#i can't wait to do this again next year

[covertblizzard]

jaykyle au where they're theatre kids in the same school but they're not the actors jason's the scriptwriter/director and kyle is the prop manager (i don't know the official terms sorry) and they'd probably do an amazing job on the backstage setting if they could stop arguing for 5 whole seconds about their artistic visions and ideas and how "this would obviously work better this way"

#jason todd #kyle rayner #jaykyle #mypost #dc thoughts #vp of the club: maybe we should find some other people to do the job if they can't get along? #pres of the club: no they're both talented af and i want this to be raving success just knock their heads tgt and tell them to play nice or #i'll make them wear the get along shirt again #WAIT ONE SEC DONNA'S THE PRES and overseer she's pissed bcos kyle played the same role last year and he was chill then #wally's vp no 1 and backstage manager and he's thinking of kicking kyle out #dick's vp no 2 and main lead and he's thinking of kicking jason out bcos it's embarrassing and annoying to work with your younger siblings #kon helps kyle with props and bart is one of the actors and kon is jealous af about it he grumbles a little #roy is the fight scene choreographer #i'm trying to think of something for garth but the only thing that comes to mind i'm not sure are fitting enough #actor manager? weapon manager? oooh maybe pet manager if they have animals... human and pet manager???? hr department but including animals #ooooh maybe pet manager if they have animals #raven can play bart's love interest (in play) maybe (wally doesn't like it and neither does gar for very different reasons) #eddie deals with the contraptions they build for this bubble machines smoke machines lowering and raising anything mechanical #rose and cass helps with the weapons stuff they keep fighting too and roy is TIRED #connor plays the villain he didn't mean to or want to but he got dragged into it and he's really hot and gunned in for next years main lead #he doesnt want this #steph and mia are hair makeup costume department but bart and kon love to hangout and help too #jennie-lynn and bart are in-charge of socials #tim pops up a lot because so many of his friends (and brothers) are here and when he does he helps steph and mia #damian too pops up to help with pet management and sometimes prop art #this is much to dicks annoyance jason is already here can his little brothers LEAVE HIM ALONE SOMETIMES UGH #damian (taking cues from talia and bruce loverenemies dynamic and wanting an artist in-law): we should set jason and kyle up #dick: no / tim: hmm / dick: NO #i want to add the yj girls (cassie cissie greta anita) but i know too little about them right now but imagine they're there and the roles #are to be determined

[mrcowboydeanwinchester]

another joyous year has come and past, and so i wanted to say the biggest thank you to everyone who participated in jo's birthday celebrations yesteday!! what a turnout !! it was such a lovely day of sapphicnatural camararderie and jo taking pride of place on the dash, as she should.

i've rounded up all of the tagged works so they're here in one handy place <3 if i've missed any, please let me know!

🧡 art

horsegirl jo by @limbel smiley jo by @driftwooddestiel jo painting by @lamiasage

💗 fic

somehow their name sticks out jodean by @jasmineshaven the past and pending jo&claire by @mrcowboydeanwinchester take this pink ribbon off my eyes jo&benny by @t4tvampireisms people want more and more jocassie by @mrcowboydeanwinchester

🧡 amvs

my mother's loaded gun amv by @roublardise

💗 gifs

jo gifs by @ughmerlin

🧡 edits jo birthday edits by @lesbianjoannaharvelle jo moodboard by @t4tvampireisms orange jo icons by @youre-only-gay-once jo moodboard by @rainsongdean

💗 misc.

important post by @lesbianjoannaharvelle

#MWAH love you all this year was so so fun i can't wait to do it again next year too !!!!!!!! #<333 #jo harvelle #spn fic #spn art #spn edit #josjoyousbday #ola originals

[dkettchen]

#meme #homemade memes #cw dysphoria #trans #bones are stupid #cw dysphoria venting #waiting out current phase of transition changes to happen #(cause I got my dose raised again in april & am waiting for my next two surgeries & continuing tryna build muscle 😔) #hoping it'll get to a point eventually where the affirming bits are overpowering enough to ppl's perception #that I can dress the bits I can't change (like hips) in things that suit them #and do the whole embracing looking trans thing without worrying abt the misgendering #but alas I won't believe in my body's ability to do that until I see it #seeing as I still get lady-ed & unquestioningly she/her-ed 5 years into HRT + post two highly visible surgeries #+ fully dressed in men's clothes + sporting the shortest hair I've ever had -.- #cis ppl learn what transmascs look like & what that means for words you use on them challenge 2024- difficulty level: impossible apparently #I've had several ppl in the last few months that I literally TOLD I am trans/'it's he/him'/was clocked as trans by #who then STILL proceeded to misgender me anyway??? #like what more can I do than literally straight up tell you???? #I told a clinician who was looking at my knee the other month that I was trans (cause they always ask abt all meds n diagnoses) #and he misgendered me as a trans woman on his report like- #sir I am 5'4" and have a flat chest baby face and facial hair #and I was telling you abt how I've been on HRT for years and have had several Transgender Surgeries #you're a bone doctor you know how bones work and what their limitations are and you have functionning eyes #you should be able to put 2 and 2 together abt how this works even if you've never met a trans person holy fuck #(I wrote a complaint and they amended the report and sent me an apology meanwhile but still like- buddy wtf)

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hmmmm having angsty Lights Out thoughts

#i know when i post about it i usually make it Lighthearted if not outright Memey #but oh boy. this au is dark. like - like beyond the literal meaning #imagine being abandoned by your creators without so much as a warning #one day the lights go out and thats it. no answers. no comfort. no friendly faces or explanation #show's over. curtains closed. doors locked. they're all gone #it's just waiting in a pitch black room because surely the lights will turn back on. the next day will come #but it Won't. the next day won't come. it will never come. your friends won't open their eyes again. it's just you now. #you've always had company - friends and the comfort of feeling Watched Over by something beyond your understanding #but you blinked and its gone now. it's just you. no matter what you try or what you do - its. just. you. #days and weeks and moths and years of silence and a complete lack of color #burning matches down to your fingertips just to remember what shade of yellow your fleece is #its still wrong. firelight stains the color. #slowly forgetting the sound of your friends voices and what their smiles looked like and what the memories you made with them were #what was your best friends favorite joke? what was his hotdog order? how did he laugh? he used to pose for your paintings didnt he? #you can't be sure anymore. maybe the neighborhood was always dead. maybe You're dead. how can you tell? #you don't breathe. they don't either. they used to didn't they? you never did but they used to. ...right? you hope their dreams are sweet #one of your friends starts sleepwalking. you're so happy. she hurts you. you know she didnt mean it. you're scared anyway. #you can only see with one eye now. it feels... Wrong. all of your chalk drawings start coming out wrong too. #you keep missing when you reach for things. just one more thing to adjust to #were the lights ever on? or was that your own dream? you thought that was something you couldnt do. #you also thought the lights always come back. you were wrong about that. what else are you wrong about? #wh lights out au #wailing sobbing screaming etc over lights out wally... this poor little 12 apples dude... #aimlessly wandering through the town... walking through the buildings.... #eventually getting so fucking lonely and desperate that you keep your best friend's severed arm for comfort #all you can do is protect your eternally sleeping friends from the Things crawling out of the shadows #mark another tally on the ground for each full circle the town clock's short hand completes #and wait for the day you fall asleep and join your friends dreams. it will happen someday. #you can feel it in the pitch seeping from your eyes and mouth. more with each decade that passes #just a little while longer. some more waiting. just you. in the dark.

[hekateinhell]

i miss queens of the damned ☹️

#the ladies were such a blast i can't wait to do it again next year #i'm excited for mermay though! #hekate.txt

[spocks-kaathyra]

what if I kill myself

#/j /joke I don't care that much. I don't even care. it's not like I care or anything #<- guy who cares so so so much #it's. um. fine. there's. next year #what if I go to one of the fuckass horror cons he's going to....... guy who has watched like 2 horror movies #I'm still going to stlv. and I might still make pythas this summer... I'd just have to wait another year to wear him. #god what if I like. kill myself. shuffles away sadly. hits my head on a low hanging branch and bleeds out in the snow #<- referencing an unrelated post that the wording of resonates. #but what if he doesn't go next year.... what if I can't go next year..... what if he never goes to another trek con again......... #well. if that were the case. I would get into horror movies and go to one of those cons to see him LMAO #what if he never does any convention ever again. what then. what if I kill myself #fuck. god. fine okay. this just means I have an extra year to work on pythas. and if I never get to see him again. I can make peace w that #I've already met him twice I know I'm very lucky. I just didn't really get to talk to him..... I want to talk to him about asit........ #ugh it's like fine it's like whatever I don't even care. it's like fine I don't care #well. stlv cosplans r open then. definitely still doing hologram kira. but the other 3 r a mystery #maybe I do seven then... maybe gray tal again...... maybe emperor georgiou...... maybe spunnysuit v2 #narcissus's echoes

[heartshattering]

5 AM

Just me and my overactive mind facing the nighttime again 🙃

#hopefully the meds work but while waiting for them to kick in I get so damn nervous #and sometimes I do get nights where even on my full dose my anxiety is too overpowering and I just. Do Not Sleep #I mean I do eventually but not without spiraling first :') #way before I was prescribed sleep meds my longest was 3 nights without sleep while on a VERY stressful trip #I felt like I was gonna die and I did not sleep until I got off the plane and was back at home #(this was like 15 years ago already but it still haunts me fhfgsgdh) #my best friend and I were having a conversation today #and she was like 'not sleeping can make you hallucinate right?' #and I was like :') I get the hallucinations in other scenarios too #BUT I also get what she meant #not sleeping is really bad for me mentally which is why I can't do 'sleep restriction therapy' #and fun fact #a lot of my OCD obsessions revolve around sleep!!! #which is 'awesome' because laying in bed with insomnia makes my OCD flare up so like #the two get to feed off each other and make my life a living hell!!! #and don't even get me started on my sleep paralysis episodes #(which I like to think of as just my brain misfiring but that my aunt tells me is saints or demons trying to talk to me) #'cause she hallucinates too but hers are like 'spiritual' or whatever #same with my mom's hallucinations as well #and to add fuel to the dumpster fire of my mind and body is the fact I've been overcaffeinating again #which I've known not to do ever since I was in middle school and saw the pediatric cardiologist who specifically said 'hey don't do that' #fast-forward to adulthood and I still haven't learned how to handle anything #like. I have heart meds and sleep meds and migraine meds and IBS meds #and yes meds are good but like. I know you need to incorporate lifestyle changes as well #which I do for like 2 weeks until the next time I fuck up #I've been so irresponsible lately but like. ESPECIALLY today #didn't eat #took some meds on an empty stomach and forgot to take my other ones at all #had too much caffeine #stressed out over some stupid situations thanks to overthinking

[docholligay]

Doc Holligay Memorial Even Though She’s Not Dead (Yet) Bad Ideas Fun Run/Walk/Drunkenly Crawl Virtual 5k! (Awards and Draw)

First of all, I want to say thank you to everyone who participated! It is very very fun for me to see all of you do this hilariously stupid 5k, that I think sums me up very nearly in total. It meant a lot to me, especially this year when I couldn't make some of the things I really wanted to see happen, happen.

ON TO THE AWARDS. So when I decided to do this, this year, I wanted to offer some extra draws for the liveblog and also either a running tank or tote bag with the 5k logo on it! If you've won an award I'll be contacting you shortly to ask which you'd prefer, and you were automatically given an extra entry in the draw!

ON TO THE AWARDS:

The timeiest awards

Fastest time, to the biggest motherfucker in the bunch: Mr Geeky! Who basically whupped ass in this department, with a fully go fuck yourself time of 24:19. I placed third , just so we're all aware of my rank here for years to come.

The DFL award, to those who dared to publicly be the worst of class: @amhrancas with an overall time of 1:25:00!

The stunning mediocrity award, to that boring person who placed in the exact middle: @vassekocho with a time of 41:21! Congrats on being the most okayest competitor!

The drinkiest awards:

Fastest beer drank: Me. It was always going to be me. I actually do not know why I thought it would be otherwise. Y'all cannot TOUCH my binge drinking skills, you adapted to the darkness, I was born to it.

Worst choice of beer for drinking fast: @elleskinner with a fucking IPA, what in the actual fuck is wrong with you.

The Doc Heritage Award, To the person who picked the combo most similar to mine (as decided by me*): @skylineofspace!

The randomiest awards:

Biggest pussy/had the roughest time: @seolh! For throwing up twice while drinking her beer! WE APPLAUD YOU FOR BEING HONEST.

Funniest writeup: A tough call but it ended up going to @keyofjetwolf for literally making me laugh out loud about Tori Amos

Ugliest race photo: None of you really looked like you suffered (Except I did see one of one of you that was truly incredible but you did not submit it) but I give this award to @automatuck9!

*Technically, Mike should win this, as he drank the exact same thing but I arranged it all and we compete on another level that requires we do the exact same thing, so I didn't count it.

OKAY NOW THE DRAW BELOW. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT IN LIKE...THE NEXT 12 HOURS.

@seolh you threw up twice but also won twice. TELL ME YOUR BIDDING

#thank you all again so much #I loved doing this and i can't wait to do it next year #I had as many random awards as things I could afford to get printed ahaha #I'll get with y'all and ask if you'd like a tnak top or if you'd use a tote bag more

[thuviel]

Got to try drypoint printmaking for the second time last weekend. It was just as fun as the first time and I feel like I achieved a pretty cool result :D The bottom two were my very first attempts from last year ^^ 

#drypoint #printmaking #etching #artists on tumblr #raven #deer #wolf #animal art #my art #i can't wait to do it again next year!! #40 min each

[the-sage-libriomancer]

And that's a wrap! I figured if I can't reach that sexy 1000, I can at least go out on a high note (*wheezes*)

Thank you all for the carnage, and above all the boops. It's been an honor booping with you all.

#it's time to actually for realsies go to bed #so i've been frantically going around booping all the beloved blogs i follow that i hadn't already booped lol #i had a blast!!! it's been a hell of a fun day and i even gained a couple new mutuals #tomorrow it'll be back to the regularly scheduled madness #can't wait to see what tumblr has in store for next year #they should do boops again except instead of kitty paws you boop people with crab claws #craboops - it's gonna be big #sage speaketh #the boop saga #only on tumblr

[dreamlogic]

just finished a robbery/active shooter simulation training at work and my jimmies are. extremely rustled.

#the facilitator was a very chill reassuring dude but uuuuh #having a fake gun pulled on you and having three burly men yelling and chasing you with wooden clappers to emulate gunshots is uuuh #STILL PRETTY ACTIVATING TO THE NERVOUS SYSTEM. TURNS OUT. #i don't have personal trauma re: shootings etc but my fight/flight/freeze/fawn response IS on a hairpin trigger due to unrelated factors #very fun time. loved it. can't wait to do it again next year. 💀 #ctxt #shit chat #charlie vs money

[aberooski]

Every day I get 🤏 this much closer to getting out of chapter 1 of Chazzerella.

#when I can actually get myself to sit down and write I actually make progress #who knew? #but no yeah we're getting there #I'm not gonna be a liar about it happening this year like I was last year #chazzerella is happening baby #you gotta wait until it's finished though #but once it's done I can finally officially put OUAD 2 back on the table again 👀 #that's my rule I can't start writing OUAD 2 until chazzerella is finished especially because I mean to do chazzerella last year #and that plan completely fell apart because last year was horrible I'm amazed I could vring myself to write anything #much less finish and release a few things #I also started the mario crossover instead of doing chazzerella that's a nother problem #which remeinds me I need to slog my way through the rest of the next chapter of that #I have a plan I'm just having a hard time actually sitting down and doing it you know? jyst very slow going #the next chapter after that is basically already written though #so I mean that's good I guess akkskks #not that anybody gives a shit about that one other than me anyway #which I mean is fine I'm doing that one purely for me anyway but it still kinda blows #doesn't help me with my slow progress either #but I digress #I have to work tomorrow or I guess technically today so I should probably actually sleep? #we'll see #yugioh gx fanfiction #chazzerella #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby's insomnia thoughts

[the-cookie-of-doom]

i miss traveling and seeing new places and trying new things and journaling about it

#cookie speaks #i am SAD and filled with WANDERLUST #just one more year #one more year until I can travel again #i can't fkn wait #my travel journal is like plz feed me #I plain to go to thailand next spring #in celebration of finally graduating #since i can't go this year #if I can i want to spend at least a few weeks traveling around there #maybe a month #maybe even make i tup to china like i've always wanted to #i couldn't before bc my ex literally wasn't allowed to enter the country or go anywhere near it #(yay government work >_>) #but now im free to go ;_; #hopefully by then I can find someone to travel with too #i really don't want to go there alone #i mean i will #bc im done waiting for people to come with me when i want to do things #and ive gotten better about talking to strangers when i travel alone #but ahhh the language barrier intimidates me #obvs people manage to backpack all of asia w/o learning the languages all the time #but I Have Anxiety #and there's a non-0 chance I would panic and shut down and never make it out of the airport lol

[beelzzzebub]

you know, i'm so excited to go back to school. i'm going to work more on my research essay from last semester and submit it to compete. i'm going to start with physics from the first day so i don't end up behind again. i'm going to go to the library and grab a booth and read. i'm going to get sleep. i'm going to make myself coffee with vanilla creamer in the morning. i'm going to sit outside under the ginkgos in the spring and breathe. i'm going to go to queer club meetings. i'm going to go to rehearsal and absolutely nail all the new acappella rep. i'm going to keep remembering how my friends' cars smell. i'm going to eat dumplings for lunch and peer out the windows behind my back. i'm going to do my dishes after i use them. i'm going to stop for dinner at the food trucks on thursdays. i'm going to talk to people in my classes. i'm going to stand at the balcony and breathe in instead of peering over the railing. i'm going to walk with my head straight on my way back from the dining hall. i'm going to eat outside of my room. i'm going to take in the sun on the blades of grass on my walk to class. i'm going to marvel at the swirl of gray in the clouds. i'm going to let the wind push me along and i'm going to dance with it. i'm going to be beautiful.

#boink #can you tell i'm feeling optimistic #these are perhaps affirmations #i don't know #i have high hopes #high hopes within to combat the high expectations battering me from all sides #oh and how i cannot wait for acappella again #i miss music #i miss singing #i spent a good hour at work putting together makeshift acappella arrangements in my head #i can't wait for our new rep #i wanted to run for music director but i decided that would be too much #it would probably be annoying of me to do that as a freshman #same with arranging #i'll apply to arrange next year ig #we shall see #nevertheless #i'm excited #we've got some gorgeous new songs this semester #the aca-bop is going to be intense #i can feel it already

[femslashspuffy]

Who the hell decided that what children who have just moved away from home for the first time need is a tiny two person room with NO KITCHEN???

I would love to become an independent adult and all but that's hard to do when I don't even have a proper sink to do dishes or even dump out soup in. You know what sucks? Washing literally anything in a tiny little hand washing sink. Dumping the remains of my soup into the sink and then using a paper towel to pick up the solid bits that fell in bc the sink fucking sucks

I stg if I lived on the first floor I would be dumping so much of this stuff outside literally why? Why is it like this

#rehks rants #college #I'm beating myself up for letting all these dishes accumulate on my desk #but god you know what sucks more than doing dishes? #doing dishes in a sink that you can't even plug and you can't even fit the whole plate underneath #fuck I hate this #I do not want to live in a dorm without a kitchen again I cannot wait for next year

[xcziel]

wow they decided to copy yoongi almost exactly: concert lovefest for army and then dip

#when namjoon started getting all sentimental on sm and vmin got huggy again i kinda knew #i figured nj was waiting to go in at the same time as jk and jm (no brainer that they'd be going in together) #and thinking on it i can't see why tae would want to do this by himself either #logically if they go in together that's the least amount of time they're 'separated' #and also ups the possibility of them being able to support each other within their service #like if one is busy there's others on hand *and* the hyungs are still in place to start them off with advice etc #not to be too cunical but after the thing with jin i just feel like they can't be too safe or guard their backs too much #lol as soon as i saw the full shot of jk's place in the gcf i was like: well that means he's not gonna be there much longer #also jm dyeing his hair bc he's just gonna shave it all off anyway makes a kind of sense #but this ALSO means all the stuff they've been talking and hinting about is gonna come out WHILE they're in #bc hobi's stuff is already on deck and he has a plan for as soon as he's out and the maknaes won't want to trample #on the newly released from service hyungs' projects so the travel show rm and jm's music jk's korean song??? #will all probably come next year and that after the fans have already had a docuseries christmas and new year #whew! #something about them sll going in together just hits me in the feels like ... just the closeness and protectiveness #and this way they can clock out of all the end of year ratings tallyings performances and comparisons! #bc they just deckared so they won't be going for a bit - they should have some time to settle things like yoongi did