when you are doing meet and greet. Idol fans, especially female idols can be extreme at times, and he will not allow you to get hurt
- When you come back from your tour, you always bring Chikage local spices that you got from your tour. It's a tradition at this point
- "I found a lot of spices in Korea!"
- "Nice. Did you get anything special from there?"
- "Yup! I got this thing from a fan! Apparently, it's really popular because of how spicy it is! It's uhhh... Samyang*? We can try it together!"
- You ended up crying yourself out from how spicy the instant noodle is. You curse on him when you saw him casually put more spice in it
- From an outside perspective, Chikage seems to be okay with you often going on tour and the two of you can't spend a lot of time together. Chikage himself often have a business trip so he respects your dedication
- But when he starts missing you, he always tries to busy himself with work. Even if it's mundane stuff like hanging out with the Spice Club more or the Spring Troupe. Which, only Hisoka notices
- "I know you are thinking about her. Just go call her if you miss her, April."
- "I'll give you marshmallow to shut you up."
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*dates: small sweet fruits from dates palm
*gravure: female model on magazines marketed to men
*oshi: term for someone you support/fan of
*samyang: a brand of spicy instant noodle from Korea
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a3shithole · 3 years
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ily🥺💕
I love you too Anon! (ᵕ꒳ᵕ-☆) 🌻
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a3shithole · 3 years
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Hi♡! I saw your blog while lurking the A3! Headcanon tag.
I don't know if the request are open so be free to ignore this if not.
May I request Masumi with a childhood friend s/o?
I am sorry and thanks~!
Welcome to my blog dear anon! I'm always open for request (unless I stated otherwise) (๑꧆◡꧆๑)
I'm a sucker for childhood friend trope! Masumi is quite challenging to write, but I hope I did him justice (PД`q。) I'm doing this in headcanon form!
Here's a Masumi with a childhood friend s/o! Hope everyone enjoys it! Stay safe and have a nice day 🌻
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- You two attend the same elementary school
- You were the one who approached him first. He's that one quiet kid that were feared by the class, yet also adored by some
- You had no idea why you wanted to be his friend. He's hard to approach, but you are persistent and ended up being his best friend
- You two went to school together every morning, and Masumi being Masumi, you ended up being the one who woke him up and drags him to school every day
- You hang out in his house a lot since his parents are always overseas. You met his grandma couple of times
- Sometimes you drag him to your house for a sleep-over. You didn't want him to be alone in his house
- He never complains about you dragging him around. Even from an outsider's eyes, it seems like you are forcing him to go with you. While in reality, he naturally follow you around and enjoy every second being with you
- "I need to go to the bathroom."
- "Let's go."
- "But you went to the bathroom already...?"
- You're lying if you didn't have a crush on him. You always push that feeling away and conclude it as platonical love since you two are best friend since elementary
- Growing up together, you know he never shows interest in anything and often seems cold. You're used to that. But with that cold exterior of his, he's a nice and caring guy, with his own unique way of showing so
- "I already prepared this table for us."
- "Masu, we don't need a table for six when there's only two of us. Others need to eat their lunch too!"
- One day you are singing along to your favorite song while doing stupid dance and do you imagination little concert in your bedroom
- You didn't know how long he's been in your room. But when you finally notice his presence, that was the first time you saw the boy with an awestruck expression
- He bluntly said he loves your voice and told you he want to listen to your singing voice every day
- He even said he'd wake up without problem if you sing to wake him up. Which you highly doubt will work
- Until one day you actually tried it and he actually jumped off of his bed from his deep slumber with a big puppy eyes
- You ended up introducing him to your favorite band and show him a lot of music genres
- On one of his birthday, you gave him a high quality headphones as his present
- You gave him birthday present every years, but this is your first time you saw him blushing and stared at you with dreamy eyes
- And that's when he caught you off guard
- "Marry me."
- You were so confused and a total blushing mess. Where did all of this come from? You took it as him exaggerating from the present you gave him
- You told him jokingly that you two need to go on dates before you two can marry each other. Little did you know, he took your words seriously.
- He took you on various dates, from amusement park to fancy dinner. You really enjoy it. Your denial side finally disperse and totally embrace the fact that you like him more than just a friend
- On the fancy dinner date, he finally ask you, with one knee on the floor while holding a ring that looks way too expensive and more suitable for marriage, "I love you. Please let me be your boyfriend."
- Of course you accepted him, but you told him to keep the ring until you two actually marry each other in the future. He agrees, surprisingly
- You two are officially a couple
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a3shithole · 3 years
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Hiii!💕 I just had to come request, absolutely loved your writing!! I'm so excited. May I ask for a Tsuzuru request? some domestic fluff with reader mentioning over and over how much they like his eyes (he has one of the most beautiful eyes i've seen in A3 i swear) Don't mind something else either, up to you! I'm sure it'll be amazing! Thanks again and hope you have a beautiful day love! 💕
Thank you so much! I'm not a writer and never write fanfic and stuff up to this point, so I'm really happy to hear when someone says that they enjoy my writing >7< Tsuzuru's one of my absolute favorite in A3! and I agree, he have the most beautiful eyes! (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) I had fun writing this one, so I hope everyone likes it and have a nice day! 🌻
Tsuzuru x Reader (Gender-neutral)
519 words (ficlet)
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「You are captivated by Tsuzuru’s eye. 」
You've been staring at him for a while now.
The man in front of you is way too focused on reading a script for his upcoming plays on his hand that he hasn't noticed you sitting near him and just staring at him deeply.
You can't take your eyes off from his own, gliding over the words that are imprinted on the paper, up to bottom, from right to left. Over and over again. Those bright emerald color of his eyes hypnotize you for some reason. There's a sense of calamity when you're looking at them. You really love Minagi Tsuzuru's eyes. Even when there are dark circles under them sometimes. Today is one of those days he does not have those under his eyes.
You unconsciously lean closer and made Tsuzuru finally realize you were there and jolted up by how close the distance between you two.
"Wh-what are you doing?"
You sheepishly scratched your neck, embarrassed because you've been caught, "Umm..." you answer with a low volume, "...pretty..."
"Huh?" at this point, Tsuzuru just stared at you dumbfounded, he didn't catch on what you just said. He raised one of his eyebrow a little, his eyes round and questioning, waiting for you to repeat yourself.
God, you love how expressive his eyes are.
"I said your eyes are pretty..." you say it again, clearer this time.
Eyes wide open, and his face slowly heated up. He covered his mouth with his right hand and averted his eyes from you.
Ah. How adorable.
"I feel like I can stare at them for hours," you added, making him narrowed his eyes at you, "that's how beautiful I think your eyes are."
"That sounds so cheesy," he retorted, but his heart still beating fast.
You could help but feel inclined to praise him even more, "Not only your eyes, but you are also beautiful, Tsuzuru."
At this point, you're enjoying yourself watching him about to burst from embarrassment.
"Hu-whah-what... Why are you saying all of these out of nowhere?" he can't help but question you. It's rare for you to spout all of these. Is it Kazunari's influence? Maybe Tenma's role in one of his newest drama?
You just laugh and reach for his hand, circling your thumb on his palm, "I just felt like it."
He just bashfully huffed from your antics, and let his lap open. Without giving any warning, you comfortably sit on his lap and ask about the script he was reading. Your favorite activity to do with him.
The eye is the window to the soul. Or something along that line, you're not sure since you read it from one of the many books that you read from Tsuzuru's bookshelf. And honestly, you agree with that line.
The twinkles in his eyes while he's rambling about the upcoming play to you, show how happy he felt from the affection you gave him, despite him telling you to stop whenever you said embarrassing stuff. You love to admire his eyes when it looks like that.
And you wish to see his eyes stay like that forever.
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a3shithole · 3 years
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The Sun
// one-sided love
Kazunari x Reader (gender-neutral)
470 words (Ficlet)
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「 He is the sun, and you are a lone sunflower. 」
He is like the sun.
His personality is so vibrant, yet you feel like it's too blinding if you stare at him directly, or even getting a little bit close.
Whenever he's around, the atmosphere around him perpetually brightens up. There's not a single time he failed at doing so, effortlessly, just by existing.
You feel warm inside when you see his smile or just the sight of his presence from the distance, you feel like you might faint from how hot or suffocating it makes you feel sometimes.
Yet here you are, glancing at him, somber look plastered all over on his face. His eyes do not resemble the vast grass field that you love so much. It's like a storm blocking the sun from shining over.
You hate to see him like this.
You're only an acquaintance, even if you wish to push the rain away from the sun, you have no right nor the ability to do so. Even his close friends failed to do so.
The gloomy atmosphere affects not only him but also his environment. You noticed people around him awkwardly trying to cheer him up. And all they got is just a forced smile from the blonde-haired guy.
It's been happening for days. You hate the rain that surrounds the sun, away from you. 
You hate it
You can't take it anymore. You grab a piece of sticky notes that you have in hand, and start scribbling down something. Anything. Words of encouragement. Praises. Everything. In hopes to make him cheered up, even a tiny bit. You didn't care. You shoved the note and plastered it on his unattended blank canvas in the classroom that he's been using alone. You know he'll come back soon, and leave like the breeze in summer.
You hoped that tomorrow, the weather would get better.
The next day, the rain finally subdued. You finally see the sun come back. He shines just as bright as he used to, one can argue it's brighter than usual. You love the sun just like this.
People asked him what made him so happy, and he boasts about receiving encouragement from an unknown angel of some sort. It doesn't matter to you. All that matters is that the sunny day is back.
Miyoshi Kazunari might not even know you are the one behind the little note he received, nor that he acknowledged your existence, but you don't need him to. After all, you only need him to shine bright and warm everyone around him. The world needs a sun. Including you, who can only admire him in silence from a distance. That's his job. You always look up to the sun. And that's what matters to you and what you need, and you'll continue to do so.
You are like a sunflower.
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