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hiccup and snotlout brothers energy

i went a bit all out for this one but i love the prompt sm THEY ARE SO SIBLING CODED

shout out to @jacks-ace for the inspiration for this

(sorry y’all im super tired today ill be continuing the asks tomorrow 😭❤️)

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Various posts made within a close time frame

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I have perfected the art of silent crying

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i want to reach out to my friend i used to talk to about my anxiety and depression so bad right now but it’s been so long since we’ve talked about this kind of stuff, we’re not as close as we used to be. i’m so scared

#depression #anxiety #reaching out

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i cause so many issues and problems by just existing everyone will be so much happier if i just disappear

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i just got my exam results and i went up in all my subjects since the last ones

English B -> A, Psychology C -> B, Drama D -> B

and i was so fucking happy when i saw my results cause i was so worried i was gonna fail again , but my mum just doesn’t give a shit

she just keeps yelling at me and asking why I got B’s and not A’s completely ignoring the fact that i’ve significantly improved

literally the first thing she asked me when I said I got ABB was are they low or high B’s? and she just won’t let go of my BCD results from the previous exams

she’s also ignoring the fact that i’ve gotten consistent A’s on all my in class tests

istg I could get all A*’s on my A-Levels and she would still ask if they were high or low A*’s and tell me i could do better if i worked harder

#depression #anxiety #mom issues #mum issues #alevels #english lit #english literature #psychology #drama #theatre

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nothing beats telling your mum you got a high mark in a test/essay and her saying you need to work harder and just ignoring it 😁

#issues #family issues #depression #anxiety

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not me brushing my teeth at 5pm to stop myself from eating for the rest of the day

#ed

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i blame all my mental problems and issues with my mum on the fact that i’m the middle child when really it’s because i can’t function properly in everyday life and am literally stuck in my own head

i have no control my actions or words i regret everything i do and say immediately after it happens and feel a constant guilt for no reason

i just want to be happy

#mental health #depression #anxiety #i don’t even know what’s wrong with me #MaDD #middle child #middle child problems #mom issues

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is an ed still an ed if i’m 100% aware of what i’m doing but have no intention to stop?

i feel like i’m faking it for attention

#ed #eating disorder #anorexia #body hate #fat #skinny

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i want to contract some life threatening disease so fucking badly so that i can die and people won’t know it’s a suicide and i won’t have to do it myself

#depression #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #suicidal thoughts #i’m alone #alone #lonely

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No one wants to die but everyone wants to kill something inside them.

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Thought I’d never feel this again. Now it’s killing me

Sadness

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Sad reality

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the realisation just hit me that i turn 18 next year and will officially be an adult

i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now i have i don’t know what to do

#depression #anxiety #growing up #growing pains

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someone just said i’m not actually suffering from my mental illnesses and i’m lying about them because i wouldn’t tell them what happened that caused me to be this way o-o

#depression #anxiety #MaDD #mental illness