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I Know The End by Phoebe Bridgers

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07/05/21- I think I will fail physique, but that's ok, I tried my best. I was feeling very guilty about it, whatever I am struggling with online college, so I will just move on.

At least I am good at calculs. And had a nice walk.

Sometimes our best don't look like a "A+", but it still our best.

Music:

#Spotify #college life #college #university

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Without school I feel a lack of purpose and this is a something I should probably be talking to a therapist about

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30/04/2021- I got sick last week, so I lost a couple of classes. Now I have to work hard to recover everything I lost. My to-do list was never so big.

Music: Trouble - Cage the elephant

#college #college life #education #university

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21/04/21 - I went to sleep super late yesterday because I was doing some assignments, and today class started at 7:00. I am tired and it super hard to focus.

It is raining, so I am happy. Also I make a friend, what is super hard if you are only in online college and don't go out.

Music: La vie en rose - Édith Piaf ( sorry, I'm cliche)

#college life #college #university

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16/04/21-I got accepted in an other university, usually all the results would come up in the same period, but thanks to the covid there are many results late. I am happy , of course, but also kinda worried about choosing one university.

Now, I am going to take a nap because I deserve, so do you.

Music: Chamego meu - AnaVitoria

#college life #college #university

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14/04/21- let's be honest, my table is the only thing in my room that is organised. I like the light aesthetic and the cute R2-D2

It is not my computer, my real one is not in a good mood. I think university is driving me insane, today I mailed a professor asking about when the test would be disponible, turn out we don't have a test.

I have stuff to do, so goodbye and have a nice day.

Music: Epitáfio - Titãs

#college #college life #education #university #i'm going crazy

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13/04/21- It's raining, I love rain. I made myself a nice cup of hot chocolate. I love this mug, a Germany exchange student gave me a couple years ago.

I am ready to do my assignment and study to the up coming tests.

Music: Christmas in July- Suftan Stevens

#college #college life #chocolate

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12/04/21- Should I be studying? Yes. Am I studying? No. Do I feel guilty? Yes. Will I study? I don't think so.

I am having a bad day, and my books look so pretty, I want to read them and scape reality.

So, what are you guys reading?

#college #college life #books & libraries

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11/04/21- So, I promise I am telling the truth, my fisic ( is that writing right?) test had this question who would go more or less like this: " You are at the beach, taking sun, and the sun disappear in the horizon. You stand up , your eyes are now at 1,5 m above the ground . 10,5 seconds later, the sun disappear again. What is the earth's ray?"

It makes zero sense, we are studying derivative, I kinda wanna cry, kinda wanna fight my professor, kinda wanna give up.

Music 🎶: All the pretty girls - Fun ( being devastated doesn't mean I can't listen to highlight songs).

Good luck for everyone who has tests, you will need it.

#college life #college #university #fuck the earth #how am I supposed to know #do I look like nassa?

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10/04/21- I finish (almost) everything I had to do today, so here is a picture of my cat cuz she is cute and she needs to be appreciated. Thank you.

Music: Last Friday Night - Katy Perry ( old song, I am feeling nostalgic)

#college life #college #education #university

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I got a project and two tests for tomorrow. My project it is not even started and I don't think I am prepared for the tests. I just want to sleep.

Music: Highway to hell, AC/DC

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( no idea how to put this picture in the right angle)

08/04/2021

I have been super stressed out later, it fells like I am running in a marathon without knowing where it is leading to.

The book is pretty and I found a nice app to take pictures, this is why I am here. The stublr was supposed to work like a sort of diary, but ended up like some sort of forgotten notebook.

Music: " la vérité"

#college #stress #education #onlineisweird

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03/03/21

Things I am not able to do:

1-Fractions. But I should cuz half of my major is fractions.

2- Taking aesthetic photos.

3- Focus.

4-Making choices.

5- Sleeping, apparently.

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01/03/2021

Rewriting subject , hopefully in this way I'm not getting lost. The things we learn in college are so cool.

I am in love it engineering.

Music: All I Want - Kodaline

#college life #university

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Many people thinks that our generation is apathetic, that we don't care about the important things , that we just do things for attention.

We are not apathetic, we just look like it.

And, we look like it cuz every damm time you try to bring up how you feel, or your opinion, or something you really want, they ignore it, they break it and say you are over reacting, being dramatic and dreaming too much.

I have the impression that my parents live in some kinda of trap. With a job that isn't enough, never enough money, there is always a problem, they are always stressed out. They are unhappy with their live, so they try to fill the empty space they had become with new obsessions. And as suddenly as it comes it goes away.

I feel like I am falling in this trap too. I am stressed out and trying to not feeling cuz it is all too much, and my hopes are crashed every day, by pressure and unwanted opinions.

I just want to live a life that worth living. A live that worth been told, written and remembered.

But, I don't know how.