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Binging then looking at thinspo makes me feel so fucking guilty ugh

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I sure put the eating in eating disorder

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reminder to shut ur mouth

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i hate being the fat girlfriend

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Haha jokes on me, I found out I was pregnant ahortly after and I’m currently 11 weeks postpartum and I absolutely hate my body. 💀 it’s unfixable. The amount of stretch marks and loose skin, nothing will save it now.

Need some help from the ED community, please.

For the past few days I’ve been having horrible stomach cramps, at first they were cramps as if it was digestion problems. But I wasn’t gassy or bloated at all. I’ve been eating a couple of meals a day and snacks in between, so eating like a normal human being (I’m not proud of myself).

But starting yesterday those cramps turned into hunger pains. They were so intense that I couldn’t walk, bare in mind I ate more than enough to keep me full. But half an hour later I’d be cramping again in need of food. Last night I kept waking up every few hours because I was so hungry and my stomach was doing literal flips. I ate A LOT today, like a lot. And now I’m almost getting ready for another plate for dinner.

I can’t satisfy myself no matter what I do, I’m freaking out because I was losing weight and now I’m definitely gonna put it on within a day. I feel guilty for eating, but the pain is so intense that it affects my mood.

I felt these cramps before I found out I was pregnant, so that was my first guess. But I did two tests this morning and both came out negative.

I’m just so worried that I’m going through a weird phase where I’ll gain so much weight. I’m already huge, I can’t let myself get any bigger.

#4nam1a #4norex1a #4norexi4 #4n4m1a #stretch marks #please help #I’m not gonna make it through this one

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"june will be my month!!" not if you keep eating like that

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the feminine urge to completely destroy your health for beauty standards

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Interact if you’re an active ana blog. Looking for blogs to follow that are active.

#weightloss #anamia #collar bones #notprojustusehashtags #diary #mine #personal #beauty #abc #me #notproforanyonejustforme #notprojustaddingtags #selfie #piercings #ana #thigh gap #thin #tw ed content #brunette #tw ed stuff #mutual #active blog #ana buddy

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loosing weight is so hard when that same exact voice in your head that tells you you’re ugly and fat and disgusting says that it’s ok to have that piece of cake. and it’s ok to have another. and another. and another. and then afterwards, it blames it on you.

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me: we have… a Problem

my shit brain, immediately: What If You Died! That Would Fix This

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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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the worst thing about losing weight is you can’t really.. do much. you just gotta restrict, exercise(or not lol), and... wait... a day.. a week.. a month.. waiting fucking sucks

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reblog if you’re constantly torn between wanting to say fuck it and eat whatever you want and wanting to starve yourself till you die