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It's an ambulance not an air raid siren

#Oh god it's happening again #Opposite of west without the t has been repeating in my head for weeks now #To the point they sound like they're actually happening. #I tried. I really did. #I can't live with the anxiety or with being cursed. #I haven't seen the man with the long hair since June. I don't want to fear the worst but it's so hard not to. #Everyone who's kind to me either betrays me later or dies. I don't deserve kindness. #It was so selfish of me to speak to him but he did ask about my favorite video games and now we know we have something in common. #I really hope the curse didn't get him. #My only friends died #A heart attack. A stroke. A seizure. Suicide. #I swear if they never met me those things would never have happened.

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Reason to Live #6921

To see the sun another day and truly smile.– Guest Submission

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#I used to hate the sun. #But now I enjoy it.

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Reason to Live #6936

Being able to write stories for others to enjoy. – Guest Submission

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#Wraithe's stories are so interesting. I get so immersed in her worlds. #If I bring them to this plane of existence I'm sure many will enjoy them.

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Reason to Live #6949

To learn I am not to blame for feeling like this and to accept that being the way I am is not my fault. – Guest Submission

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Cutting ties

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I miss those men so much.

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Whenever someone is nice to me, they either betray me or die. Claude and the man with the long brown hair wouldn't betray me so I can only assume the worst.

#Reason 10000255 I don't want anyone in my life #I know I'm responsible #Ugh

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Reason to Live #6635

  Actually reading the lyrics of a song and being like that’s absolutely correct to how I feel or how I felt. – Guest Submission

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#All of Wraithe's songs #Her newest one is about lives that were cut short #Lives of people who wanted to live #It's scary how it can apply to everyone who died #I think it's about time I stop believing that she's me #Wraithe is clearly someone else. #Until everyone is happy I will suffer

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Reason to Live #6642

  Locking eyes with a stranger and feeling your heart skip a beat. – Guest Submission

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#It does that every five minutes #Can't tell if I think she's pretty or if I think nothing

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Reason to Live #6643

 Learning that you don’t always need the things you think you want.   – Guest Submission

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#so I walked in a 5'x3' closet #it's legitimately more than enough #I don't need to live a triple life after the rise #ugh #This world sucks

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Why does she live within me when I need her the most

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We're not the same. If right now is unbearable, then the future will be worse.

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I miss her

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#What time is it in Thailand #Bernese mountain dogs #How to build a cat tree #Best string lights #How to feel less empty #******** name meaning

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I miss the man with the long hair. The last time I saw him was in June. I hope he's okay.

#These people are so kind

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I want to be comforted

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I feel so depressed